tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-392830393860739042024-02-18T19:15:52.026-08:00Purple Skies To HeavensSheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.comBlogger72125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-45382660214461396262014-08-18T12:25:00.004-07:002014-08-19T05:07:55.288-07:00HELLO<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Blogging after 3 years, and I have no idea what to write or HOW to write. Lol. </span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Read my old posts and felt quite embarrassed. Was I really that annoying? LOL. Dont you dare answer that.</span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Sooooo...A lot has changed. Duh. Lol. </span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">My sister has TWO BABIES. TWO TWO TWO. I know I'm a bad Khala for loving the second one more.</span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Oh my god. He is my jaan. I'd eat him I swear. </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Other then that I have left PISES and joined another International school. It was a huge thing for me. </span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I was disturbed for a few days but somehow just managed it, Alhumdulillah. That reminds me Summers are over :( Back to scolding kids ehm 8) </span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Oh and other then that I've FINALLY started working on MYSELF. Dieting. Gyming. </span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Not gonna stop now till I get perfect. Insha Allah. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Well I guess thats it for now. I feel so awkward writing =/ </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">(I sound so boring in this post. LOL. But let me get a little comfortable again aite Mwah)</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: purple; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Yallah Bye. </span><br />
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Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-78317270675045099712011-08-13T13:14:00.000-07:002011-08-13T13:14:07.513-07:00Happy Birthday again! =)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">10<sup>th</sup> August.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Hey! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I know I know I<span> </span>don’t blog as much as before and when I do it’s not like before XD.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Am sorry. Not. *Grinning*<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Yes a lot of things have changed around me. About me. Things that will never be the same.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Stopped arguing though with myself. Why did this happen and that and blah blah.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I don’t care any more. (I do care -_- But I just don’t care to care that do I care anymore? Makes sense to you?)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Anyhow. It’s Ramadan. And. I feel nothing. As in I feel a lot of things but I feel nothing…I’m ok with it. Getting used to everything now…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Am so confused myself. Doubt you would actually even understand what am talking about :S<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Soooo…I miss my lil girls XD <3 <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Hated my job cuz of many things…But…The kids just made it all so special.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">They made me feel so loved…So loved that I can’t tell you. They made my world so beautiful. There compliments on my clothes made my day. Hehe XD<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">So this week…a few friends posted about how much they love their Dads and wishing them Happy Birthday…<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">And here I am writing a post for you, Dad. =] <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I don’t think I’ll make a cake this time. Things got awkward last time…And then everyone will be just sad.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">So I’ll just try to be happy on 14<sup>th</sup> August cuz it’s going to be your birthday and because I love you.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Sometimes I think how you are right now. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">And as I grow up…Day by day…I realize how much of a bad daughter I have been. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">No ones knows it. But I do. And it’s a very bad feeling XD. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">And I can’t do anything to make it go away! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Not any words. Not anything. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Love you, Dad.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">13<sup>Th</sup> August. </span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">An hour left for it to be the </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">14<sup>th</sup>.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I’m sorry Dad I made no cake XD <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I’m so sorry. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">I just wish you’re fine where ever you are =)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">And just that I love you so much! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Happy Birthday.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS";"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Really missing you today. </span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div></div>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-28350515712070190882011-02-12T15:24:00.000-08:002011-02-12T15:39:04.278-08:00One more time. Just one...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">I am very low right now.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Confused. Things are really messed up in my head right now.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">I really miss him.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">And looking at this picture with him made me cry.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNy2Gz4ctqCFEz-2q3Fk6JjuMy4AldBk9m3dHeD2YQ4DgkteuRQgtoj4crKVZBCO6Kq8_mpbyWF1mmWfE0Olg82wd1cvIJquX_s7f8x1B_azsJm_7PV-7ORv2EdrtKMqgiICQEjUbAFuE/s1600/281120092146-1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="217" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNy2Gz4ctqCFEz-2q3Fk6JjuMy4AldBk9m3dHeD2YQ4DgkteuRQgtoj4crKVZBCO6Kq8_mpbyWF1mmWfE0Olg82wd1cvIJquX_s7f8x1B_azsJm_7PV-7ORv2EdrtKMqgiICQEjUbAFuE/s320/281120092146-1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">The white hair. I still remember how they were XD. The texture…<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Your skin was so soft and just…you. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And I can’t…Can’t stop thinking about how your last moments were. Your last few minutes. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Must’ve been painful? <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I still wish to take the pain away from you. Be me please. And not you.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">But nothing happens. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I am still here. Trying to live on with life and still trying to accept the fact that you’re gone. I do have good times too. But...No you to make proud.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Can you believe it…It’s going to be one whole year next month. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I’m scared. Scared to face that day. Time flies. Why? WHY?<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And I clearly remember all that happened since then. Everything. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I have played the s</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">cenes over and over in my head.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">11 March. You left. We find out on the 13<sup>th</sup>. See you last on the 15<sup>th</sup>. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I want to see you once more. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I hope it’s not dark where you are. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I miss you calling me every night before sleeping so I could daba-fy your legs.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And when Mom asked me to separate the Mint and Parsley leaves..I’d come to you. So you could do it cuz I hated it.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And how I was proud to have a Dad like you. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I still am. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">You were surely the best Dad anyone could ever have.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">The only one who supported and let me drink pepsi. And you’d usually bring me chocolates and gums. And Mom would scold you cuz she said you wasted money XD.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Always quiet. Your presence…I can’t say anything. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I can’t question. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">I can’t do anything. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">You were so sweet and kind to everyone. <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And what did you get? A life full of problems and betrayal! <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Oh how I hate everyone for doing that to you Dad.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Selfish F****** Bastards. XD.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Every time I'm sad. Anything happens. I always end up thinking and crying about you.</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">And then that thing I was sad about...seems so silly and stupid to me. </span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Again in the end I come back to your last minutes.<o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Imagining it is just so painful. What must have you felt in real then? <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">What did you last think? Did it hurt when you fell? What did you see before that? <o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: #134f5c; font-family: 'Comic Sans MS';">Why you? <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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</div>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-20619053495955200252010-08-13T16:53:00.000-07:002010-08-13T16:53:41.459-07:00Happy Birthday!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Normally it would be like....</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">You'd be sleeping. IT'S 12 O'CLOCK. We all gather and come in your room...Holding the cake I made XD.</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Wake you up...And..."HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!" =D =D =D And hugs and smiles...</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Always made chocolate...Even though you never liked it! XD. </span></span><br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Now...</span></span></div></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Today I made a cake...Yes chocolate again....</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">IT'S 12 O'CLOCK! XD. Nothing happens. I'm all panicked in the kitchen and my heart beating fast...Because I still have so much to do :S</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">It's 12:06....</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Mom... "You can wish me at 12......".</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">"MOM. It's already 12 XD". *Walks out of the kitchen*.</span></span></div><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Mom in the kitchen. Bhai in his room. Annie doing her own work. Crying too. XD.</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Laiba busy playing with the kids...and doesn't remember it's your birthday...</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">All so separated. So I just walk in to your room. Sit down. Think of it again...</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Of how it would've been if you were still here. :S XD. </span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Then around 12:30...We cut the cake =D Bhai cut it. I wanted to cut it. D: Weird I tell you =[ </span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Hehe. I remember telling Rija and SaraH earlier this year that how much I wished for you to be</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"> old...too old...so that you could do nothing...And then *I* would do everything for you. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">*I* would. </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Don't have more words...or anything to say...</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Just...Happy 59th Birthday! XD. =)</span></span><br />
