Hahahaha. Okay lol! Sorry random attacks :P Like these days I’m just sitting and I start laughing…I just remember something funny that happened in school or something somebody said on twitter or something I read in somebody’s blog XD :D And then I’m all so serious -_-
I want me to be happy. All the time. No matter what happens XD. I know. It’s impossible :P
I’m pissed off for no reason at times then =/ I hate it when I do that. I’m all so blah blah and I start complaining to DoubleyDee and Cjblufox XD. And they hate that more than I do :P I love you guys XD :D
Seriously…What a life…
(1.) Twitter.
(2.) Twitter.
-And- [guess what next :P *hehem*]
(3.) TWITTER!! :P :D *claps* :P Lol. #Lameness. =P
Blah and I’m blogging after quite a long time XD. Many reasons. First…sorry I can’t tell you :P Second…Nothing to blog about :S Like I just usually tweet everything XD. And then I don’t feel like repeating everything in the blog…And thirdly….nothing :D :P
Oh oh I put pink nail polish on my left hand and bright red on my right =D :P
And and Lol I started wearing earrings…like small ones :D Blah I never did before. Used to think that I look like a retard. But blah. I want to wear ‘em now =D Am wearing these “S” shaped ones right now =D
And and thank you XD. For…Blah. Everything? XD.
And hahaha I have the pictures of the presentation XD. Lol funny *bangs head in the wall* Like seriously. =/ Bahaha Mrs. SM was laughing at my picture :$ :$ She made me do what I was doing in the picture :$ :P
Going crazy listening to this song…And I still don’t know its name -_-
It’s 12. Great. Still got to do the Chem sheets, bio test, Chem test and gotta make the graphs for the survey XD. Kill me.
And my throat is kinda really annoying me XD. LOL! And every time I say “Annoying”…The first thing that comes to mind is “HIBA!”
Ask me why why why why :D :D :D :P Haan main batati hoon sabar kero :P
She loves the way I say “annoying” :P
Bahaha :P
So last night I was walking to Panda with Dad…Who was lost in his own thoughts XD [I love you Dad.] And I was thinking so weird stuff XD. Like I don’t know how to explain it :P I never know how to explain anything *cries on the bed* =/
Like I had this feeling…I was thinking about God XD. It was just wonderful XD.
I was looking up at the black sky…And was saying in my head…
“God, I know you’re looking at me from up there :P” *hehem*
And stuff like that XD. He made me. He made you. He decided everything for us.
I mean I know you all know this stuff...Right? Even I knew it since long…
But when you actually give it a thought…Think about him…It just feels great XD. No matter what you are…Where you are…What problems you have…
I felt free. Its just that - *tweets* - And blah I forgot what I was going to say :P XD
O man twitter just ruined my mood of saying stuff :P Blah. So I hope you got what I was trying to say back then XD. :D
Mid-term exams are like lol less than a month away XD. And I haven’t done a crap =/
This is the point where I hate internet. Hate twitter. Hate MSN even though I don’t use it much now. =/ And then I hate me for not taking stuff seriously. And then in the end I hate you all twitter friends :P For making twitter a fun place :D I like talking to you guys (Y).
And you know what…I’ve been having twitter dreams = Like I dream of talking to a few friends there. =/ And then when I go online all so excited…thinking that she/he might have tweeted me :D…And I click “@sheenamalik”….I get busted :D :P
Thinking about the time passing by so quickly is freaking the hell out of me XD. Not because exams are gonna be here :P *hehem*. But because….It’s a Good-bye to school life =/ Good bye to Mrs. SM [My favorite teacher XD :’)] Good bye to my class mates XD. To my best pals XD [DoubleyDee, Cjblufox and HajraNadeem XD] Good bye to a couple of friends in other classes XD.
*Sigh* I want to blog more..But lol it’s gna be quite lonnnggg :P And you’ll get bored :P And on top I don’t have time :P It’s late and I told a few friends to read my blog before sleeping..So don’t want to keep ‘em waiting XD.
I hope I blog sooon :D
G’nyte XD Thanks for reading the post :P :D :D :D
Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams XD Take care and have a nice day tomorrow XD
Love you all XD :’) *waves*.
[Bet I have mistakes :P Please lemme know :P]
[I've reached my twitter limit again -_- Like 2 times in a day. Kill me. Lol. I feel SO left out now =/ :'(]
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
23rd Dec. =D BAKESALEEEE!!!
