Hellooooooo..
So I found out the reason of me not blogging =P It’s simple…When the net is on…I’m so interested in doing this and that that I don’t feel like blogging =P And when it’s off…there is nothing to do ^_^ So yayness blogging zindabad ^_^ =P
Gosh I just got a weird burp and it made me cough = With tears = =P *d4*
*remembers the burps they do in class*
*bangs head in the wall*
Anyways…So…I love you all =) =) =)
No specific reason to be happy XD…I should be crying…swearing at my life…worrying about my future…I’m doing none of that =/ =P
A loser like me…a cry-baby…is happy :P yayness :P
Ok ok I’m not a loser :P Just said it =P huh :O! What did you say…I am a loser :O! I hate you. =) *mwah* SEE! I’m nuts =)
Yes yes I’m high…
I’m as happy as a…ummm…a-a-a….er….is there any animal that laughs a lot =P?
Nae bhi hai tau it’s ok…I’m a new specie (H) =P
Ok so I finally decided that I’m gna do Bio ka hw in the last week ^_^
Proud of me =P? I know I know 8-) you’re not. Always disappointed you I guess XD…
So now my cell phone is literally covered with “love” stickers ^_^
I’m such a girl =/ Lol Areej wanted them…thought I’d give her all =P
Neways Eid is coming…no plans as yet…haven’t bought anything….Thought I’d invite Rija again…but then thought about her parents =/ Would be alone then =/ Well, we’ll see…
=) Cow <3 =D =P I must have said it like a thousand times….and here I am saying it again…you are VERY important to me *cry1* =D =P
And I love you a lot =P!!! *d4*
Yeah Sarah I love you too ^_^ :P and lol not a single picture of us came out good 8-)
Yeah so one thing I noticed was…that being happy changes everything…heard it does…but when I actually experienced it…I believe it now….for free…makes everything look beautiful…nothing matters…No one can hurt you…and stuff on :P
And yes the more I tell people to be happy…the happier I get myself =D :P
Yes I miss you 8-) Yeah you XD
None can ever replace you.
When I think of it…I don’t know how it would’ve been if you were still next to me…Might have been the best summer vacations I’ve ever had…[Rija must have a disappointed look right now 8-) But…I love you Rija (A) =P]
I still have hope =)
And shall wait…
Yeah I might sound crazy to you right now…but am writing down whatever I feel like…no use hiding it…
Still pray for you…
Ok I’m getting emotional *sniff* nah nah am fine =P
And lol Zunaira thinks I hit people when I’m happy =P but sorry for annoying you gal =)
You’ve also been there like almost every time I needed somebody =)
And that song was touchy =D =P
Love you all!
Tried my best to make Hira happy too =P Like dunno if I was successful or not…but in my heart I really found it sad too see her sad =/ Seriously…
Keep smiling Hira! You rock \m/ =D
And Hajra thanks for calling again and again =P Though my mum kinda got mad at me =P just cuz that you call everytime when I’m sleeping =P not mad at you…at me actually =P
And thanks for the gift!! =D And yeah you to Rija and SaraH! AND Haya =D!!
Really sweet of you guys =)
I shall treat you guys =D Let A2 start (H) =P
Anyways hope whoever reading this post…enjoyed it =D
Oh man =/ I have to think of a title :O! :P
Gna go to bed…Gnyte…Sleeptyte….Sweetdreams…
Have a nice day ppl =)
Take care.
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[Yeah the word of the month is “Yayness” =P]
Sunday, November 1, 2009
E-less ----> E-full.
It’s going to be one cold piece of a useless post. In no mood to write. Didn’t want to blog for the same old reason or something.
I shall not use any emoticon. To show how dead I feel. I’m a living zombie. See.
Oh, Uncle Mansoor had a daughter/son [Yes, Mrs. Roohinas husband] Mum heard it’s a son…And when somebody came to give the Akeeka [or whatever the spellings are] ki meat…and told her it’s a ______ she heard “a daughter”.
If it’s a daughter…that’s so good mA…but yes I know nobody can take Khaulas place…the small white face with a red nose [because of some allergy]…She was so tiny…The last time I saw her before the accident was when…I was coming home back from school...and there she was in the car…window was half rolled down…and she smiled XD [I had to use it XD] and waved at me XD…I can still see it clearly XD…and I just smiled back at her…and the last time I met Mrs. Was 3 days before the Eid…the same week of their accident XD…the last thing she said to me was…smiling…when she was on the stairs…“Study hard…Get a good result”.
When we got the news…I didn’t cry…have never cried for people I know…but I do when it’s some stranger…that night I did though…not because she’s gone…just the thought of dying was killing me…I fear death…more than I should I think…at nights I’d be thinking what would happen if I died…how would people I know react…what would I do if somebody close to me died XD….and then there would be tears…and then I’d just wipe them away and cover my face with the blanket…or just bury my face in the pillow…trying to comfort myself…When I was little…was scared of sleeping in dark [but now I can’t sleep with light :P I need it to be dark…] and I would take off my glasses and I would see shapes and I’d quickly hide my face…just like an ostrich…[Don’t know if they really do put their heads in sand when they are frightened]…trying to feel safe…trying to hide from things that don’t even exist…got the same habit abhi tuk…
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The part of the post written above “Pause” was at night :P I’m in a different mood now :D I feel nothing :P no feeling :D it’s 6:11 a.m exact.
-Continue- :P
From this pause-continue-thing I just remembered what I wrote for somebody’s birthday 8-)
Anyways that’s history. Hope it doesn’t repeat.