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</div>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-13262785903138562942010-04-14T12:52:00.000-07:002010-05-03T02:05:03.070-07:00A post for the man I loved.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">9:46 P.M.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">4 weeks and 6 days ago I saw you for the last time. I wish I knew it was the last time. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Thursday Morning. I should’ve been up. I should’ve seen you leave…I should’ve hugged you. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I didn’t. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Tomorrow. Thursday again. Going to be 5 weeks. One month and four days. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">5 weeks ago You went missing. We got worried. All sorts of possibilities in my head. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Maybe you fainted some where.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Maybe some one stole your mobile that’s why you weren’t picking up our calls.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Maybe you got injured and can’t remember the way back home.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Maybe…Maybe. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Friday I told a friend I won’t eat till you come back. And that I’ll eat with you.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Saturday morning. I cried. Wondering where you are…and have you eaten anything.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Saturday evening. Annie on the phone. I heard her say in a weak voice…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">“You positive?”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">My glasses fell. I backed into my room. I screamed. I kicked. I fell down. I pulled my hair. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">People came running saying what’s wrong…calm down…and all I was screaming…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">“I want you back. Its not true.” </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">They forced me to drink water. I wanted to take the glass and throw it away. Break it.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Destroy everything. I didn’t. I felt really weak.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Monday evening. I saw you. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">They didn’t let me touch you. I was so upset about that. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Aap meray ho. And and meri marzi. So I touched your arm when nobody was looking.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">But I couldn’t feel you. You were wrapped up in…clothes…and cotton. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">You had cotton on your nose too. Fresh red blood on it. 5 days in the freezer. And yet you looked as if you were sleeping. XD. I REALLY wanted to touch your face. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I’m so mad. Why didn’t they find your glasses and ear-piece? </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Main screw ker doon gi sab ko. Aap wait kero. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">You know what Dad…Bhai has really changed. It still feels like a bad dream. A part of me doesn’t believe it. Like the bell will ring any second…I’ll run and open the door…and there XD. You’re standing. And you’ll tell me to tell Mama to get the dinner ready XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I love you. And I feel so unloved now. I took out your pens from your briefcase :$. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">All I needed was a little more time with you. I had it planned you know.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I’ll grow up. You’ll be old. You’ll have no other option but to depend on me. And I'll be so happy. That was going to be the time when *I* was going to do something for you XD. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I wanted to show you what I could be. Show you that you need no one more than your daughter. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">A few months ago I actually told Rija and SaraH that I can’t wait for you to be old XD. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I HAD TO DO SO MUCH FOR YOU! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">LOOK AT ME NOW DAD! Jus look at me. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I’m heart broken. I feel empty. I lie to people EVERYTIME they ask me how am I.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I can’t concentrate on school. I can’t do anything. EVERYTHING. Reminds. </span><st1:place w:st="on"><st1:state w:st="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Me.</span></st1:state></st1:place><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"> Of. YOU! </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">The sofa you sat on always. I sit on it at times. I try to feel you. =/ </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Mama leaves the bedroom light on every night. No one sleeps there now. Because Laiba gets upset.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I can like still like feel it. I’m on the computer. And you come in. Look at me. Then the screen. Then you jus take your blanket and go to your room. Or you jus sit with me.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Come sit with me now. :’) I’d hug you so hard =/ </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss coming home and you opening the door for me and hiding EVERYTIME behind the door XD. It used to make me angry *hehem*. Do it now. I’ll be more than happy to see you hiding some where right now. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss your fries. And zo my gawd. Your Salad was The Best Salad ever (Y).</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss you watching T.v on loud volume XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss you telling the same joke over and over again. That used to annoy me too. And now I’m dying to hear your voice.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss you calling me every night before you slept. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss you bringing pepsi for me every time you came home. XD. You were the only one who let me drink how much ever I wanted. And and I remember Bhai stopping me and you’d jus take the bottle from him and give it to me.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss pulling your cheeks. I loved your dimple. And I think you looked awesome in white hair. =) </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I miss everything.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I used to get tears in my eyes every time you smiled and were happy. XD. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I could’ve done anything for you. Seriously. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I wanted to go before you. =/ I’m so upset now. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I jus hope you’re in peace XD. InshAllah InshAllah InshAllah. =).</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">And what kills me the most is when I think about the pain you felt that day. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Whether it was for a minute. Second. Millisecond. I wish I could take the pain away from you. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">It really hurts to think or see some one I dearly love in pain. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I feel as if I can tolerate it more =/ You be happy. XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I broke my shoe today. We were jus going to enter Faisliyah. And it broke. It were the boots you loved XD. I was so upset. XD. And because they had like a huge sole. I looked like a retard walking…And some people were laughing at me…So Annie told me to take the other shoe off too =| </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">So bahaha I walked around Faisliyah without shoes Papa :D It was funny :P</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">So we bought me new shoes \m/ Annie said buy pumps <.< I went for slippers instead =D And and like they were all so expensive =| But I got these awesome slippers I really love jus for 51 \m/ They’d fit you too Dad. =)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I was upset when Mom gave your clothes away. XD. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Like not upset. I felt angry. Possessive. My dad. His things are mine too. =/ </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I know I know I act like a kid at times =/ I just love you a lot. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">“Rubbir Humhuma Kama Rabba yaani Sagheerun”. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">What upset me more today was when I heard about Ammar…Grade 10…XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Road accident too. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I jus hope he didn’t feel pain either. XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">And that his soul is at peace. And God forgives his sins. Makes day of judgment easy for him like you. XD. InshAllah. And give his family patience jus like he gave us XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">And I’m still going to try to do all that I wanted to do if you were still here. XD.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">I love you a lot. XD. </span></div></span></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com27tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-10105649155724590792010-03-05T10:03:00.001-08:002010-03-05T10:03:32.972-08:00PCG =D<p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Hey =D XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Omg. I’m blogging after a long time XD. And I have a feeling that it’s going to be one long post =D =D HOW HAVE YOU BEEN? I’m great. Perfect. =) Ly.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Baha get to the point silly Nosh! -_- So so I had an amazing weekend XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Wednesday…Wasted the whole day *Proud smile*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Thursday… Got up 8:30 in the morning…[Fainted? It’s ok honey =/ Even I was shocked :P]…Till 10 I was quietly cleaning here and there XD. At 12 left for a friends place…came back around 6-somehting…Then went out at night. Had a great time with Annie XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Friday… Got up at 7 XD. [DIED? It’s ok I died too :P And and can you believe it that I just slept 5 hours XD? I know I know you don’t :P Melaw buchaw <3]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Went to PCG. [I didn’t know what it stood for =/ Pakistan Cultural Gathering. -_-]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">And from 10 to 6 me and Yashma Akmal [A junior..In grade 9 XD] were together XD. I had an amazing time. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Everything was free there :P That was one reason we were so happy :P XD Psh. :P</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Any ice cream. Any juice. This and that. STICKERS! =D Balloons (A).</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Cotton Candy \m/ And etc. –</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">So first the teenagers had a tug of war :P Me and Yashma were together \m/ And like Duh my team won :P And and for that we got SO cool rings (A). =D </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Like two rings that fit together to give one XD. Just like those heart lockets..That can be separated in to two. One person keeps one half and the other keeps the other one. Yeah exactly just like that shorty ;) Hiba took my half of the ring XD. ROFL. Says she’s going to wear it for the rest of her life :P And after 10 years when we’ll meet…We’ll join the rings :P XD. Oh Hiba I love you. <3</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">[~NEWS BREAK~</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Welcome to Nosh News (NN). Aaj ki Taaza tareen important khabar yay hai k Nosheen Malik Ghulaam Nasrullah ki Birthday hai 7</span><sup><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">th</span></sup><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;"> March ko. Psh. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Aaj k liyay bus itna…Miltay hain aglay haftay isi waqt per. :D]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Welcome back to the post -_- Omg. My feet ache XD. And and the liner-effect o_O NEEND! But I’m not going to sleep before I upload this post. Hpmh. Ily.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Oh well after that…You know those air-thingy’s? Like this thing filled with air…are huge…and and kids jump in those :D So yeah what-ever-that-thing-is-called…We jumped in it *shows teeth*. Ouch. I don’t know how the kids jump. I got hurt -_- And I was scared =/ Oh oh OMG! This lil girl there…Around 6 came up to me…(Me, Namwer, Hiba, Yashma…)…Were sitting in that air thing…And said…</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">G = “Aap yahan say hatain…Mujhay YAHIN jump kerna hai”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">N = “Nae, Jump some where else…I came here first”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(Psh. She didn’t have one front tooth -_-]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">*The girl kicks me*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">N = “Did you just kick me? Go jump there” *points at the other corner*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">G = “Kyun? Wahan jump kerna zaroori hai?”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">N = “Tau yahan Jump kerna zarooori hai” *Pissed* </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">G = “Batameez…Moti…Naughty” *Scratches my arm* o_O. Now Hiba comes in to the scene… “Kia hai? Tameez nae hai?”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">G = “Kaali Choyai (Black Mouse) Aap ko kuch kaha?” </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">*We all burst out laughing* But you have NO idea….HOW pissed *I* was XD.