I’m happy XD :) I’m really happy :D Lalalaaaa I’m HAPPPY :D Ok yes you get the point :P I’m happy :P *hehem*
It was just an awesome day :D I have SO much to tell you XD. Lol. I don’t know if people think I’m insane or not Cuz they don’t know who I’m talking to :O! :P
But I know it. You know it. [hopefully -_-] And that’s all that matters to me =D
I don’t know why but I was scared to blog in the past few days. =/ Anyhow.
I guess the fear is gone…And here I am tun-tanaaaaaaa :D
Oh oh you should so see this pinkish nail polish Annie bought :D It’s SO nice :D
And I had one pack of Maltesers yesterday and one today :P :D Do you like Maltesers =)? How come I never asked you that =/.
So I got a “D” in Bio’s unit :P I don’t know how :P I did study -_- I made notes. I did all I could :’( This year…I’m SO bad at all the three subjects XD. Like I do understand everything. I get physics too. But when I’m doing the test…I don’t know what happens. I do the silliest mistakes ever =/
LOL! I love putting an Auto-message :P I just put one right now :D
"Sheena *Auto-message: Crap. YOU just disturbed ME! I was blogging. *g1* I hate you. Asshole. :P” Yes I know you never liked me saying bad stuff :P
But do you care now :O!?
Acha so khair had an awesome day on Monday too :D We went to King Khalid hospital =D It was just so cool =/ I fell in love with everything there. XD.
I want to be a Doc SO badly now -_- Wish I could do magic :D I’d be doing an operation right now *hehem* Lol. Yes I’m still lame :P
I miss my cell phone XD. Its just so weird…The way we fall in lowe with things XD. Or people 8-) I was mean at times. I know. And I think of SO many things I said and did…I want to say sorry XD. I’m sorry :’)
So khair :D I’m fine :P I’m fine finneee fineee… FINEEEE XD :D LOL! Sorry -_-
And today was a good day.
Did you know that when the music is loud the frequency of our body matches that of the music :O! So we dance :O! Lol. Yes we did it in physics today :P There was this question…And I knew this was the answer…But when Mrs. asked…I stayed quiet thinking if I said it out loud everyone will laugh :P
Then we set all the tables…fixed the charts…Set the dishes…Wore our Abayas and waited for Sir Tanveer :D He was impressed :D And we took a picture with him :D And and andd andd I just loved the selling part :P I was so hyper…I was kinda yelling “Home baked double chocolate chip cookies” or or “BUY IT NOW!” :P
And I was SO happy every time someone bought it :D And lol even the few bad ones were sold =/ :P
Can you believe it…Mrs. R. saw the cookies and asked me if they were Kabab =/
I was like “o_O!!” :P
And we had no food left in the end :O! and we were soooooooo tired….Then A. and S. made Coffee for the whole class :D And my cofffeee ended up on me -_- And the teacher passing by thought I puked :P And said “tut-tut-tut” =/ I was like “Mrs. It’s coffee” :P
And my middle finger is still blue :S Hurts when I press it XD. And we took a few pictures too :D And in the end Mrs. Sameena bought us Pizza =/ I love her <3.
I got two slices *d4* :P
And then when I came home I didn’t even change…went straight to the kitchen and started baking brownies for Annie :P She has a function in her college :D
I hope it goes well XD. She was nervous XD. =)
Oh and Bhai is coming [iA] :D I shall try all my best to take my cell back :P
And I THINK I lost weight :P Just a leeeeeeeetle bit :P Cuz my Shalwar was loose to me today :O! :P :D
And yes. I’m proud of you :) Got a good score mA :) XD. Keep it up :D
Anyhow. Guess that’s it for now :D
Don’t want you to be bored :O!! You take good care of yourself. AND EAT!! -_-
And sleep early *okm* =P *hehem*
And and anddddd um….G’luck :D For everything –
Bye XD.
[I hope this post was “me me” :P Because Zunman did not like my latest posts :O! =|
Everything changes with time =/ Did I change :D? If I did….TELL ME NOW!! Leave a comment *okm*] =D
[Oh oh and yes I dared myself to stay happy allll the day :D :P Lets see :D]
It was just an awesome day :D I have SO much to tell you XD. Lol. I don’t know if people think I’m insane or not Cuz they don’t know who I’m talking to :O! :P
But I know it. You know it. [hopefully -_-] And that’s all that matters to me =D
I don’t know why but I was scared to blog in the past few days. =/ Anyhow.