So got a lil party at my place tonight. Uf. *khaa-peesh* ^_^ :P
So lately…I’ve been using lots of emoticons to express myself…my feelings to other people…like literally ALOT of emoticons…Somebody would write a whole big thing or whatever….and my reply would be one tiny emoticon…With every sentence I write you’d be seeing a “:P” :P
And when I started the post…it was SO hard for me to not to put any emoticon =( :P
My day starts…I literally waste it :D :E Sit here and there…help mum…net net and net :P though I do nothing much ^_^ I just sit on the chair thinking about crap that is of no use anymore :P and there the day has finished…
And yesterday night I so wanted to be lost…to be free…of everything…to be no one….to not know anyone…or to be known…to be an invisible Sheena…who would just live in her world of dreams…free of problems…but in the end it’s not possible…here I am stuck in the world with no choice…who doesn’t have problems? Everybody does…they just have a little different one…nobody is always happy…
I miss my taya a little bit…people who did not read my tweets…I will tell you about him here…
He is my dads step-brother…and what I hear from my cousin [taya’s 37 year old daughter] that he and dad NEVER fought unlike the rest of their brothers…not a teeny meeny bit…he’s 85 XD mA…and has perfect eye-sight :D and he was making fun of me :P he loves me more than the rest :P I guess that’s why I’m missing him right now :P =)
He’s very naughty :P He’d never share his peaches with anyone :P
Mum said he looks exactly like Granddad XD and also the way he was joking and walking XD Dad looked so young infront of him :P Don’t mistake him with his wrinkles :P touch him…he’s got a perfect strong hand mA =) and lol he’s a chain-smoker :P he smokes and smokes and smokes…XD
Gosh and everyday I look different :O = Or it’s just my eyes playing tricks on me =/ :P
And the result…lol….when I saw mine…everybody was sleeping :P and I didn’t know what to do :P cuz I was freaked out when I saw the C :P So I woke up Annie…whispering.. “I got my result…I got my result…” :P she got up quickly :P and was like “What? :D” and I said..“A..A…C’…and there I started crying…and when I saw her happily jumping and asking me if I told mum…I said “No..” she ran to tell mum :P I was shocked to see her reaction :P Maybe cuz she and bhai didn’t do that well…and now seeing her sister doing a little better made her happy XD and if it wasn’t for Annie…I would be still sitting crying ^_^ :P regretting wasting my time and stuff…but one thing…I did work XD for physics specially :P though it didn’t look like that I was working…but I did…I went through every physics A-level book in my house :P made notes ^_^ died again and again with it :P did past papers…checked them myself…this what I could do…but maybe I did miss out something…so anyways…out of the 6 members in my family….I don’t care about the result anymore :D :P and bhai and Annie are VERY happy :D (L) [and Annie is still with her promise to buy me a laptop :D :D :D She said in Jan. iA :D :D] and forget Laiba :P and mum is like ok…happy with the A’s…a leeeetl bit sad that her daughter got a C in such a situation XD…dad was not okay at first :P I couldn’t look at him in the eye…I was too embarrassed…I had failed him XD I had let him down…but then as you see…Annie rocks =) XD and IS THE BEST SISTER EVER! She explained dad…it’s like the words are magical when she explains people :P XD (L). And there…he was fine :D :D
A week or two back I had SO many dreams…now it’s like…I don’t have much dreams anymore XD…lol my dad everyday is having dreams about meeting King Abdullah or something :P
Yesterday night I tried studying :P Back in bhais room :P First jub mein bed per laiti…I wanted to sleep so badly :P then I forced myself up and scolded myself :P …I went to the table…took out my books…and then I was like naah it’s ok nosh you can study on the bed…and it’s gna do o harm :P I went to the bed :P sat P phir lait gayi :P opened my book :P took the blanket :P and there I was sleeping :D :E :P
And lol bhai ka frnd came…and bhai didn’t know I was sleeping in his room :P he told his friend to go in is room :P and he himself went to talk to mum :P
And tau hona kia tha :P his friend saw me sleeping:P and lol he got embarrassed and went out of the room :P and waited for bhai to come back :P and then I remember getting up and running to Annie’s room with my scarf :P *hehem*
O gosh…itni lambi post ^_^ don’t feel like reading again and taking out my mistakes :P
Just gna shut my comp…and gna lay dowwwwnnnn agaaaaaaaiiinnn :D :D :D :D
G’nyte.
G’morning.
=)
:P
[So even though I didn’t feel like blogging…IF somebody asks me too…I’d write it then :D :D (L)] – wanted to blog about a lot more…but I don’t remember half the stuff :E.
[Hey did anyone understand "E-less --> E-full" :D :D ??]
I shall not use any emoticon. To show how dead I feel. I’m a living zombie. See.
Oh, Uncle Mansoor had a daughter/son [Yes, Mrs. Roohinas husband] Mum heard it’s a son…And when somebody came to give the Akeeka [or whatever the spellings are] ki meat…and told her it’s a ______ she heard “a daughter”.
If it’s a daughter…that’s so good mA…but yes I know nobody can take Khaulas place…the small white face with a red nose [because of some allergy]…She was so tiny…The last time I saw her before the accident was when…I was coming home back from school...and there she was in the car…window was half rolled down…and she smiled XD [I had to use it XD] and waved at me XD…I can still see it clearly XD…and I just smiled back at her…and the last time I met Mrs. Was 3 days before the Eid…the same week of their accident XD…the last thing she said to me was…smiling…when she was on the stairs…“Study hard…Get a good result”.
When we got the news…I didn’t cry…have never cried for people I know…but I do when it’s some stranger…that night I did though…not because she’s gone…just the thought of dying was killing me…I fear death…more than I should I think…at nights I’d be thinking what would happen if I died…how would people I know react…what would I do if somebody close to me died XD….and then there would be tears…and then I’d just wipe them away and cover my face with the blanket…or just bury my face in the pillow…trying to comfort myself…When I was little…was scared of sleeping in dark [but now I can’t sleep with light :P I need it to be dark…] and I would take off my glasses and I would see shapes and I’d quickly hide my face…just like an ostrich…[Don’t know if they really do put their heads in sand when they are frightened]…trying to feel safe…trying to hide from things that don’t even exist…got the same habit abhi tuk…
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The part of the post written above “Pause” was at night :P I’m in a different mood now :D I feel nothing :P no feeling :D it’s 6:11 a.m exact.
-Continue- :P
From this pause-continue-thing I just remembered what I wrote for somebody’s birthday 8-)
Anyways that’s history. Hope it doesn’t repeat.