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Phir uski thori aur baysti ki humnay but she still wouldn’t shutup =/ </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(I HATE IT XD. I JUST HATE IT WHEN KIDS DO NOT HAVE RESPECT! MY BLOOD STARTS BOILING! AAAGH. *Shoots herself*)</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">It’s going to be inappropriate to mention the next part…But I want to mention it *g1*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">She saw Yashma sitting next to me…And said to her… “Potty ker ri ho?” -_-</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Somebody shoot me. I swear. XD. *g1* *g1* *g1*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">So well…She left. Thank God -_- So when we came out of that air-thing…She was passing by -_- With her Mom. And I didn’t see her XD. Next thing I know is that she hits me on my butt =/ I was SO pissed XD. Her Mom saw it. And completely ignored it. So well…I controlled myself at that point XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Ate food then – Then then the McDonald people came=D [I know -_- I’m still a kid (A)]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">BALLOOONS! Nice colours \m/ I took all colours :$ And and I had ‘em with me safe….but JUST when we were about to leave XD…I left my bag and balloons…Came back..And the Balloons were gone. *cries on the bed* Just one was left XD. And woh bhi I gave to this lil boy who was looking at me =) He was SO cute XD. He didn’t know how to talk…but he was trying XD XD XD XD XD.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">And then there was face painting. :D YES! I GOT A BUTTERFLY XD. A green and black one on my left cheek :D I know…am a Kid again =/ So so…Guess what happened XD? [Aw mela bucha XD. *hugs* :P So like (*Eating Red Lays* :P)]</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;"> When Me and Yashma were in the waiting line…That Girl and her Mom were there -_- So blah I got my turn first…And the Mom said… “Are you a Littler girl? Stupid girl. Face painting kerwa rahi hai” and THERE! I HAD ENOUGH XD. I said “Aap ka kia masla hai?”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">She said… “Main yahan pehlay ayi thi”…I said… “Tau main kia karun?” </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(I know I was rude XD. But I was REALLY pissed…She should’ve seen her face…as if I was a dirty lil creature XD.) Then she kept on saying mean stuff to me. I completely ignored her. :P ROFL! Seriously XD. If people weren’t there…I think she would’ve killed me XD. Or slapped me. =/ Oh well. I’m strong. I know how to take my revenge XD. Seriously I’m not really that innocent and nice XD. Just DON’T EVER cross your limits with me XD. And I won’t cross mine. I do respect. But not to those who don’t respect me.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Oh well I LOVE Yashma for saying….”Something” on her face XD.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">And yeah that still wasn’t it :P She went…And started telling this other lady about me. -_-</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Grow up. $&%^&$^%&$%$^%$%#&$#&% -_- *g1*.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">We had a quiz thing. General Knowledge. I passed Eheehe *shows teeth* XD =D </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">And and then we had this game called “Scavenger hunt” XD. 8 groups…With 5 girls in each. I was in the group with hot smesky Minarat chicks. Oh well we lost :$ :P </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Anyhow. Me and Yashma had SO much fun together XD. And if I start listing everything we did…This is going to be a VERY long post…And people won’t read it =| </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">And if you have reached THIS line without skipping a line or without yawning and getting bored…I just love you. – From the core of my heart --</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">So I’ll just skip what we did through the hours and should tell you about what happened at 6 XD. This was when Annie and Ayesha asked me…If we should go home XD.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">I said “No…Lucky Draw is going to take place :D”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">~After half an hour~</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">“Sheena, Please am really tired…Let’s go…You still didn’t get anything”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">“Please…Thori dayr aur XD”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">~After twenty more minutes~</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">“C’mon…Legs ache...Got loads of work to do at home”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">“Annie…See it’s my birthday…And and I KNOW God is going to me a gift =)”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">~In that LAST 10 minutes~ </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">I won thrice XD. I cried 8-). Like I KNEW it. And the fact that it came true…That god did give me a gift…Jus made me cry XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">So I get to do free shopping at Centre point XD. I shall by me new shoes for my birthday =D And and ROFL. I also won the glucose blood level thing machine XD. I could’ve won the Dvd or the game boy or free tickets to Makkah XD…But I didn’t XD. And you know what…Mom was just telling me yesterday…That she thinks her blood sugar level is high XD. *hehem* No Mom can check it herself :P :D</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">*Eating Sour punk*</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">I’m REALLY tired XD.*Keyboard falls* Oopsy.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">`I CAN write more…But: </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(1.) Tired. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(2.) Got hw to do 8-) </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(3.) Too long = People will get bored </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">(4.) I love you *hehem* <.< *shows teeth*. I really do. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">I don’t want to read it and take out my mistakes XD. Just tell me if I have any mistake – </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">G’nyte, Slptyte, Swtdreams XD. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">Take care and have a nice day tomorrow. Love you.</span></p>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-52605498897583638422010-02-10T01:38:00.000-08:002010-02-10T02:26:18.159-08:00Simply...Screwed?<span style="color:#999900;">Achay bachay nae routay. Sirf achay say parhtay hain. Aur acha result latay hain. Aur Mama Papa ko kush kertay hain. Phir waldayn du-aa-ayn daytay hain. Phir baray ho ker achi job milti hai. [Phir chocolates khaatay hain :D :D :D]<br />So what if I don’t get a good result? *dies*.<br />Yes yes I know I’ll still get into a university and bla bla and on…<br />Jao marjao. =/ Na it wasn’t for you my dear Reader <3 :P XD :D =) [Just felt like saying it -_- Kill me.]<br />Ok so BLAH! *cries on the bed* Yes, *sniff* I got my Chem and Phy paper back *wipes away tears*. And yes it wasn’t what I expected. :’(<br />The Chem unit 4 was literally on my finger tips. I expected a B…But bla *sniff*.<br />And physics…Parhnay k baaad bhi. Kill physics. =(<br />And bury it in Mars so it never comes back. =(<br />I should get an award for my Lameness :D Nae? =D =D BleUgh. -_-<br />The burn hurts. Yes that burn that I got on Thursday on my thumb right hand walla while ironing my clothes. Stewpid. Wohi jaga mili thi burn honay kay liyay. Pagal iron.*g1*<br />And it’s like on that joint-thing. I write. It hurts. And eff. In the exam we have to write and write and write…and stop. =/<br />Ok Blah.<br />OMG!!! I am supposed to be pissed. YOU KNOW HOW THEY SPELLED MY NAME ON MY IQAMA!!??? YOU KNOW HOW BADLY IT PISSES ME OFF IF SOME ONE SPELLS MY NAME WRONG!? I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT -_-<br />It’s N-O-S-H-E-E-N M-A-L-K.<br />They spelled it as:<br />NUSHIN MALAK! *bangs head in the wall*. Malik bhi nae. Malak ho main.<br />Dude. Get a life. And spell the names right. -_- Nosheen Malik. -_-<br />Oh blah my head hurts looking at the capital letters. Seriously. When I type in capital letters. MEANS IM REALLY PISSED!!<br />Oh oh I had a weird dream last night.<br />Like um. Urdu debates were co. Blah. And I was in the debates. And I didn’t write my debate and I was screwed cuz of Mrs. R. [Anyhow, I’m not in the debates this year]<br />And then I see Mrs. Sm. And blah. I can’t exactly write what happened next. 8-)<br />It’s Bhai’s birthday on Friday XD. =D<br />He had to go back today XD. But nae gaya :P He didn’t even buy the ticket -_-<br />Says he doesn’t feel like going XD. And wants to stay for some time more XD<br />Alay mela bucha :’) Mota. He had to pick me up from school today…and I waited and waited and waited…I came home at 12 [AN HOUR LATE] -_- He was sleeping -_-<br />And hmm I was just wondering today that…like don’t men get annoyed…<br />Like a married man. Has a job. Wife does a job too. Leaves his office to go pick up his wife. And does this and that…Don’t they get pissed =/?<br />Oh blah. Why am I worrying -_-<br />I’ll drive myself. Won’t let him do my work *hehem*. :P :D XD.<br />*Yawn*. I’m supposed to be sleeping XD. And I feel bad cuz I’m up and I didn’t wash the dishes. =/ Too tired to get up. And put my hands in water. Even though it’s not so cold today. WHY isn’t it cold today :’(. I like cold. <3<br />My bed is calling me. -_-<br />G’nyte –<br />[AND OMG IF I DID SO BAD AT UNIT 4 WHICH I KNEW WHAT WILL HAPPPEN IN UNIT 5 THAT I DON’ T KNOW :O! *dies*]<br /><br /><br /></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-69087748177162417682010-02-06T11:15:00.000-08:002010-02-06T11:25:15.416-08:00Family.<span style="color:#cc33cc;">It happened. Topic came up. Annie cried XD. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Bhai started crying because he understands what his sister feels. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">What she feels...Oh Annie XD. If you ever read my this post...You'll know how much I'm proud of you. I have tears in my eyes man. XD</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I started crying when I saw brother cry. XD </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Cuz I know what he feels...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I NEVER want to see you guys cry ever again XD. Don't cry...Ever.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">O how I wish I was older than both of you. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I would do everything for you both. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But I don't want to see a fucking tear in your eyes.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I HATE...HATE....HATE seeing you both like that.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Mama and Papa...Just wait for a few years...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I WILL do something. You will see. The world will see.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I know it. I just know it. I will do it.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">*Wipes away tears*.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Your tears are really precious to me. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-5573911432800862532010-02-04T16:02:00.000-08:002010-02-04T16:05:10.450-08:00Death.<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">It’s 2:17 A.M and I’m in my bed writing this post.<br />I just slept for 20 minutes and don’t know why I got up…<br />I’m scared. Really scared right now XD. I can’t stop thinking about death.<br />It’s killing me right now.<br />It’s making me cry.<br />I’m scared of what’s going to happen. Scared to die. Scared of being buried.<br />Scared of being alone.<br />Right now it feels like as if everything is closing up on me. I can’t breathe.<br />It feels like as if this might be my last post. I’m scared.<br />I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m scared.<br />O God it will be dark and silent.<br />I know why God created us. But at the moment I can’t stop questioning him. Even though I know I won’t get any answers.<br />How I wish I was a really really really really really good muslim.<br />I’m scared. I can’t stop saying it.<br />I have to face death. Just like all those who did and those who have to. No matter what form it comes in XD.<br />And all I can do is wait. And try to be a better muslim.<br />O God help us all. And guide us to the straight path XD. </span></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#00cccc;"><span style="color:#000000;">Ameen<br />G’nyte *cry1*.</span> </span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-4398946338111098732010-02-03T09:46:00.000-08:002010-02-03T09:50:26.845-08:00B for...<span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Hey B for People. =/</span>
<br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">I’m bored. I’m borde. I’m baa-rd. I’m bor-rrr-duhhh. -_-
<br />I…Um…am bored. Like bored bored. B-O-R-E-D. Like hello bored?
<br />B for Bat. Bin. Ball. Blade. Brown. Bet. And B for bored *bangs head in the wall*.
<br />Ah. B for Bang =D Aaaaaaahhh. *dies*.
<br />No school. Slept till 1. Had breakfast. [B for beast too :D]. Then…um I don’t remember :S Crapness. Brabness. =/
<br />And bla did 3 chapters of biology [B for Biology]. Can’t do more. Nothing going in my brain [B for brain]. So I’ll do one more chapter before sleeping XD.
<br />And tomorrow Rija is coming. We’re gonna do Physics \m/ [Hopefully =/].
<br />And and Bhai [B for Bhai] is coming tonight :D :D XD :’) Well, just for 3-4 days =/
<br />Anyhow. Um. I have nothing to do man =/ Seriously.
<br />Stewpid stewpid stewpid ummm what? :S Me? </span>
<br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">Huh how dare you :O! Ok sorry :$ I don’t know what to write =/ </span>
<br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Omg! Sucks. Bucks!
<br />Ok bye [B for Bye *bangs head in the wall*].
<br />G’nyte. </span>
<br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ccff;"><span style="color:#009900;">No slptytes or swtdreams. Don't take care. [B for bake <3]</span> </span><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#33ccff;"></span>