I guess the fear is gone…And here I am tun-tanaaaaaaa :D
Oh oh you should so see this pinkish nail polish Annie bought :D It’s SO nice :D
And I had one pack of Maltesers yesterday and one today :P :D Do you like Maltesers =)? How come I never asked you that =/.
So I got a “D” in Bio’s unit :P I don’t know how :P I did study -_- I made notes. I did all I could :’( This year…I’m SO bad at all the three subjects XD. Like I do understand everything. I get physics too. But when I’m doing the test…I don’t know what happens. I do the silliest mistakes ever =/
LOL! I love putting an Auto-message :P I just put one right now :D
"Sheena *Auto-message: Crap. YOU just disturbed ME! I was blogging. *g1* I hate you. Asshole. :P” Yes I know you never liked me saying bad stuff :P
But do you care now :O!?
Acha so khair had an awesome day on Monday too :D We went to King Khalid hospital =D It was just so cool =/ I fell in love with everything there. XD.
I want to be a Doc SO badly now -_- Wish I could do magic :D I’d be doing an operation right now *hehem* Lol. Yes I’m still lame :P
I miss my cell phone XD. Its just so weird…The way we fall in lowe with things XD. Or people 8-) I was mean at times. I know. And I think of SO many things I said and did…I want to say sorry XD. I’m sorry :’)
So khair :D I’m fine :P I’m fine finneee fineee… FINEEEE XD :D LOL! Sorry -_-
And today was a good day.
Did you know that when the music is loud the frequency of our body matches that of the music :O! So we dance :O! Lol. Yes we did it in physics today :P There was this question…And I knew this was the answer…But when Mrs. asked…I stayed quiet thinking if I said it out loud everyone will laugh :P
Then we set all the tables…fixed the charts…Set the dishes…Wore our Abayas and waited for Sir Tanveer :D He was impressed :D And we took a picture with him :D And and andd andd I just loved the selling part :P I was so hyper…I was kinda yelling “Home baked double chocolate chip cookies” or or “BUY IT NOW!” :P
And I was SO happy every time someone bought it :D And lol even the few bad ones were sold =/ :P
Can you believe it…Mrs. R. saw the cookies and asked me if they were Kabab =/
I was like “o_O!!” :P
And we had no food left in the end :O! and we were soooooooo tired….Then A. and S. made Coffee for the whole class :D And my cofffeee ended up on me -_- And the teacher passing by thought I puked :P And said “tut-tut-tut” =/ I was like “Mrs. It’s coffee” :P
And my middle finger is still blue :S Hurts when I press it XD. And we took a few pictures too :D And in the end Mrs. Sameena bought us Pizza =/ I love her <3.
I got two slices *d4* :P
And then when I came home I didn’t even change…went straight to the kitchen and started baking brownies for Annie :P She has a function in her college :D
I hope it goes well XD. She was nervous XD. =)
Oh and Bhai is coming [iA] :D I shall try all my best to take my cell back :P
And I THINK I lost weight :P Just a leeeeeeeetle bit :P Cuz my Shalwar was loose to me today :O! :P :D
And yes. I’m proud of you :) Got a good score mA :) XD. Keep it up :D
Anyhow. Guess that’s it for now :D
Don’t want you to be bored :O!! You take good care of yourself. AND EAT!! -_-
And sleep early *okm* =P *hehem*
And and anddddd um….G’luck :D For everything –
Bye XD.
[I hope this post was “me me” :P Because Zunman did not like my latest posts :O! =|
Everything changes with time =/ Did I change :D? If I did….TELL ME NOW!! Leave a comment *okm*] =D
[Oh oh and yes I dared myself to stay happy allll the day :D :P Lets see :D]
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Awesomeness.
Hi :D
I’m so sleepy…I will sleep at 9 today ^_^ Seriously.
And I’ve ditched physics right now…And am posting :P The unit test is on Tuesday XD.
Guess I’ll pass with a D again :P Or fail *hehem*. Ahaha No. I WILL pass XD. =D
So I have been going through stuff XD =P Like this feeling…Which is not good =(
You know Mrs. S. was mad at us for some time XD. Whether it was because of some one else…or me XD. I just felt bad XD. Whether she read my blog or not…And THAT very specific post in which I wrote some mean stuff XD. I’m sorry = I’m really really sorry XD. I just feel SO bad XD. She is my teacher after all XD. And I love it when she’s happy…and cracking jokes in the class…It feels so good. XD.