So got a lil party at my place tonight. Uf. *khaa-peesh* ^_^ :P
So lately…I’ve been using lots of emoticons to express myself…my feelings to other people…like literally ALOT of emoticons…Somebody would write a whole big thing or whatever….and my reply would be one tiny emoticon…With every sentence I write you’d be seeing a “:P” :P
And when I started the post…it was SO hard for me to not to put any emoticon =( :P
My day starts…I literally waste it :D :E Sit here and there…help mum…net net and net :P though I do nothing much ^_^ I just sit on the chair thinking about crap that is of no use anymore :P and there the day has finished…
And yesterday night I so wanted to be lost…to be free…of everything…to be no one….to not know anyone…or to be known…to be an invisible Sheena…who would just live in her world of dreams…free of problems…but in the end it’s not possible…here I am stuck in the world with no choice…who doesn’t have problems? Everybody does…they just have a little different one…nobody is always happy…
I miss my taya a little bit…people who did not read my tweets…I will tell you about him here…
He is my dads step-brother…and what I hear from my cousin [taya’s 37 year old daughter] that he and dad NEVER fought unlike the rest of their brothers…not a teeny meeny bit…he’s 85 XD mA…and has perfect eye-sight :D and he was making fun of me :P he loves me more than the rest :P I guess that’s why I’m missing him right now :P =)
He’s very naughty :P He’d never share his peaches with anyone :P
Mum said he looks exactly like Granddad XD and also the way he was joking and walking XD Dad looked so young infront of him :P Don’t mistake him with his wrinkles :P touch him…he’s got a perfect strong hand mA =) and lol he’s a chain-smoker :P he smokes and smokes and smokes…XD
Gosh and everyday I look different :O = Or it’s just my eyes playing tricks on me =/ :P
And the result…lol….when I saw mine…everybody was sleeping :P and I didn’t know what to do :P cuz I was freaked out when I saw the C :P So I woke up Annie…whispering.. “I got my result…I got my result…” :P she got up quickly :P and was like “What? :D” and I said..“A..A…C’…and there I started crying…and when I saw her happily jumping and asking me if I told mum…I said “No..” she ran to tell mum :P I was shocked to see her reaction :P Maybe cuz she and bhai didn’t do that well…and now seeing her sister doing a little better made her happy XD and if it wasn’t for Annie…I would be still sitting crying ^_^ :P regretting wasting my time and stuff…but one thing…I did work XD for physics specially :P though it didn’t look like that I was working…but I did…I went through every physics A-level book in my house :P made notes ^_^ died again and again with it :P did past papers…checked them myself…this what I could do…but maybe I did miss out something…so anyways…out of the 6 members in my family….I don’t care about the result anymore :D :P and bhai and Annie are VERY happy :D (L) [and Annie is still with her promise to buy me a laptop :D :D :D She said in Jan. iA :D :D] and forget Laiba :P and mum is like ok…happy with the A’s…a leeeetl bit sad that her daughter got a C in such a situation XD…dad was not okay at first :P I couldn’t look at him in the eye…I was too embarrassed…I had failed him XD I had let him down…but then as you see…Annie rocks =) XD and IS THE BEST SISTER EVER! She explained dad…it’s like the words are magical when she explains people :P XD (L). And there…he was fine :D :D
A week or two back I had SO many dreams…now it’s like…I don’t have much dreams anymore XD…lol my dad everyday is having dreams about meeting King Abdullah or something :P
Yesterday night I tried studying :P Back in bhais room :P First jub mein bed per laiti…I wanted to sleep so badly :P then I forced myself up and scolded myself :P …I went to the table…took out my books…and then I was like naah it’s ok nosh you can study on the bed…and it’s gna do o harm :P I went to the bed :P sat P phir lait gayi :P opened my book :P took the blanket :P and there I was sleeping :D :E :P
And lol bhai ka frnd came…and bhai didn’t know I was sleeping in his room :P he told his friend to go in is room :P and he himself went to talk to mum :P
And tau hona kia tha :P his friend saw me sleeping:P and lol he got embarrassed and went out of the room :P and waited for bhai to come back :P and then I remember getting up and running to Annie’s room with my scarf :P *hehem*
O gosh…itni lambi post ^_^ don’t feel like reading again and taking out my mistakes :P
Just gna shut my comp…and gna lay dowwwwnnnn agaaaaaaaiiinnn :D :D :D :D
G’nyte.
G’morning.
=)
:P
[So even though I didn’t feel like blogging…IF somebody asks me too…I’d write it then :D :D (L)] – wanted to blog about a lot more…but I don’t remember half the stuff :E.
[Hey did anyone understand "E-less --> E-full" :D :D ??]