<br />Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-82118686848779854622010-02-02T12:43:00.000-08:002010-02-02T12:47:10.421-08:00?<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#009900;">HEY =D<br />Yes you got it….Today was great and awesome and nice too XD :D<br />Last night when I got the news about Mariam Z….the first thing I did was call SaraH and told her that we’re going to school tomorrow XD. And that I’m not going to miss something like this ever. :D And SaraH was saying she hates me *hehem*. Cuz she was in the mood of not-coming. And how she had planned she’d study and everything and I ruined it for her. But kertay kertay she said she’ll come if I make loads of pancakes for her XD. And I said ok XD. So last night I was up till 4 XD. Making pancakes for her =/<br />And then she called in the morning to tell me that she’s not coming. =/<br />Cuz she was sick. *hehem* Bahahahaha. Oye shh. Not funny :P -_-<br />[Get well soon girlfiend *:5* (L)].<br />And I was so sleepy and tired to be pissed at her *hehem*.<br />Anyhow…The thing I came to school just lasted for like 2 minutes XD. I clapped as hard as I could :D. And you should’ve seen Mariam’s expression when she was on the stage XD. So proud to have so smart friends. *wipes away tears*. :’)<br />And *hehem* we hugged her so many times :P :D XD.<br />Hope you do great agay bhi in life Mariam XD :D :D :D [Pst. Thank you for the cake :P]<br />Oh I received a message \m/ It’s Hajraa :D :D So she’s been high and weird all day. Called so many times and was laughing on everything I said :P<br />Specially the part about the chicken XD *dies of embarrassment*<br />Like in my last post I was happily telling that…<br />“…..Nosh: “A chicken. A chicken and hen are two different animals”<br />Rija: “Where does a Chicken come from?”<br />Nosh: “A hen” -_-<br />Yes this is how dumb I am -_- Hen is a male chicken. I know now. :P”<br />LOL! When Rija told me in the morning that hen is a FEmale. I wanted to die :P<br />“This is how dumb I am” And then I do another dumb thing by saying it’s male. :P Males don’t lay eggs *bangs head in the wall*.<br />And when I told my Mom she laughed so much :O! Anyhow.<br />Hen is female. A female hen who lays eggs. I will never forget now. :$<br />So bla. I was free almost the entire day. In double maths I was SO lonely *wipes away tears*. So I did my Chem paper XD. And then played table-tennis \m/ :P :D<br />OMG! *dies of laughter*. Hajra’s Grandmother told her that she made that poem thingy…“Lul-la Lul-la lorry….Doodh ki katory...” </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#009900;">*dies again*. HAHA!<br />Oh and we were talking about our bachpun-stuff today…I’ll tell you a few :D<br />Hajra’s maid almost kidnapped her :O!<br />Amna used to feel sorry for the maid so she used to make the maid sit and do her work. *hehem*.<br />When Iqra was 6 months…Her brother took the scissors and cut her ear. =/<br />Zonia put hot iron on her sisters arm :O! And and her maid was mean to her…so she sharpened two pencils and put them up the maid's nose. HAHAH! *hehem*.<br />As goes for me. My mom tells me that I was so fat that nobody picked me up for long :’( *hehem*. Meaness. And that I ate a lot since the beginning :P<br />And in Chem I was SO bored. I was drawing emoticons on my book. =/<br />O crap…<br />Got loads to write but it’s 11:40 :O! And I have to go study =(<br />So I’ll stop here XD. =)<br />G’nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams XD. Take care and have a nice day tomorrow =)<br />~Love you~<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#009900;"></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-26559741514471415632010-02-01T05:56:00.000-08:002010-02-01T06:06:37.704-08:00Love my life.<span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#cc6600;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Hey again :P :D<br />I knew I wouldn’t be able to stay away for long without telling you how my day went :P<br />SO OMG!!! IT WAS A NICE DAY! =D But the starting was a lil…Sleepy :P<br />I was SO sleepy in the first two physics lesson. =/ I was just looking at Mrs. blankly…And and after that we had a lesson off. Then Biology. As usual it took us 2 lessons in checking just 2 questions -_- After that we were free the rest of the day =D<br />And guess what…We didn’t have the Chem unit test for which I studied -_-<br />No school tomorrow *d4*. And MAYBE I’ll go to school on Wednesday to chill with Rija and SaraH and Hajra \m/<br />So last night at 10 I went to bed. But couldn’t sleep XD. Even though I was so tired and wanted to sleep so badly…[cuz I m-ed y.]<br />But then I slept by 11 I guess XD. And got up around 2-ish and just said “Omg, I love you sleep.” -_- *hehem*.<br />Oh wait lunch time \m/ Blah. Daal. Shoot me. I don’t like any daal but Masr (L).<br />~Brb Lowe~ *hehem*.<br />Back.<br />And now I got hiccups. O I love my hiccups. :P :D And my eyes hurt too.<br />No no I didn’t cry :P I’m just sleepy :S? And now my throat hurts. =/ *Hiccups getting louder* -_- :P<br />Ok so um. I feel weird because everyday I come home and get the lunch ready. Make tea. Wash the dishes. And get lost to my room. But today Halushka [Annie’s friend] made rice :P Annie made tea. Mom washed the dishes :O! IT’S MY JOB :O! :’(<br />O and crapness. I’m such a retard. I thought today was 22nd January *bangs head in the wall*. It’s 1st Feb. =/ AND TOMORROW IS LAIBA’S BIRTHDAY! *dies*.<br />*Still hiccupping* She’s going to be 11 mashAllah *wipes away tears*. :’)<br />Ok ok back to the school day :P So Hajra gave me a pack of Extra ki chewing gums...Anndddd me, Rija and SaraH E finished the whole pack 8-)<br />And and tried making huge bubbbllllleess =D I made the largest \m/ =D<br />LOL! I can’t explain you exactly what else we did with the chewing gums 8-)<br />So neexxtttt. We [Hajra, Rija, SaraH E, Rabia, Zunman and meee =D] sat there infront of AS ki class till home time XD. And Zo me God. We started talking about one thing…and ended up on a totally different topic XD.<br />We talked about animals XD. :P :D O and I can’t tell you what we talked about 8-)<br />It’s um a lil too embarrassing. :P Including Panda and crabs *hehem* (6) :P<br />And and chickens too \m/<br />So this how a lil part of the conversation went…<br />Nosh: “So you can take the chick home…and slaughter it” - *gives an evil laugh*<br />Rija: “But if I keep it alive…It’ll grow into a hen” - *with a huge smile*<br />Nosh: “No, it won’t.”<br />Rija: “What will it be then?”<br />Nosh: “A chicken. A chicken and hen are two different animals”<br />Rija: “Where does a Chicken come from?”<br />Nosh: “A hen” -_-<br />Yes this is how dumb I am -_- Hen is a male chicken. I know now. :P<br />And and pata hai we 4 have such a different choice of animals that we want to keep when we grow up :P Hajra wants an elephant. SaraH E wants tiger cub. Rija wants a chimpanzee [one she would pamper. =/] And I want a Horse <3.<br />And then kertay kertay we ended up talking about grandparents. Like like we were imagining the grandmother sitting on the rocking chair. Knitting. The cat sitting at her feet. And a cup of coffee on the table <3 And and the grandfather is like sitting listening to the radio. The news. “And the war is over.” And they both are worried cuz their son was in the war. Scared for his death. But then the door bell rings. Grandmother opens the door. There he is. *wipes away tears*. “Ma, I’m back” And he picks her up. And goes round and round. :P :D And then Grandfather comes and says “I’m proud of you my son.” XD. Nice nae =)? :P Say yes. -_- :P<br />And you know what I feel like having Karaylay for some weird reason since 2 days.<br />*bangs head in the wall*.<br />And then we gave Personality awards :D :D :D \m/<br />Started off the SaraH E. We thought and thought. But didn’t come up with why we love her so much. Why I love her so much.<br />So we gave her the award for something, the white matter in her, the hidden thing because of which we love her. “Everybody loves SaraH.” (L).<br />Hajra got the award…Because she’s the type of a friend who would do anything for you XD. Sacrifices a lot =D And she’s wise. And WE LOVE HER LAUGH!! XD =D =D<br />Zunman got the award of being…the type of a person who really cares about what is going to happen before she does anything. Quiet. Lost in her world. XD (Y).<br />Rabia got one for being really friendly =) Rabbit :P *hehem*.<br />Rija…I can talk and talk about this girl XD. A person who’d give you the best advice. A person who’d listen to you with care. A person who is really good at heart XD.<br />A person who I try to follow myself XD. :’)<br />Last is ME! =D They said that I am really strong XD. And that if a person loves me once…I’d love the person a billion times back. XD *hehem*.<br />Oh and Mariam Z. was passing by at that time…So we asked her to sit with us and we gave her an award too :D Because she’s a really nice girl…Helping…Annndddddddd I never saw her angry :P and she’s a great friend XD =D<br />And then we gave out the sucky awards :P<br />Hajra got one...Because she sucks at lying :P and for her fake attitude :P<br />[Girl I can even tell on the phone that you’re lying or something *hehem* :P]<br />Sarah got it for something again that we don’t know about :P<br />Zunman got it for being really quiet -_-<br />Rija because she can’t say “No” to anyone -_- [In class if some one asks her to do something…I’m the one saying “No” for her -_-]<br />And Mariam got one because she sucks at choosing what she sucks at :P *hehem*.<br />I got one because of my mood swings -_- Everyone hates it when I do that. And Rija hates it when I fight with SaraH and get pissed at her :P<br />Oh and hahaha we gave a sucky award to Rabia cuz she multitasks….and we can’t do it as well as she does :P *hehem*.<br />Oh and *yawn* I’m going to sleep now. Then get up raat ko and study till morning \m/<br />O and I took part in Urdu Debates again for Rija XD.<br />And so *yawn* G’nyte XD. I’m home alone once again -_- And I feel like having something sweet. -_-<br />Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams, Take care and have a nice day tomorrow XD.<br />~Lowe you~<br /><3<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#cc6600;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></span></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-58491339876708605882010-01-31T06:20:00.000-08:002010-01-31T06:23:42.787-08:0040 minutes.<span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">HEY! =D =D<br />Am I breaking the dare :O!? No right =/? It was to not to tweet for 3 weeks =/<br />Shoot me. I have twitter open right now *hehem*.<br />So so so so I CAN blog right if no tweet shweet =D? I knew you’d say YES *wipes away tears* ~I lowe you! *sniff* *hehem*.<br />OMG :O! It’s going to be the 2nd day without tweeting \m/ I’m SO proud of myself :’)<br />*hehem*.<br />Nobody misses me there. =/ Not fair. :’( Anyhow. I miss me. :P Ok that didn’t make sense. Cut the crap Nosh *bangs head in the wall* :P -_- Uff.<br />Ok ok seriously talking now :P It’s just that I’m so happy, excited, home alone and got SO much to tell youuuuuuu =D =D =D<br />Yesterday was ok. I studied. Andddddddd…That’s it. =/ School was okay too XD.<br />I had fun today :D And I’m really tired now XD. Want to sleep but can’t. =/<br />Ok now as I said the word “sleepy” I feel like closing my eyes right now and sleep while sitting. *bangs head in the wall*.<br />Have to start with Chemistry with Zunman at 6. And before that I got finish up the Biology practical kay questions. Shoot me. Exams next week. Kill me. A party after the exams. Don’t kill me :D<br />You know Annie’s friend bought me a gift today…A shirt…Sad part is…IT WAS TIGHT TO ME :O! And it was the largest size 8-). Noo I’m not that fat now. =/<br />Like it looked nice. But…Crap :’( Getting it exchanged :P<br />I had a glass of milk in the morning. And ate one slice of bread. Breakfast. :P<br />Don’t know when was the last time I had proper breakfast. =/<br />Today Bio was fine. Chem was fine too. Did the sheets in the class. I do so silly mistakes man. =/ Break was awesome :P Food <3 *hehem*<br />Soo afterrrr Physics ki class…We 7 girls [Me, Zonia, Rija, SaraH, Mishal, Iqra and Amna XD :D] went to the back room…And so..<br />Lights off. We drove a plane. We rolled over on the floor and then Amna rolled on top of us all. We yelled. Laughed like hell. Held hands and made Amna try to separate ‘em :P [She looked so scary in the dark doing that :P Swear she looked possessed :P]<br />Mishi was biting. LOL! Seriously -_- I’m fine. Even though she tried biting me twice :P<br />-_- We were laying down for a bit. And Mishi told us a story of a girl named “Bunda” and a guy name “bundi” *dies of laughter* Was Hilarious :P<br />Omg! I hear cats….Fighting? o_O Shucks. Scary man. *shivers*. =/<br />And crap I was supposed to finish this post in 15 minutes and be off by 5 -_-<br />It’s 5:11 -_- And when I came from school. I washed the dishes :D Anddd theennn I saw k Mom hadn’t cooked anything for today XD. And I just needed an excuse to cook Egg-Fried-Rice :D So I made those. XD. Then Mom’s friend came over. And Annie’s friend too. -_- Set the lunch. Then made tea \m/ Then just chilled thinking what am I going to do. Got to do good in the exams. Then enjoy. Party. Lose weight. Go to uni. Get a job. Marry. Have kids. Chill with ‘em. Love ‘em. Get ‘em educated. Make ‘em read my blog. And then die. \m/ Bus that’s it. -_-<br />And so that’s it I guess :D I gotta finish bio before calling zunman over :O! </span></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">[I hate putting the title -_- I always have a problem with it. Anyhow "40 minutes" was just this song I was singing right now...]</span></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye :D :D :D :D </span></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">G'nyte XD. Slptyte, Swtdreams. Take care and have a nice day tomorrow XD.</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">~Lowe you~ </span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-37704169709016531502010-01-24T05:52:00.000-08:002010-01-24T11:23:17.499-08:00Another Weird day...<span style="color:#990000;"><em><span style="font-family:arial;">Hey =D
<br />Ok don’t go on the “=D” emoticon. Because I’m not really so happy and not in the mood to jump around happily and tweet like somebody who has just lost it XD.