W. Day.
Hello :D
Aaaah my head is aching =/
Had a…umm…I guess a weird day :S Yesterday night I slept before Annie and in the morning I got up after her ^_^ Yes I know it’ not good =/ I can’t help it = like I got up early but I didn’t know what to do =/ so I slept again within minutes :E and these days…rather nights…are really weird…I’ve been having really strange dreams = and like if I get up in-between of the dream and then sleep again…the dream continues = It’s doesn’t happen like that and who bhi everyday…Haina? = and not only the dreams…like I’m not lying but seriously I feel uncomfortable in my sleep = and if I get up…I keep on changing my positions till I find a good one….and then sleep ^_^
So anyways that’s not what I was going to blog about today ^_^
Just came back from a little picnic…with Ms. Bushra’s family…Sir Nadeems’s [Auntie’s brother also came ^_^ He’s young :D :P and cute (A) :P]...Sir Naeem’s [I know nothing about him other than that that he’s a teacher…but mayn his youngest daughter-24 days old-is so red = and the one older then her, Sameen, around 3 years…is so cute :D so soooo cute XD]….and Uncle Danial’s [If anyone remembers who is =/ He used to work in this school in the office and then he left the job or got kicked out…I don’t know :E but mayn he has 3 ya 4 sons = :E No, I’m not thinking anything wrong = (A) :P well just 2 came…one had hair like girls *hehem* and the other one was cute-ly fat :D :P and he was wearing a pink shirt :P looked cute =) from far at least *hehem* ]
So the kids were playing…Uncles sitting separately talking…so were the Aunties…so it was just Annie, Zoha, Amber and me ^_^ played cards…walked…talked…had races on the swings :P seeing who’s goes the fastest ^_^
Annie and Amber took Sir Nadeem’s elder daughter on the slide…on the other side of the park…where we couldn’t see them…and me and Zoha were just sitting :P because we both didn’t want to walk ^_^ I was too lazy to walk =/ on top of that I was hungry =(
So we both are talking…and then Laiba comes running screaming out something…followed by Amber…and when they came closer…heard them say…“Minal faint hogi hai…minal…minal….” And then saw Annie running towards us holding her = and it was such a weird moment =/ Auntie [Minals mum] freaked out so badly…uncles got up…and everybody stood up confused…and me and Zoha were the only ones sitting…we just looked at each other then I finally said lets get up :P…and luckily I turned back to see Inshaal [Sir Nadeeem’s younger daughter…around a year old] sitting there looking at me XD I just picked her up and looked around to see what’s going on…Sir Nadeem had Minal in his arms…and he’s just screaming out loud…“Anybody a doctor here?...”and to auntie he was like “kuch nae howa minal ko…”
Everybody was like looking at us XD and then Ms Bushra’s husband drove them to the nearest hospital…Sir Nadeem and Auntie and her brother were so freaked out that they ran without their shoes ^_^
So anyways it was nothing serious XD just that she had fever and hadn’t eaten anything…and on top of that she was taking the swings and stuff ^_^ so she got dehydrated or something ^_^
They came back and then we had dinner :D so late ^_^ I was starving :E and mayn I didn’t get any pepsi =( not a single sip =( so I had to live with 4 glasses of 7up :E but I don’t like 7up =/
*Sigh* my head aches *bangs head in the wall*
And yes…before I finish the post…special thanks to Hajra :D :P [see Hajra I’m writing about you :P] for calling me :D :P from Pakistan :D :P I’m honored :P and yes I love you too :D (L) and yes you’re great :D and I’m sorry that you expected loads of tweets from me and I didn’t tweet you :P and I’m also sorry that nobody picked up when you called…then when you called again I was sleeping ^_^ and then when you called again I was taking a shower :P and then when you called again…I was like I’m not going to miss your call this time :P so I ran from the bathroom :P and if you were not the one miscalling me from Pakistan…then who was :P? and I was miscalling back :P So it’s either Rija or Hira :P =/
I think I should drink tea *cry1*
G’nyte...Sleeptite…Sweetdreams…take care people =)
Have a nice day tomorrow XD.
Aaaah my head is aching =/
Had a…umm…I guess a weird day :S Yesterday night I slept before Annie and in the morning I got up after her ^_^ Yes I know it’ not good =/ I can’t help it = like I got up early but I didn’t know what to do =/ so I slept again within minutes :E and these days…rather nights…are really weird…I’ve been having really strange dreams = and like if I get up in-between of the dream and then sleep again…the dream continues = It’s doesn’t happen like that and who bhi everyday…Haina? = and not only the dreams…like I’m not lying but seriously I feel uncomfortable in my sleep = and if I get up…I keep on changing my positions till I find a good one….and then sleep ^_^
So anyways that’s not what I was going to blog about today ^_^
Just came back from a little picnic…with Ms. Bushra’s family…Sir Nadeems’s [Auntie’s brother also came ^_^ He’s young :D :P and cute (A) :P]...Sir Naeem’s [I know nothing about him other than that that he’s a teacher…but mayn his youngest daughter-24 days old-is so red = and the one older then her, Sameen, around 3 years…is so cute :D so soooo cute XD]….and Uncle Danial’s [If anyone remembers who is =/ He used to work in this school in the office and then he left the job or got kicked out…I don’t know :E but mayn he has 3 ya 4 sons = :E No, I’m not thinking anything wrong = (A) :P well just 2 came…one had hair like girls *hehem* and the other one was cute-ly fat :D :P and he was wearing a pink shirt :P looked cute =) from far at least *hehem* ]
So the kids were playing…Uncles sitting separately talking…so were the Aunties…so it was just Annie, Zoha, Amber and me ^_^ played cards…walked…talked…had races on the swings :P seeing who’s goes the fastest ^_^
Annie and Amber took Sir Nadeem’s elder daughter on the slide…on the other side of the park…where we couldn’t see them…and me and Zoha were just sitting :P because we both didn’t want to walk ^_^ I was too lazy to walk =/ on top of that I was hungry =(
So we both are talking…and then Laiba comes running screaming out something…followed by Amber…and when they came closer…heard them say…“Minal faint hogi hai…minal…minal….” And then saw Annie running towards us holding her = and it was such a weird moment =/ Auntie [Minals mum] freaked out so badly…uncles got up…and everybody stood up confused…and me and Zoha were the only ones sitting…we just looked at each other then I finally said lets get up :P…and luckily I turned back to see Inshaal [Sir Nadeeem’s younger daughter…around a year old] sitting there looking at me XD I just picked her up and looked around to see what’s going on…Sir Nadeem had Minal in his arms…and he’s just screaming out loud…“Anybody a doctor here?...”and to auntie he was like “kuch nae howa minal ko…”
Everybody was like looking at us XD and then Ms Bushra’s husband drove them to the nearest hospital…Sir Nadeem and Auntie and her brother were so freaked out that they ran without their shoes ^_^
So anyways it was nothing serious XD just that she had fever and hadn’t eaten anything…and on top of that she was taking the swings and stuff ^_^ so she got dehydrated or something ^_^
They came back and then we had dinner :D so late ^_^ I was starving :E and mayn I didn’t get any pepsi =( not a single sip =( so I had to live with 4 glasses of 7up :E but I don’t like 7up =/
*Sigh* my head aches *bangs head in the wall*
And yes…before I finish the post…special thanks to Hajra :D :P [see Hajra I’m writing about you :P] for calling me :D :P from Pakistan :D :P I’m honored :P and yes I love you too :D (L) and yes you’re great :D and I’m sorry that you expected loads of tweets from me and I didn’t tweet you :P and I’m also sorry that nobody picked up when you called…then when you called again I was sleeping ^_^ and then when you called again I was taking a shower :P and then when you called again…I was like I’m not going to miss your call this time :P so I ran from the bathroom :P and if you were not the one miscalling me from Pakistan…then who was :P? and I was miscalling back :P So it’s either Rija or Hira :P =/
I think I should drink tea *cry1*
G’nyte...Sleeptite…Sweetdreams…take care people =)
Have a nice day tomorrow XD.