<br />Today I’m going to study with Zunman XD.
<br />This way we both will tweet less and study more.
<br />My eyes hurt XD. Yes, I cried. =/
<br />And who bhi in school. Acchaa Shhh I’ll tell you what happened. =P
<br />I got up in the morning *hehem* Ok that’s nothing big :P
<br />Got dressed –put cream on my hands-took a sip of water-wore my abaya—walked to school [Pst. I LOVED the weather in the morning XD. How I wish could go out for walks – in my black hood =p – all by myself XD]
<br />Then Cjblufox and I were dead tired. Her head on my shoulder and my head on her head XD
<br />[Zunman = I wanted to take a picture of you both :P]
<br />[Oh o I’m having boiled potatoes =D They look so yummy with salt and mirchain =D :P]
<br />Ok pause. I don’t want to bore you [or the 40 years old me, who would be reading this blog after 24 years =/] - [and pst.and my children *hehem* =P]
<br />So my little brain started to worry a little when I saw how much of Chem is coming in the exam
<br />And that I don’t know 70% of it =/
<br />But I was fine…..THEN….Cjblufox said “something” which pissed me off =/
<br />At this point I started to talk a little less with everyone. XD =P
<br />And then me, Ramsha and Zonia asked the maid if we could go up the roof XD. =/
<br />She said ok. So went up and had a good laugh and made fun of how dumb Ramsha is…
<br />When Mrs. W passed by….And told Amna to call us down =/
<br />She was SO pisssed. Like we did a huge sin or something =/
<br />Dude…It was just a roof =/ Kill me please.
<br />Khair this was the point number 3 that made me go even more quiet.
<br />[Oh hahahhaha btw we were talking to the maid and she asked us…
<br />“Do you have any boyfriends?”
<br />And all 3 pf us giggled XD. And said No.
<br />And then she said “I had 3 when I was in school”…And were like “=/” *hehem*]
<br />~ Oh and I’m wearing these other small earrings =D Circle-ish =D ~
<br />Then we had to go to the computer lab where this dude had to tell us about the Prince Edward Island XD. Went cool. Impressed. [This was the last major push. Where I was SO sad that it looked like I was REALLY angry!] I ignored everyone from my class then =/ I know…That was REALLY rude of me =/ Kill me.
<br />So I went downstairs and sat on the chair. Girls going up and down. I could hear some play out. Laughing. Talking. Many asked if I’m ok XD. “Yeah I’m fine” XD.
<br />Why am I SO scared of the future? We should be scared…Nae? =/ I fear my future XD. And because of my fear I ruin my present. By being sad. Angry. XD
<br />At times I feel strong XD. That I can do it. I will do it. And when I achieve all my goals…I’ll look back at my past…and ask myself…“What were you scared off :)?”
<br />And times I feel like what I felt today. Wanted to be lost forever. Felt that nothing will happen XD That my dreams are just too big XD. And that it’s better to leave them as dreams XD And that I won’t be able to do anything even if I want to XD
<br />So anyhow, at home time Hajra Nadeem was hugging me when Mrs. SM came over to us XD
<br />And asked me what was wrong XD. “….Do you feel low or something?..”
<br />“Nothing Mrs…I’m fine” XD
<br />She comes over and hugs and kisses me on my cheek. XD And asked me once more XD
<br />And there. All the eyes on me. My stupid tears came out as if I’ve never cried before.
<br />She took me by my arm to the stage…There we sat…and talked XD She made me feel better =)
<br />DON’T YOU JUST LOWE MRS. SM!!! =D WELL, I DO!! =D =D
<br />And and she told me a secret =D =D And then before leaving she kissed me on right cheek! =D XD
<br />So am I fool? Retard? I guess not. I was just under a little pressure XD. Future-Pressure XD *hehem*
<br />And DUDE! I have SO many white hair now *dies*.
<br />OLD? = Haw. Shutup dude. =/ I’m just 17 years and 11 months =P Shh.
<br />I stopped Zunman from lecturing me XD. =/ Told her to write in the comment what ever she wanted to tell me XD. So if you have any lecture-type-thing for me…Comment XD! =) :P</span></em> </span>
<br /><span style="color:#990000;">Love you.
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<br />Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-2935380240368818872010-01-19T06:06:00.001-08:002010-01-19T07:48:26.573-08:00NCJ-ay XD.<span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">Pst. Pahhahaha. Yeah “Blah” has been replaced by “Pst”. =D =D :P *hehem*.<br />Hahaha yeah I do use too much of emoticons XD. Not good? Too bad. I like it :P -_-<br />So my favorite word keeps on changing. Oh o I want to tell you a few =D<br />Awesome, Shuck-se-doodle-doo =D, Freak of nature =/…..and Blah and Pst. =D<br />So last night I slept at 2…And it felt like I just closed my eyes…and my alarm is ringing -_- And OMG! YOU WON’T BELIEVE ME :O! *dies*.<br />In the morning…When my alarm rang….I could hear my cell phone saying…<br />“Twitter…Twitter...Twitter...” =/ I’m crazy..Nae? =P But I swear it happened.<br />Pst. So the whole day was…a waste? Awesome? Weird? =/<br />Didn’t study a single word XD. For the first 4 lessons…Running here and there…Fixing up the board with all the Biology stuff XD. Oh how I wish I could remove my picture :P<br />Then then theennn Me, cjblufox and doubleydee walked and walked XD. Had Barbican \m/ Oolala I love it XD <3><br />[No no I don’t like everything :P I don’t like 7up =/ Kill me.] And we actually “ditched” physics :P [like ditch ditch = bunk -_-] But then turned out that Mrs. wasn’t even in the class :P So blah. So much for bunking double physics. =/ Hm. I had so much to blog about. And now I don’t know what to say. =/<br />O well, am going to Doubleydee’s house tomorrow =D Have SO much in mind :D :D :D Gna make an awesome presentation =D And stars and and stuff = Blah. I’m gna die from excitement :P :D And I can’t wait to see her cats =D And the kitties =D Aaaaaaaaaa. *screams*.<br />Yes another thing. I love them. XD Make my life so great XD. Make me cry with happiness XD. “Plane take me away” XD. Make Physics lessons interesting. Make the world a better place. We 3 can enjoy like hell whether you leave us in the middle of the ocean or at the top of the mountain or in a desert or in the middle of the forest XD. [Cool. I’d like to go to all those places with you both :’)] I love your hair cjblufox XD. I love your Dimple DoubleyDee. I love they way you guys imitate me XD. Make fun of me :P How we share food XD. How we understand each other XD. A day without Cjblufox seems like a year XD. [Trust me. Not exaggerating =P] And being pissed at anyone who takes Doubleydee for some work when we 3 are together *bangs head in the wall*. *sigh* And how we 3 stood today hand in hand looking up in the sky talking to God. XD. How you guys make me sit in the middle when you both want to put your heads on my shoulder. How you know what I feel with one glance XD. How we plan to marry at the same time *hehem*. Plan to get our kids married together :P And how we plan to meet up in the grave together :P XD. ~ I do love you guys a lot ~<br />And HajraNadeem wanted me to write more about how this is our…like last 3 months together XD. O’ boy. I know every one goes through this XD. School ends. University life totally different XD. Not with the people you love [often.]<br />How is it going to be for me?<br />I cried [:$] when Cjblufox went to Khobar for 2 days -_- *Sigh*. =/ I won’t write more about this =/<br />Blah. Oh crap. I was going to say something deep and pst, nice. But I forgot again. =/ Lol, Yeah was on twitter :P Oh oh in my last post I was going to write something and I forgot -_- I remembered it that day when I was in bed. -_- I was going to say that this is a test right XD. God is testing us XD. Our patience XD. Our love. Xd. Our faith XD. Our everything. XD.<br />Let’s just pray we get an A* =D =D =D InshAllah XD. O Love you God! <3><br />Talking about *cough* A*…I just remembered the unit tests we have next week =/ Kill me. *dies*. After I’m done with writing this post…I’m going to do the next chapter of Chemistry =D Oh shucks I’ve gotta type out the Exam paper for my Uncle XD. He teaches….Men who are like 30 years old and stuff =/ How cool is that =/?<br />Like I want to do that :O! :P Teaching people older than you XD. *sigh*. When I’ll be old enough…I shall be a Doctor XD. I shall own the best flower shop EVER! I will have the best cake shop EVER! And I wanna built an orphanage XD. I want to go around the world. XD. I want to do so much. At times it does feel like is too short XD. O well…This is the plan till now XD. =D Nice nae :D? Say yes even if it’s not. :P :D<br />[Nosh: WHAT? You’re not coming to DoubleyDee’s place? *mouth open*<br />Cjblufox: 16 cats man…I’m allergic….<br />DoubleyDee: not forcing you to come man…<br />Nosh: Yeah, Not forcing you to come….Just that if you don’t come I’ll kill you…And not cry….And bury you…And then kill myself after a week…And then DoubleyDee will kill herself because it’s all her fault.<br />DoubleyDee: See we’re not forcing you. =)]<br />LOL! Yes this how lame we are. =/ =P *hehem*. Oh oh and do check out my new podcast tomorrow night XD. With DoubleyDee and Cjblufox as my guests :P :D<br />[Oh and am having a headache. Don’t ask why. -_- but I wanna tell :D :D :P We sniifffedd a lot on the marker 8-) That’s it :P I won’t tell anymore :P]<br />Take care XD.<br />~Lowe you all~<br /></span><span style="color:#33cc00;"><br /></span></span><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-19421706396009557512010-01-16T13:29:00.000-08:002010-01-19T07:49:10.588-08:00Back again XD. =P<span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><em>Hahahaha. Okay lol! Sorry random attacks :P Like these days I’m just sitting and I start laughing…I just remember something funny that happened in school or something somebody said on twitter or something I read in somebody’s blog XD :D And then I’m all so serious -_-<br />I want me to be happy. All the time. No matter what happens XD. I know. It’s impossible :P<br />I’m pissed off for no reason at times then =/ I hate it when I do that. I’m all so blah blah and I start complaining to DoubleyDee and Cjblufox XD. And they hate that more than I do :P I love you guys XD :D<br />Seriously…What a life…<br />(1.) Twitter.<br />(2.) Twitter.<br />-And- [guess what next :P *hehem*]<br />(3.) TWITTER!! :P :D *claps* :P Lol. #Lameness. =P<br />Blah and I’m blogging after quite a long time XD. Many reasons. First…sorry I can’t tell you :P Second…Nothing to blog about :S Like I just usually tweet everything XD. And then I don’t feel like repeating everything in the blog…And thirdly….nothing :D :P<br />Oh oh I put pink nail polish on my left hand and bright red on my right =D :P<br />And and Lol I started wearing earrings…like small ones :D Blah I never did before. Used to think that I look like a retard. But blah. I want to wear ‘em now =D Am wearing these “S” shaped ones right now =D<br />And and thank you XD. For…Blah. Everything? XD.<br />And hahaha I have the pictures of the presentation XD. Lol funny *bangs head in the wall* Like seriously. =/ Bahaha Mrs. SM was laughing at my picture :$ :$ She made me do what I was doing in the picture :$ :P<br />Going crazy listening to this song…And I still don’t know its name -_-<br />It’s 12. Great. Still got to do the Chem sheets, bio test, Chem test and gotta make the graphs for the survey XD. Kill me.<br />And my throat is kinda really annoying me XD. LOL! And every time I say “Annoying”…The first thing that comes to mind is “HIBA!”<br />Ask me why why why why :D :D :D :P Haan main batati hoon sabar kero :P<br />She loves the way I say “annoying” :P<br />Bahaha :P<br />So last night I was walking to Panda with Dad…Who was lost in his own thoughts XD [I love you Dad.] And I was thinking so weird stuff XD. Like I don’t know how to explain it :P I never know how to explain anything *cries on the bed* =/<br />Like I had this feeling…I was thinking about God XD. It was just wonderful XD.<br />I was looking up at the black sky…And was saying in my head…<br />“God, I know you’re looking at me from up there :P” *hehem*<br />And stuff like that XD. He made me. He made you. He decided everything for us.<br />I mean I know you all know this stuff...Right? Even I knew it since long…<br />But when you actually give it a thought…Think about him…It just feels great XD. No matter what you are…Where you are…What problems you have…<br />I felt free. Its just that - *tweets* - And blah I forgot what I was going to say :P XD<br />O man twitter just ruined my mood of saying stuff :P Blah. So I hope you got what I was trying to say back then XD. :D<br />Mid-term exams are like lol less than a month away XD. And I haven’t done a crap =/<br />This is the point where I hate internet. Hate twitter. Hate MSN even though I don’t use it much now. =/ And then I hate me for not taking stuff seriously. And then in the end I hate you all twitter friends :P For making twitter a fun place :D I like talking to you guys (Y).<br />And you know what…I’ve been having twitter dreams = Like I dream of talking to a few friends there. =/ And then when I go online all so excited…thinking that she/he might have tweeted me :D…And I click “@sheenamalik”….I get busted :D :P<br />Thinking about the time passing by so quickly is freaking the hell out of me XD. Not because exams are gonna be here :P *hehem*. But because….It’s a Good-bye to school life =/ Good bye to Mrs. SM [My favorite teacher XD :’)] Good bye to my class mates XD. To my best pals XD [DoubleyDee, Cjblufox and HajraNadeem XD] Good bye to a couple of friends in other classes XD.<br />*Sigh* I want to blog more..But lol it’s gna be quite lonnnggg :P And you’ll get bored :P And on top I don’t have time :P It’s late and I told a few friends to read my blog before sleeping..So don’t want to keep ‘em waiting XD.<br />I hope I blog sooon :D<br />G’nyte XD Thanks for reading the post :P :D :D :D<br />Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams XD Take care and have a nice day tomorrow XD<br />Love you all XD :’) *waves*.<br />[Bet I have mistakes :P Please lemme know :P]</em></span><br /><em>[I've reached my twitter limit again -_- Like 2 times in a day. Kill me. Lol. I feel SO left out now =/ :'(]</em></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-88123171218092314782010-01-05T04:50:00.000-08:002010-01-05T04:52:19.294-08:00Blah.Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-61538937617863649202009-12-23T06:01:00.000-08:002009-12-23T06:16:05.483-08:0023rd Dec. =D BAKESALEEEE!!!<span style="color:#ff9900;">I’m happy XD :) I’m really happy :D Lalalaaaa I’m HAPPPY :D Ok yes you get the point :P I’m happy :P *hehem*
<br />It was just an awesome day :D I have SO much to tell you XD. Lol. I don’t know if people think I’m insane or not Cuz they don’t know who I’m talking to :O! :P
<br />But I know it. You know it. [hopefully -_-] And that’s all that matters to me =D
<br />I don’t know why but I was scared to blog in the past few days. =/ Anyhow.
<br />I guess the fear is gone…And here I am tun-tanaaaaaaa :D
<br />Oh oh you should so see this pinkish nail polish Annie bought :D It’s SO nice :D
<br />And I had one pack of Maltesers yesterday and one today :P :D Do you like Maltesers =)? How come I never asked you that =/.
<br />So I got a “D” in Bio’s unit :P I don’t know how :P I did study -_- I made notes. I did all I could :’( This year…I’m SO bad at all the three subjects XD. Like I do understand everything. I get physics too. But when I’m doing the test…I don’t know what happens. I do the silliest mistakes ever =/
<br />LOL! I love putting an Auto-message :P I just put one right now :D
<br />"Sheena *Auto-message: Crap. YOU just disturbed ME! I was blogging. *g1* I hate you. Asshole. :P” Yes I know you never liked me saying bad stuff :P
<br />But do you care now :O!?
<br />Acha so khair had an awesome day on Monday too :D We went to King Khalid hospital =D It was just so cool =/ I fell in love with everything there. XD.
<br />I want to be a Doc SO badly now -_- Wish I could do magic :D I’d be doing an operation right now *hehem* Lol. Yes I’m still lame :P
<br />I miss my cell phone XD. Its just so weird…The way we fall in lowe with things XD. Or people 8-) I was mean at times. I know. And I think of SO many things I said and did…I want to say sorry XD. I’m sorry :’)
<br />So khair :D I’m fine :P I’m fine finneee fineee… FINEEEE XD :D LOL! Sorry -_-
<br />And today was a good day.
<br />Did you know that when the music is loud the frequency of our body matches that of the music :O! So we dance :O! Lol. Yes we did it in physics today :P There was this question…And I knew this was the answer…But when Mrs. asked…I stayed quiet thinking if I said it out loud everyone will laugh :P
<br />Then we set all the tables…fixed the charts…Set the dishes…Wore our Abayas and waited for Sir Tanveer :D He was impressed :D And we took a picture with him :D And and andd andd I just loved the selling part :P I was so hyper…I was kinda yelling “Home baked double chocolate chip cookies” or or “BUY IT NOW!” :P
<br />And I was SO happy every time someone bought it :D And lol even the few bad ones were sold =/ :P
<br />Can you believe it…Mrs. R. saw the cookies and asked me if they were Kabab =/
<br />I was like “o_O!!” :P
<br />And we had no food left in the end :O! and we were soooooooo tired….Then A. and S. made Coffee for the whole class :D And my cofffeee ended up on me -_- And the teacher passing by thought I puked :P And said “tut-tut-tut” =/ I was like “Mrs. It’s coffee” :P
<br />And my middle finger is still blue :S Hurts when I press it XD. And we took a few pictures too :D And in the end Mrs. Sameena bought us Pizza =/ I love her <3.
<br />I got two slices *d4* :P
<br />And then when I came home I didn’t even change…went straight to the kitchen and started baking brownies for Annie :P She has a function in her college :D
<br />I hope it goes well XD. She was nervous XD. =)
<br />Oh and Bhai is coming [iA] :D I shall try all my best to take my cell back :P
<br />And I THINK I lost weight :P Just a leeeeeeeetle bit :P Cuz my Shalwar was loose to me today :O! :P :D
<br />And yes. I’m proud of you :) Got a good score mA :) XD. Keep it up :D
<br />Anyhow. Guess that’s it for now :D
<br />Don’t want you to be bored :O!! You take good care of yourself. AND EAT!! -_-
<br />And sleep early *okm* =P *hehem*
<br />And and anddddd um….G’luck :D For everything –
<br />Bye XD.