A sleepy post =|
I’m still up [how many of my posts start by me saying “I’m still up” ^_^?] …haven’t slept because these things have been bugging me…and I’m in my mood-which-comes-when-I-don’t-sleep-when-I-want-to =/ People hate me when I’m in that mood :P
Ask Hajra 8-)
So at the moment I have been ignoring everybody ^_^
Haven’t eaten anything ^_^
You’ll freak out if you look at my face ^_^
And I tell the truth when I’m sleepy ^_^
So the thing is…that I feel as if I’m the worst person ever *cry1* like seriously…EVER!
Like I’m so mean =/ I’m selfish =/
I was even mean and usually mad at the person who was always kind and sweet = and it’s just killing me right now XD I’m sorry = [how many times have I said sorry after THAT day…not many times…but I wanted to say it so much =]
And I also feel as if I’m so useless ^_^ I can’t do anything properly =( like seriously nothing =/ I’m not good in studies [have to work freaking hard to get a grade like SaraH and Izza and Rija…which they get without studying…I’m dumb ^_^] I’m not good at arts like Bhai and Annie and Laiba =O I can’t clean anything properly as good as Annie…look at my writing =/ [nobody in the class likes my writing =( ]
I just cook good =/ which many people can do =/ I can’t do anything =/ I’m not even the best basketball player =/
And NO, I’m not the sweetest person ever ^_^ that’s the last thing I am =/ I guess =/
I can’t cheer up people…how many times have I been able to cheer up Hajra? =/
I’m not even a good listener =/ can’t talk to people properly…I ignore my cousins when they call ^_^ I just can’t talk to them…even when Annie is online talking to them…having a video conv. they’d die asking where am I…and I make sure Annie says I’m sleeping or something ^_^ most of them haven’t seen me till now ^_^
You should see me when I’m on the stage ^_^ Ask SaraH or Rija to imitate me ^_^ They’d do it perfectly…with one hand going up again and again to either fix the hair or the glasses ^_^
And on top of all that…I don’t think I’m a good Muslim XD I try but I’m not =/
I suck at everything =)
And I hate me for this =)
*Tries to cheer myself up*
I hate it I hate it I hate it!
*sigh*
I need to get a life =/
I lost my life long ago XD 8-)
Should I have said all that =/? Like you know =/ Like some of you might think it wasn’t right or whatever to blog about it ^_^ but I don’t see anything I should hide and not say =/ Bah =/ I’m confused =/ *bangs head in the wall*.
I think I should sleep =/
G’nyte…sleeptite…sweetdreamz…take care and have a nice day tomorrow =)
Ask Hajra 8-)
So at the moment I have been ignoring everybody ^_^
Haven’t eaten anything ^_^
You’ll freak out if you look at my face ^_^
And I tell the truth when I’m sleepy ^_^
So the thing is…that I feel as if I’m the worst person ever *cry1* like seriously…EVER!
Like I’m so mean =/ I’m selfish =/
I was even mean and usually mad at the person who was always kind and sweet = and it’s just killing me right now XD I’m sorry = [how many times have I said sorry after THAT day…not many times…but I wanted to say it so much =]
And I also feel as if I’m so useless ^_^ I can’t do anything properly =( like seriously nothing =/ I’m not good in studies [have to work freaking hard to get a grade like SaraH and Izza and Rija…which they get without studying…I’m dumb ^_^] I’m not good at arts like Bhai and Annie and Laiba =O I can’t clean anything properly as good as Annie…look at my writing =/ [nobody in the class likes my writing =( ]
I just cook good =/ which many people can do =/ I can’t do anything =/ I’m not even the best basketball player =/
And NO, I’m not the sweetest person ever ^_^ that’s the last thing I am =/ I guess =/
I can’t cheer up people…how many times have I been able to cheer up Hajra? =/
I’m not even a good listener =/ can’t talk to people properly…I ignore my cousins when they call ^_^ I just can’t talk to them…even when Annie is online talking to them…having a video conv. they’d die asking where am I…and I make sure Annie says I’m sleeping or something ^_^ most of them haven’t seen me till now ^_^
You should see me when I’m on the stage ^_^ Ask SaraH or Rija to imitate me ^_^ They’d do it perfectly…with one hand going up again and again to either fix the hair or the glasses ^_^
And on top of all that…I don’t think I’m a good Muslim XD I try but I’m not =/
I suck at everything =)
And I hate me for this =)
*Tries to cheer myself up*
I hate it I hate it I hate it!
*sigh*
I need to get a life =/
I lost my life long ago XD 8-)
Should I have said all that =/? Like you know =/ Like some of you might think it wasn’t right or whatever to blog about it ^_^ but I don’t see anything I should hide and not say =/ Bah =/ I’m confused =/ *bangs head in the wall*.
I think I should sleep =/
G’nyte…sleeptite…sweetdreamz…take care and have a nice day tomorrow =)
=D
So I saw this girl on you-tube teaching how to do stuff on your nails ^_^ and she did it perfectly within a minute = So I took my time [around 3-4 hours *:E*] and tried doing it ^_^ and it sucked =/ And then finally I made only ONE flower on each nail ^_^ But I tried *proud smile* Mum was so happy too :P Cuz I finally did it =/
[(1.) Naah it wasn't a waste of time *:E*
(2.) It's not as easy as it looks ^_^
(3.) Those who don't like nailpolishes and long nails....ummm 8-) Don't be disgusted or whatever =/ I like them *:E*]
[(1.) Naah it wasn't a waste of time *:E*
(2.) It's not as easy as it looks ^_^
(3.) Those who don't like nailpolishes and long nails....ummm 8-) Don't be disgusted or whatever =/ I like them *:E*]
Here for me.