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<br />[I hope this post was “me me” :P Because Zunman did not like my latest posts :O! =|
<br />Everything changes with time =/ Did I change :D? If I did….TELL ME NOW!! Leave a comment *okm*] =D
<br />[Oh oh and yes I dared myself to stay happy allll the day :D :P Lets see :D]
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<br />Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-1868424621908112072009-12-12T08:24:00.000-08:002009-12-12T08:26:09.732-08:00Awesomeness.<span style="color:#00cccc;">Hi :D<br />I’m so sleepy…I will sleep at 9 today ^_^ Seriously.<br />And I’ve ditched physics right now…And am posting :P The unit test is on Tuesday XD.<br />Guess I’ll pass with a D again :P Or fail *hehem*. Ahaha No. I WILL pass XD. =D<br />So I have been going through stuff XD =P Like this feeling…Which is not good =(<br />You know Mrs. S. was mad at us for some time XD. Whether it was because of some one else…or me XD. I just felt bad XD. Whether she read my blog or not…And THAT very specific post in which I wrote some mean stuff XD. I’m sorry = I’m really really sorry XD. I just feel SO bad XD. She is my teacher after all XD. And I love it when she’s happy…and cracking jokes in the class…It feels so good. XD.<br />It was really hard for me to look up at her since Wednesday…or was it Tuesday when she said that we learned our lesson…?<br />And not only her…Even Mrs. Sameena = I was looking down the whole time today XD.<br />I feel guilty. And bad.<br />Guess I was just really upset that day…The pressure had been building up inside me =(<br />My tiny little brain :P And heart XD I’m still a kid I guess XD.<br />I had to take it out. And I did. And then I even learned a lesson XD.<br />Khair. I took it out :D This thing was bugging me SO much XD!<br />You know the other day we were studying about the different types of muscles…and how Rigor Mortis sets in….And how Antagonistic pairs work…and the bones…the process of decomposition…And I was like SO SO SOOOOOO amazed XD…<br />LIKE! WOW GODDDD!!!! YOU ARE AWESOME XD =D<br />Everything is perfect…How your muscles contract using Calcium ions XD. The way the food you eat is broken down by respiration in the Kreb’s cycle…The way the heart muscle contracts spontaneously and never fatigues XD.<br />It left me shocked…Now when I move my arm…I recall the processes taking place within a few seconds…It’s just…Great…I’m speechless XD<br />I lowe you God. XD :)<br />And I will sleep at 9 ^_^ No matter what ^_^<br />G’nyte. XD :D<br /><br /></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-48002181451052922452009-12-06T09:22:00.000-08:002010-01-19T07:50:16.603-08:00Title-less =P<span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">Hi :D :P<br />I’m tired…Like really really tired =/ Dimagh ghoom raha hai -_-<br />Just came from Zunmans place…Did physics kay pastpapers….If I was at home…I would’ve been sleeping after solving the first page :P *hehem*.<br />And I was acting like a kid -_- Sorry Zunman :P<br />So…Umm…LOL! I cut Rija’s hair at school =P Me, Rija and SaraH were in the bathroom :P And gr-10 girls kept on knocking on the door ^_^<br />I’m SO SORRY Rija = I mean…Really sorry :$ I think that you and SaraH should now say…“Never ever ever ever ever never ever never never ever ever EVER NEVER EVER!!....NEVER EVER GET A HAIR CUT FROM NOSH!!” :P<br />They’ll grow back soon :$ *hehem* :P You can cut my hair someday :$ :P<br />And and yes…I love you too Hajra XD. And hahahahaha you sounded so…lol..full of life when you called :D Now you’re back…Our moms will get tired of us =P<br />*tweets*<br />Back.<br />*Tweets again*<br />Ahahaha :P *coughs*. I just tweeted about the lizards :P And if you don’t read my tweets I will tell you here =P Nae choro gi :P<br />So lol…The maid killed a lizard with her foot today at school = *dies*!<br />Khair…I broke a lizard egg :D Bachi thi =P<br />And phir the whole week I felt that my left hand got infected :P It looked yellow to me :P<br />And In grade 7…I touched something in the lab…And tub bhi I thought my left hand got infected -_- It looked purple to me :P And I went crying to Mrs. Sameena :P<br />I lowe her <3.><br />She is the best teacher <3><br />Khair no more school talk :D<br />I wanted to blog yesterday...But couldn't...I wanted to blog about....my....<br />SENSES!!! = =p I was just in my room last night...and I realised that I have all = :D<br />And believe me...like...I was SO...Thankful to God Xd. I just thought of those people who can't see....hear..talk....I feel sorry for them =<br />And my mom always told me to be thankful XD I never paid attention....never noticed how important these things are XD I was just so busy thinking I'm not pretty =p<br />And that I'm darker than my sisters XD. That doesn't matter..Right?<br />I can hear :D<br />I can Tallkkk lallllaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D<br />I can smell :D All that yummy food ^_^ :P Ain't I a kid? :P<br />And tun-tana-na-na-na I have the most beautiful hands :D :P Oh lol yes that ain't a sense...But it is a part of one :D TOUCH! :D<br />*cough* I'm SO sad :( Because I posted this post and something effingly went wrong...and like SO much of it was missing XD...And I can't remember it *cry1*..<br />Khair...LOL! I was just SO high a minute ago :P And was going nuts :P<br />And now I'm crying over my post :O! :P Tut-tut-tut Psh. Bachi ^_^ :P<br />*Sigh* I guess I'll just stop here :D<br />G'nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. XD<br /><br />I love my Mom. Dad. Bhai. Annie. Laiba. Rija. SaraH. Hajra. Zunaira. Express. Haya Mohammad. My whole class =p All the babies in the world <3. butameez ="p]"><br />Not to forget John Thornton :D<br />Lowe you too --<br />[Oh yea and the title :P *coughs* I couldn't think of anything :O! :P]<br />[Oh oh and LOL! I reached the twitter limit XD. Soo I CAN'T TWEET ANYMOREEE!! *sniifff*<br />Laters then :(]<br />=D<br /></span><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span></span></span></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffccff;"></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-28412215524821421952009-12-04T11:30:00.000-08:002009-12-05T10:32:57.299-08:00Losing XD.<span style="color:#ffffff;">Hey XD.<br />I could’ve tweeted about my feelings today just like any other day…But I don’t know why am I blogging…Maybe because I haven’t blogged in ages…Maybe because not many people read my tweets…or simply…maybe because I wanted something like what I’m going to blog today to you know…you know :P Yeah. Get it :) :P *hehem*<br />So I just realized today…My problems are not worth crying XD.<br />Money comes and goes, right?<br />All that matters is that you have the people you love with you. XD.<br />Today I saw a mother crying…Who lost her son yesterday XD. He was just 2 and a half year old…<br />And I was just looking at her…And she was talking about him…<br />“Mera beta…Mera beta..” XD<br />I had tears in my eyes XD. And they buried him in Jeddah…And you know…It’s cold there…And she was like “Usko saardi lagri hogi..”<br />Imagine a father burying his own son XD. Imagine a sister losing her brother =<br />I can not =/ I will not. I can’t think of losing my brother…And so I always pray I die before him =.<br />And that little boy has a twin sister XD. She is adorable…She was just wandering around…had no idea what’s going on…<br />How would she feel when she grows up…and finds out that she had a twin brother XD.<br />After looking at her a few times…and kissing on her cheek…I went in Zunman’s room…and we both started doing physics…And she came…and sat in my lap XD.<br />And and my arms were around her… I made her draw stuff…and then she pointed at my hand telling me to put it around her hand…so we both could draw together XD.<br />Such Cuteness I tell you XD.<br />Everybody loses somebody XD. Leaves a mark behind. Nobody can cover up.<br />This is the way it goes XD.<br />I have SO strong…like..Emotions in me right now…That was the best way I could describe it XD But…I just can’t write the way I feel right now…<br />Khair XD. May God give patience to all those who have lost somebody XD.<br />Guess that’s it for now :)<br />Schools starting on Sunday XD. Lol. Ab tau ge kaam say main :P<br />G’nyte – Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. Take care.<br />Lowe ya. </span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-25810874412579637672009-11-01T10:53:00.000-08:002009-11-01T10:56:23.134-08:00With a broken heart...<span style="color:#33ccff;">Hey XD. (=<br />So I have finally moved all the posts here…[and because I didn't want to lose the comments I got...I copy pasted 'em too *shows teeth*] *sigh* Yes…I missed this blog like sooo much XD. It’s me :D Like that new blog…was not me :P It was so…lol funnily weird and ugly ^_^ I’m not into…You know what I mean…What am I saying *confused look* ^_^<br />I remember writing somewhere earlier in this blog…Wait lemme find it…<br />Yeah this:<br />“…we all have different views about things...couldn't blog because of 3 things =( one I never got the right time...second I felt as if I you know my blog is useless and careless piece of work..like I write because it feels good...but I also write because I know my friends would read it...but like what’s the use =/ you guys know me so well...and thirdly I didn't want to blog because checkout my blog man =P such a stupid layout =/ check out the colors =/ look at the titles I gave =P I mean I don't know =/ It's just this thing in me...I feel as if you know...like Rija's and SaraH's and Dudy's blogs are perfect =) and and everything is like arranged properly and it looks nice...You guys are so neat =/ and I'm not...it's hard to believe I'm a part of you guys XD and here I am saying it again...we all are different =)…”<br />And here I am…saying that I love this blog XD no matter how simple the layout is…or how dumb the titles are…I like it…I love it =)<br />So I’m having one of those days again…When I’m sad for no reason...or maybe there is a reason…but it’s not like something I should be worried about…It’s like…*sigh*<br />Its just confusing :P I’m fine in school…When I’m surrounded with the people that make me smile XD…And when I come home…everything just changes…not that I don’t love my family…I love them XD…but it’s like I stay in my room the whole day…and that’s what messes up everything XD it gives me time to think =/ And when I start thinking…I usually end up being sad XD.<br />I start to think about you. I think about my future. I think about my family. I think about all the possible things that could happen to me =/<br />And then I don’t stop…One thought just leads to another…<br />So like today…I was fine in school…Double bio went great XD Studied HIV…And lol Cuz Mrs. Sajda said no one is allowed to go out when free…The maths girls had to stay in class :P<br />Then free till break…Then Double Chem…She came in the class…And did not look up…Avoided eye-contacts…Just because of what happened XD l felt REALLY bad =( Because I wrote mean stuff in my blog =/ And *sigh* I thought I’d delete that post…but I just didn’t XD…<br />Anyhow she just finished the chapter…gave us the test…and went…and it was such a LONG test = Khair then had single physics -Yayness- Then yogggaaa :D<br />Omg did you know I can make a 90 degree [is there that degree sign anywhere :O!?] with my back :D :P and and that rolling back step…I LOVE IT :D!!! It’s so much fun :D SaraH said that I look like a ball when I do that ^_^<br />And Mama bought Cookie pudding last night…I took one pack to school…Yeah it was a mistake ^_^ :P I ended up feeding SaraH and Rija ^_^ Like literally ^_^ :P They are sitting and acting like kids…and I would take a spoon full and put it in Rija’s mouth…then SaraH’s ^_^<br />Theennnnn When I came home…my mood changed :O! What is wrong with me :(<br />Like I know what is right…I know it’s wrong to think about you now ^_^ Or maybe that’s not wrong :S Ok well that’s not the point ^_^ The point is…Ok wait its just that…Can’t you understand what I’m saying right now XD?