G’morning =)
Haven’t slept ^_^ Like I slept the whole day yesterday =P Now I’ll be sleeping at Hiba’s house tomorrow =/ It’s our last party =) For Zonia (L).
I’m not going to school today…and yesterday I didn’t get to meet many people XD
=( But I’ll miss you guys =) =’) =( =’(
But mayn the way I fell =P hahaha…what =P Slippery shoes ^_^ and my poor butt =P and at that time I thought that I broke my wrist ^_^
And we were playing basketball with a football ^_^ All the basketballs are poof-ed up =P
O crap =/ Hajra Nazir has my bio book and her flight is tomorrow =O How will I do my homework =O? I’m deayd =D *d8*
I had to write about what happened today…but then I slept…and now all the emotion and that “burning-weird-desire” to write about it…is gone XD…but I’ll still write even though I’m sure that I won’t be able to write it as good as when I wanted to write it =/ Get my point ^_^? No. No problem =]
O no! Sad song = Now I’m sad =/ *waits till its over*.
So all was going good…wished Zonia…checked physics ka test...jis main all of us did one page…and left the last two *shows teeth* so most of us failed *hehem*
I passed =D 50%=D =P
Anyways then…we had chemistry...and as usual she didn’t come ^_^ so everybody was
sitting talking…had cup-cakes…and we all shared them…I was eating…and somebody said something funny and I laughed…and a little piece or something touched my windpipe…and there…I started coughing so badly…with non-stop tears…and the only thought that came to my mind was…“I’m going to die…I’m going to die”…I could hear Rija saying…“She’s choking…”…I coughed as hard as I could…and finally it was gone…I was fine…looked up and saw Rija looking at me…I was cleaning my wet face…and then suddenly I just…buried my head in Rija’s lap…and I was crying =
badly =
At first Rija didn’t realize it XD and then…her arms were around me XD “…nosh…nosh…”
…Felt somebody’s hand in my hair XD…and I was just crying and crying…like a baby XD
Could here them talk…
Zunaira: “She was so happy in the morning…”
Mishal: “Nosh…stop crying…I’ll start crying too…”
Rija: “just let her take it out…she was trying to be strong for so long…”
After…I don’t know when…I stopped…looked up…everything was blurry…and my eyes ached…took of my glasses and cleaned them…and Rija cleaned my wet arm with her scarf XD…Hajra took my hand and kissed it…Zunaira bought tissue papers…and Rija cleaned my face XD
Hajra: “You look so cute while crying…I look so ugly”
Rija: “I look in the mirror while crying and I look cute” =P
And Hira K. was standing there too =P I felt so embarrassed =P But mayn you don’t know that your being there for me every time means a lot o me =] but it WAS embarrassing =P
Don’t know why was I crying…maybe because of Bhai…maybe because of not talking to Sarah in so long…maybe because school was ending…and so I was going to be alone here…maybe because of somebody known as “dudy” 8-)…maybe because I hadn’t slept the whole night…
Maybe it was all this XD
Anyways I took it out…felt better =]
And Hajra and Zonia you guys are not 17 =P you guys could not put 17 chips in your mouth *hehem*
And Zunaira didn’t get that “drink-me* [the-mountain-dew-bottle-thing] =P
Dude =P think about it again =P hahaha XD your so dumb =P or wait rather…you are so innocent =] unlike us guys *hehem* (6).
So the rest of the day was great…played basketball =P with my mouth full of chocolate cake thanks to Hiba =]
*sigh* =]
Guys thank you =] (L)
[ today =P I went to school *hehem* Hiba told me to come at 6 =P and so I went in colored clothes =D]
Haven’t slept ^_^ Like I slept the whole day yesterday =P Now I’ll be sleeping at Hiba’s house tomorrow =/ It’s our last party =) For Zonia (L).
I’m not going to school today…and yesterday I didn’t get to meet many people XD
=( But I’ll miss you guys =) =’) =( =’(
But mayn the way I fell =P hahaha…what =P Slippery shoes ^_^ and my poor butt =P and at that time I thought that I broke my wrist ^_^
And we were playing basketball with a football ^_^ All the basketballs are poof-ed up =P
O crap =/ Hajra Nazir has my bio book and her flight is tomorrow =O How will I do my homework =O? I’m deayd =D *d8*
I had to write about what happened today…but then I slept…and now all the emotion and that “burning-weird-desire” to write about it…is gone XD…but I’ll still write even though I’m sure that I won’t be able to write it as good as when I wanted to write it =/ Get my point ^_^? No. No problem =]
O no! Sad song = Now I’m sad =/ *waits till its over*.
So all was going good…wished Zonia…checked physics ka test...jis main all of us did one page…and left the last two *shows teeth* so most of us failed *hehem*
I passed =D 50%=D =P
Anyways then…we had chemistry...and as usual she didn’t come ^_^ so everybody was
sitting talking…had cup-cakes…and we all shared them…I was eating…and somebody said something funny and I laughed…and a little piece or something touched my windpipe…and there…I started coughing so badly…with non-stop tears…and the only thought that came to my mind was…“I’m going to die…I’m going to die”…I could hear Rija saying…“She’s choking…”…I coughed as hard as I could…and finally it was gone…I was fine…looked up and saw Rija looking at me…I was cleaning my wet face…and then suddenly I just…buried my head in Rija’s lap…and I was crying =
badly =
At first Rija didn’t realize it XD and then…her arms were around me XD “…nosh…nosh…”
…Felt somebody’s hand in my hair XD…and I was just crying and crying…like a baby XD
Could here them talk…
Zunaira: “She was so happy in the morning…”
Mishal: “Nosh…stop crying…I’ll start crying too…”
Rija: “just let her take it out…she was trying to be strong for so long…”
After…I don’t know when…I stopped…looked up…everything was blurry…and my eyes ached…took of my glasses and cleaned them…and Rija cleaned my wet arm with her scarf XD…Hajra took my hand and kissed it…Zunaira bought tissue papers…and Rija cleaned my face XD
Hajra: “You look so cute while crying…I look so ugly”
Rija: “I look in the mirror while crying and I look cute” =P
And Hira K. was standing there too =P I felt so embarrassed =P But mayn you don’t know that your being there for me every time means a lot o me =] but it WAS embarrassing =P
Don’t know why was I crying…maybe because of Bhai…maybe because of not talking to Sarah in so long…maybe because school was ending…and so I was going to be alone here…maybe because of somebody known as “dudy” 8-)…maybe because I hadn’t slept the whole night…
Maybe it was all this XD
Anyways I took it out…felt better =]
And Hajra and Zonia you guys are not 17 =P you guys could not put 17 chips in your mouth *hehem*
And Zunaira didn’t get that “drink-me* [the-mountain-dew-bottle-thing] =P
Dude =P think about it again =P hahaha XD your so dumb =P or wait rather…you are so innocent =] unlike us guys *hehem* (6).
So the rest of the day was great…played basketball =P with my mouth full of chocolate cake thanks to Hiba =]
*sigh* =]
Guys thank you =] (L)
[ today =P I went to school *hehem* Hiba told me to come at 6 =P and so I went in colored clothes =D]
A "surprise" Birthday party.
Hello =D
I’m stuffed, tired, not-bored, and happy =D See the smile on my face à *wide smile*
Ate so much at Zunaira’s…and here I am again eating pakoray that mum made =P Dude they look so dry if you eat them simple =/ and they taste so yummy if you eat them with ketchup =D
Ketchup ketchup ketchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhup =D *screams* =D
Hello ketchup-haters and ketchup-lovers and ketchup-middlers =P
Imagine a world of ketchup = ketchup ketchup everywhere = Drink ketchup instead of water = Sleep on ketchup = Hahaha =P Ok bus =P [Yukh. I’d die because of the smell =P Haw bechari SaraH ka kia banay ga =P?]
Sigh Annie stop having a voice-thingy with them *bangs head in the wall*.
So I went late to Zunaira’s house =P and Raimah who lives so far away was there before me *hehem* =P So what =P I was getting ready ^_^ aik tau I already got up late (A) and then called people and then showered and then blow-dried my hair and then straightened them and then I couldn’t find the liner and stuff and when I found them I did my eyes and then thereeeee ta-daaaaaaa I was ready =D =P
Oho Laiba =/ Itna sweet tang bana diya hai *makes a face* What =P? I didn’t force her to make it =P I swear =P she asked if I wanted to drink some =P and I said yes (A).
“…O nachlay na-na nachlay..” (8) =P
So when I went...we sat talking…drinking our lemonades…waiting for everybody to come…and when we all were there…we sat in a circle…and haha that USB thing was funny =P I am dumb ^_^ that USB so didn’t look like a chocolate =P My stupid eyes saw it ^_^ *sigh* =P
And we had that party-popper-thing which I kept on calling party-poopper =P So Mishal and me had to thingy it =D so all the cameras were ready…and everybody says: “..1…2…3…NOW!” and we both try to twist that thing =P and it wouldn’t thingy up =P and we are trying to open it as hard as we could and still nothing =P and sub huss rahay thay making our video =P and then I took it with both my hands and turned it with all the force I had =D and tada there it goes =D all the confetti is in the air =P it made such a loud sound that Haya freaked out and spilled the lemonade on Raimah *hehem*
Did you get what I just *hehem*? Ok forget it =] =P
Took crazy pictures XD In a few I have picked up Mishal and Amna =P Mishal you’re heavy mayn =P and we took pictures in which somebody is a “ghora” and we are sitting on that person turn by turn =D
“…ne main captain bhangray da soniyay bun gidayhann di rani…” (8)
No we didn’t stalk people 8-) =P and we didn’t finish the huge box of chocolates 8-) and we didn’t stand in the window making faces to a guy who was walking by 8-) and he didn’t look up 8-) and I didn’t fall on the bed laughing just by looking at his expression 8-) and I didn’t have two glasses of Pepsi 8-) and two slices of pizza 8-) and me and Rija didn’t put those stuff-toys in our shirts 8-) and Amna didn’t walk on me, Mishal and Rija 8-)
Hehehehehehhehehehhehehhehehehehe =P
That tickling part was weird =P I’m sitting and Rija, Hajra and Amna are laying down infront of me and their feet are on me =P and I’m tickling their feet with Rija’s clip = and haha Amna =P shall I tell what you said about your that =P? haha =P Btw Amna, you suck at singing *hehem* Itna gundi voice hai *hehem*
Later…me and Mishal got this thing of kissing on the cheeks =P and we were like kissing everybody =P and then when she was leaving…we hugged…and I was going to kiss her on her cheek…and she turned her face at the same instant =P and there =P I kissed her on her lips =P haha it was sooooo funny =P and weird =P [Zunaira keep your mouth shut =P]
All in all…it was great (Y) had fun =]
Oh look Mehwish is miscalling =D *miss calls back*
And for like the first time we didn’t put music XD because our dear Hajra has stopped listening to music =]
Keep it up girl (Y) (L) =D *Mwah* (K) on the cheek *hehem*.
I hope Zunaira enjoyed =] See we love you =] gave you a “surprise” birthday party *hehem*.
Do miss me in Pakistan (6) okay =]
“….one loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…oo yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..” (8)
And when Mishal and me went home…to go to the bathroom because we drank too much =P Sir Nadeem was there =D itnay baray hogay hai *hehem* =P I mean baray baray =P like tall = looked as if he was wearing heels *hehem* =P haha ok sorry (A) Inshaal itni bari hogi hai XD and Ibrahim is so gupa =D so big and yet so light XD Hajra bought him over to Zunaira’s and he slept in a noisy room full of girls =P he’s so soft soft =] *Mwah*.
OUCH! I just bit my tongue =P Sign from God =/ telling me to stop eating =P Ok God =]
“…imagine that…affi gia lo saygo…” (8) he’s singing something in some weird language *hehem*.