<br />I’m a confused person ^_^ like no…It’s like I have it all in my head…It’s just not coming out :O!<br />I can’t…I just can’t =/<br />My lip hurts :( It’s been two days ^_^ And and I got this baaaddd cut on my hand =/<br />Almost 10…I can write more but am like….sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired *shows teeth*.<br />G’nyte XD, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. (=<br /><br /><br />Я все еще люблю тебя. </span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-58056181884261281952009-11-01T09:33:00.000-08:002009-11-01T09:39:15.011-08:00Holding on..<span style="color:#339999;">Omg omg omgggggg :D I’m blogging :D :P Lol After SO long =D Happiness. Yayness. Lameness *shows teeth* :P<br />Not getting time to blog these days…By the time I come back from school…I’m dead tired ^_^ And like no ones home when I come…So I change…Clean around…and then set the lunch for everyone…make tea…And then wait for every one to come back :D And then I eat with them XD.<br />Even though I’m so tired everyday…I just do that because I love my mom XD. And because she is so tired when she comes back…And Annie too….and Laiba is just 10…And dad…Lol How can I make my dad work :P? Lol though he loves to do all that :P He cooks good :D Spicy ^_^ At times we have to pull him out of the kitchen ^_^<br />So in the end it’s just me :D<br />And I feel good…when I see their faces…when they see that everything is set before they come XD. I just love doing it. (=<br />Then till 3 to 3:30…I just chill…sit around…tell mom what I did in school…then I take half an hour taking out my books ^_^ :P then from 4 to 6 or 7 I study :D and then come on…but yesterday and today…I was SO tired…that I slept ^_^ And upar say I was so like…upset…confused…heartbroken :P<br />Like day before yesterday…I got scolded in physics :O! Wasn’t even my fault =/<br />Thank you SaraH Malik ^_^ I so hate you for that :P So like because SaraH doesn’t like physics…her head rolling here and there…usually on my shoulder :P…Was writing on my book :O! :P And Mrs. Saw that ^_^ And she comes and says to me…<br />"What are ju doing? Come and sit in the front” ^_^<br />And LOL I gave the silliest and the most unexpected answer EVER! I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that =/ And am not telling you what I said :$<br />So I went and sat sub say agay ^_^ MERI baisti ^_^ BleUgh. SaraH =/<br />Then today…Mrs. Sameena scolded me :O! Ok not scold…mockingly she said to me…<br />“That shows your lack of interest I Biology…”<br />And I was HEARTBROKEN (U) *sniff* What have I ever doneeeee?!?!?<br />Ok yea I know…I left one question =/ ONE FREAKING FUCKING QUESTION =/ Truth bolo daant paray….Na bolo tau she’ll say you should’ve told me before…and after the class even Hiba said…<br />“Kissnay kaha tha itni honest bano” =/<br />Mrs. Sameena is the last teacher I’d ever lie to :( Ok fine maybe I did deserve to get scolded…Because she never scolded me :P and because I did not do ONE question ^_^<br />I was just upset…cuz Bio is the only subject that I ever study properly…the subject I love…And stuff stuff :(<br />Not that I don’t try =/ I work when I need to :P<br />Yes yes we need to work hard to get bla bla bla =/ and I don’t get a good grade cuz I don’t work hard enough =/ You want me to be a nerd with a boring life with no net and just books books and books? You want me to sit in the side of the class where the nerds sit :O!? You want me to sit quietly :O!? You want me to not laugh :O!? lol yeah this is the kind of nerds we have in class…They don’t talk ^_^ Not friendly :O! Don’t do aerobics or yoga with us :O! How can I be like them :O!?<br />Ok who is saying be like them ^_^<br />Khair lol I got a C in the test :D :P in Bio and chem. :D Physics main tau D aya aik test main and B in the other one *shows teeth* :P<br />And we get so much hw…like not like SO much…but enough to make you busy for a long timeeeeee…and to drain all the energy out…that you don’t feel like doing anything after your done…other thn net :P cuz it does not require a lot of energy :P Bhait ker use kero ^_^ And lol I’m just getting lazier day by day ^_^ No exercise in school [yes other thn that ONE class of yoga or aerobics in a week ^_^] …no basketball….just glued to the chair…or just eat in break…and lol you think I’d exercise at home :P?<br />NO! Hell fucking no *shows teeth*.<br />Lol and then Mrs. Sajda says you guys have nothing in your life to do…bla bla bla…<br />Ok enough of complaining :D And backbiting 8-) :P<br />Other then that…we 3 [Rija, Sarah and me]…do not waste a single minute we have :O! :P Lol but today break was the only time we 3 were together…and Hajra “kidnapped” me :P Lol cuz we both hadn’t talked in ages either…She takes ICT…doesn’t take Bio or Phys…So when we are free…she isn’t…and same goes for Rija :( A math girl…With 2 bio ones :D We fit in :D Perfectly. We complete each other XD (=<br />And I’m so used to wearing this hair thing…That when I take it off… I look weird :D<br />And lol yes I’m excited for the colour day on Wednesday :D :P Not a big deal…just that FINALLY some colours in this dull small green and white school ^_^ And like we look like prisoners in class :P Cuz we still haven’t bought the coloured scarves ^_^ Thought of buying turquoise :D So Mrs. said that we wear black abaya ones till we get those ^_^<br />So black and white everywhere you look…It’s a tortureeeee :O! mental torture :O!!<br />Yes yes no complaining :D I’m a happy lil fat girl who wears glasses and gets busted usually :D :P<br />And I had to blog for SaraH…for her birthday…on 12th October :$ And I didn’t :$<br />I’m SO sorry lowe :D (L).<br />:’ll just write all I wanted to…But lol I don’t remember anything :$<br />*thinks of something good*<br />Yes… :P Lol ok I can’t think of anything :P :D Umm….<br />Yesss…You’re 17 :D :P Bachi ^_^ Turgid lady. Nerd. Freak Racist. :P<br />You’re the best God given gift XD.<br />A good daughter…A good sister…A good human XD.<br />A person who wears colourful socks everyday :P [Yes, you to Rija :P Lol kia baat hai :D Colourful people :D]<br />And I love your hair cut :D<br />You’re tortured with me :P Help me to survive :D Eat my lunch ^_^ :P Lol and I eat yours ;P<br />Was your last birthday with me XD. Lol and that day sucked :P Were not free :O!<br />But we did have fun last year with the ice-cream you brought just for me and Rija :D And we ate it…melted ^_^ cuz we were not free :( :P Sorry couldn’t do anything special that day XD. Middle of the week…and SO much work ^_^.<br />I owe you a big one XD…We’ll do something soon :D Just once again…Happy birthday SaraH :D I love you a lot. :D And if I ever get scolded cuz of you again…You’re SO dead (= :P<br />Ahh my head is spinning….*faints* Can you believe it…I had 3 cups of tea today =<br />This is called Hajra-Nazir-affect ^_^.<br />And I hate that Viruses and Bacteria walla chapter ^_^ Ewe. Boring.<br />It’s not hard…I just don’t like it =/ I’d love to study something about Humans :D<br />That chapter is just like…uff whatever ^_^<br />Hiba was saying again…that she’ll be so sad after A2 finishes =/ Cuz no more Boobalina :P And I was happy ^_^ :P No more making fun of me :P<br />I’ll miss everybody SO much XD. More than 12 years in this school XD.<br />I saw it change :D :P Get jealous :P *sticks tongue out at you* :P And now I hate it so much :D :P The only good thing I got in the end…was friends :D :P<br />I guess this is enough for now =D<br />Will blog whenever I can next time :D<br />It’s 12 :O! Bed time for Cinderella ;P :P<br />G’nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams…Take care…and have a nice day tomorrow :D<br />Bye XD.<br /></span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-76976817214088959272009-11-01T09:31:00.000-08:002009-11-01T09:32:08.199-08:00BleUgh. =P<span style="color:#996633;">BleUgh…School is starting in less then two weeks from now =/ Kill me =/<br />I don’t know how it’s going to be in the new building…with NO BASKETBALL *dies*…<br />*sigh* Daaant alag paray gi =/ :E bahahhahahah Do I care =p? Actually you know what…I do care =/ :P<br />So I slept in the morning…and then I got up around 11…and heard mum talking to Annie in a low voice…Well I am the type who’d just go back to sleep…but didn’t today…heard them…and then my eyes were wide open…not believing what I just heard…might not be a big deal for you guys…for me…it was like…the world has come an end…and I was just staring at the ceiling…everything was a blur…and then I finally got out of bed…wore my glasses…and went and sat in Bhais room… and my mom was just trying to pretend it’s okay…but I saw tears in her eyes…and I tried giving her hope which I had lost myself long ago XD<br />All I want is to see my parents happy…<br />Dad was really upset too after he heard about it…And then when we had dinner…it was so weird…Everybody was quiet…I hardly ate…I couldn’t look at mama…Dad said he didn’t feel like eating…so he wasn’t sitting with us…and Bhai was like okay…<br />Well he’s a grown-up and maybe he’s used to this stuff by now…and he understands more…I don’t XD 17 but I don’t want to accept the truth as it is…Can’t it change? It has to change…Not for me…Atleast for my parents XD I just want to see them happy =)<br />Blegh…My hiccups ain’t stopping =/<br />I had a dream…that I had 9 followers :P =D Somebody please make my dream come true =D :P :E<br />Thank you Rija XD Saying it 10000000000000000000000000000000th time that I love u =P and lol yeah I wasn’t pissed at for what you did with me :P that podcast thing :P just was a little shocked after hearing my own voice :P it was SO SO SO ugly =/<br />And you to Hajra =D *hiccups* for calling :P Finally ^_^ :P<br />Blegh and I think Sarah died =/ Haven’t heard from her…haven’t seen her on either :O!!!<br />Getting fever =/ Blegh swine flu hogia hai :P bahahaahaah I’m gna die =D =<br />Lol Rija and I still think that we both have cancer =/<br />Blegh you called ME an idiot :O!! =P bahahaahh lol I feel weird =/ but YOU called ME an idiot :O!!! like YOUUU =/ You you =/ *hehem* *mental* :E<br />Blegh whatever ^_^ Grow up Nosh ^_^<br />Guess that’s all I wanted to write =) No actually I have SO much to write about =/ But don’t feel like writing :E<br /><br />G’nyte. </span>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39283039386073904.post-14428674636898842062009-11-01T09:27:00.000-08:002009-11-01T09:30:18.331-08:00N.P.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj40sLVjswsllrm6g_sI_AyxYgus6BDUOKQzEFeCtfrPotqINyTTgY8IDq782VimOLAcvKmzpWe2Fj_5deo1LL3peu3KJkkU1okY-FrVgaSm6CmtWt0IGFvaPnMxgc-ZY0Jdp2CcWl0Ggc/s1600-h/Noname.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 223px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399188839686939730" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj40sLVjswsllrm6g_sI_AyxYgus6BDUOKQzEFeCtfrPotqINyTTgY8IDq782VimOLAcvKmzpWe2Fj_5deo1LL3peu3KJkkU1okY-FrVgaSm6CmtWt0IGFvaPnMxgc-ZY0Jdp2CcWl0Ggc/s400/Noname.jpg" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#cc0000;">Can you see it =D? That small dot type thingy on my nose is the nose sticker thingy :D :D :D :D<br />How does it look :D? Lol my nose looks SO long ^_^ lol weird picture but whatever *d4*<br />I took the picture just right now =D I was gnna crop it up more but then =/ How will you know how does it look by just seeing me nose ^_^ :P Soooo :D :D :D?<br />Real main the sticker looks much larger =/ lol Zunaira is blind ^_^ :P<br />I want the pierce so badly now =/ But what if it hurts =?<br />*dies*<br />Lol the last time when I got my ears pierced like in gr-7...I cried even before something happened =/ Like my Aunt...She's a doctor...She did it at home :P I saw the large needle and I was gonna faint =P but then when she gave the anesthesia...I felt no pain...I had freaked out thinking about that huge needle in my ear :P =)<br />Nehow...Pray I get it done soon =)<br />*d4* </span></div>Sheenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10483243312452330002noreply@blogger.com1