Haha look what he says…“the very first girl really had the worst words for me…she told me I was such a loser…and that’s why she was gna break up with me…everybody can you imagine that...the very last girl…said she knew I’d be ashamed of her…she said I should please forgive her…and that she was having another mans baby girl…everybody can you imagine that…” (8)
Haha aw bechara XD *hehem*
My stupid mascara and eye-liner is making me sleep =/ I think I have written all I wanted to =/
Challo then =)
Bye world =]
G’nyte =] Sleeptite =] Sweetdreamz =] Take care =] Have a nice day tomorrow =]
(L)
“…senses telling me you looking…” (8)
I’m stuffed, tired, not-bored, and happy =D See the smile on my face à *wide smile*
Ate so much at Zunaira’s…and here I am again eating pakoray that mum made =P Dude they look so dry if you eat them simple =/ and they taste so yummy if you eat them with ketchup =D
Ketchup ketchup ketchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhup =D *screams* =D
Hello ketchup-haters and ketchup-lovers and ketchup-middlers =P
Imagine a world of ketchup = ketchup ketchup everywhere = Drink ketchup instead of water = Sleep on ketchup = Hahaha =P Ok bus =P [Yukh. I’d die because of the smell =P Haw bechari SaraH ka kia banay ga =P?]
Sigh Annie stop having a voice-thingy with them *bangs head in the wall*.
So I went late to Zunaira’s house =P and Raimah who lives so far away was there before me *hehem* =P So what =P I was getting ready ^_^ aik tau I already got up late (A) and then called people and then showered and then blow-dried my hair and then straightened them and then I couldn’t find the liner and stuff and when I found them I did my eyes and then thereeeee ta-daaaaaaa I was ready =D =P
Oho Laiba =/ Itna sweet tang bana diya hai *makes a face* What =P? I didn’t force her to make it =P I swear =P she asked if I wanted to drink some =P and I said yes (A).
“…O nachlay na-na nachlay..” (8) =P
So when I went...we sat talking…drinking our lemonades…waiting for everybody to come…and when we all were there…we sat in a circle…and haha that USB thing was funny =P I am dumb ^_^ that USB so didn’t look like a chocolate =P My stupid eyes saw it ^_^ *sigh* =P
And we had that party-popper-thing which I kept on calling party-poopper =P So Mishal and me had to thingy it =D so all the cameras were ready…and everybody says: “..1…2…3…NOW!” and we both try to twist that thing =P and it wouldn’t thingy up =P and we are trying to open it as hard as we could and still nothing =P and sub huss rahay thay making our video =P and then I took it with both my hands and turned it with all the force I had =D and tada there it goes =D all the confetti is in the air =P it made such a loud sound that Haya freaked out and spilled the lemonade on Raimah *hehem*
Did you get what I just *hehem*? Ok forget it =] =P
Took crazy pictures XD In a few I have picked up Mishal and Amna =P Mishal you’re heavy mayn =P and we took pictures in which somebody is a “ghora” and we are sitting on that person turn by turn =D
“…ne main captain bhangray da soniyay bun gidayhann di rani…” (8)
No we didn’t stalk people 8-) =P and we didn’t finish the huge box of chocolates 8-) and we didn’t stand in the window making faces to a guy who was walking by 8-) and he didn’t look up 8-) and I didn’t fall on the bed laughing just by looking at his expression 8-) and I didn’t have two glasses of Pepsi 8-) and two slices of pizza 8-) and me and Rija didn’t put those stuff-toys in our shirts 8-) and Amna didn’t walk on me, Mishal and Rija 8-)
Hehehehehehhehehehhehehhehehehehe =P
That tickling part was weird =P I’m sitting and Rija, Hajra and Amna are laying down infront of me and their feet are on me =P and I’m tickling their feet with Rija’s clip = and haha Amna =P shall I tell what you said about your that =P? haha =P Btw Amna, you suck at singing *hehem* Itna gundi voice hai *hehem*
Later…me and Mishal got this thing of kissing on the cheeks =P and we were like kissing everybody =P and then when she was leaving…we hugged…and I was going to kiss her on her cheek…and she turned her face at the same instant =P and there =P I kissed her on her lips =P haha it was sooooo funny =P and weird =P [Zunaira keep your mouth shut =P]
All in all…it was great (Y) had fun =]
Oh look Mehwish is miscalling =D *miss calls back*
And for like the first time we didn’t put music XD because our dear Hajra has stopped listening to music =]
Keep it up girl (Y) (L) =D *Mwah* (K) on the cheek *hehem*.
I hope Zunaira enjoyed =] See we love you =] gave you a “surprise” birthday party *hehem*.
Do miss me in Pakistan (6) okay =]
“….one loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…oo yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..” (8)
And when Mishal and me went home…to go to the bathroom because we drank too much =P Sir Nadeem was there =D itnay baray hogay hai *hehem* =P I mean baray baray =P like tall = looked as if he was wearing heels *hehem* =P haha ok sorry (A) Inshaal itni bari hogi hai XD and Ibrahim is so gupa =D so big and yet so light XD Hajra bought him over to Zunaira’s and he slept in a noisy room full of girls =P he’s so soft soft =] *Mwah*.
OUCH! I just bit my tongue =P Sign from God =/ telling me to stop eating =P Ok God =]
“…imagine that…affi gia lo saygo…” (8) he’s singing something in some weird language *hehem*.
Haha look what he says…“the very first girl really had the worst words for me…she told me I was such a loser…and that’s why she was gna break up with me…everybody can you imagine that...the very last girl…said she knew I’d be ashamed of her…she said I should please forgive her…and that she was having another mans baby girl…everybody can you imagine that…” (8)
Haha aw bechara XD *hehem*
My stupid mascara and eye-liner is making me sleep =/ I think I have written all I wanted to =/
Challo then =)
Bye world =]
G’nyte =] Sleeptite =] Sweetdreamz =] Take care =] Have a nice day tomorrow =]
(L)
“…senses telling me you looking…” (8)
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