It was really hard for me to look up at her since Wednesday…or was it Tuesday when she said that we learned our lesson…?
And not only her…Even Mrs. Sameena = I was looking down the whole time today XD.
I feel guilty. And bad.
Guess I was just really upset that day…The pressure had been building up inside me =(
My tiny little brain :P And heart XD I’m still a kid I guess XD.
I had to take it out. And I did. And then I even learned a lesson XD.
Khair. I took it out :D This thing was bugging me SO much XD!
You know the other day we were studying about the different types of muscles…and how Rigor Mortis sets in….And how Antagonistic pairs work…and the bones…the process of decomposition…And I was like SO SO SOOOOOO amazed XD…
LIKE! WOW GODDDD!!!! YOU ARE AWESOME XD =D
Everything is perfect…How your muscles contract using Calcium ions XD. The way the food you eat is broken down by respiration in the Kreb’s cycle…The way the heart muscle contracts spontaneously and never fatigues XD.
It left me shocked…Now when I move my arm…I recall the processes taking place within a few seconds…It’s just…Great…I’m speechless XD
I lowe you God. XD :)
And I will sleep at 9 ^_^ No matter what ^_^
G’nyte. XD :D
I’m so sleepy…I will sleep at 9 today ^_^ Seriously.
And I’ve ditched physics right now…And am posting :P The unit test is on Tuesday XD.
Guess I’ll pass with a D again :P Or fail *hehem*. Ahaha No. I WILL pass XD. =D
So I have been going through stuff XD =P Like this feeling…Which is not good =(
You know Mrs. S. was mad at us for some time XD. Whether it was because of some one else…or me XD. I just felt bad XD. Whether she read my blog or not…And THAT very specific post in which I wrote some mean stuff XD. I’m sorry = I’m really really sorry XD. I just feel SO bad XD. She is my teacher after all XD. And I love it when she’s happy…and cracking jokes in the class…It feels so good. XD.
It was really hard for me to look up at her since Wednesday…or was it Tuesday when she said that we learned our lesson…?
And not only her…Even Mrs. Sameena = I was looking down the whole time today XD.
I feel guilty. And bad.
Guess I was just really upset that day…The pressure had been building up inside me =(
My tiny little brain :P And heart XD I’m still a kid I guess XD.
I had to take it out. And I did. And then I even learned a lesson XD.
Khair. I took it out :D This thing was bugging me SO much XD!
You know the other day we were studying about the different types of muscles…and how Rigor Mortis sets in….And how Antagonistic pairs work…and the bones…the process of decomposition…And I was like SO SO SOOOOOO amazed XD…
LIKE! WOW GODDDD!!!! YOU ARE AWESOME XD =D
Everything is perfect…How your muscles contract using Calcium ions XD. The way the food you eat is broken down by respiration in the Kreb’s cycle…The way the heart muscle contracts spontaneously and never fatigues XD.
It left me shocked…Now when I move my arm…I recall the processes taking place within a few seconds…It’s just…Great…I’m speechless XD
I lowe you God. XD :)
And I will sleep at 9 ^_^ No matter what ^_^
G’nyte. XD :D
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Title-less =P
Hi :D :P
I’m tired…Like really really tired =/ Dimagh ghoom raha hai -_-
Just came from Zunmans place…Did physics kay pastpapers….If I was at home…I would’ve been sleeping after solving the first page :P *hehem*.
And I was acting like a kid -_- Sorry Zunman :P
So…Umm…LOL! I cut Rija’s hair at school =P Me, Rija and SaraH were in the bathroom :P And gr-10 girls kept on knocking on the door ^_^
I’m SO SORRY Rija = I mean…Really sorry :$ I think that you and SaraH should now say…“Never ever ever ever ever never ever never never ever ever EVER NEVER EVER!!....NEVER EVER GET A HAIR CUT FROM NOSH!!” :P
They’ll grow back soon :$ *hehem* :P You can cut my hair someday :$ :P
And and yes…I love you too Hajra XD. And hahahahaha you sounded so…lol..full of life when you called :D Now you’re back…Our moms will get tired of us =P
*tweets*
Back.
*Tweets again*
Ahahaha :P *coughs*. I just tweeted about the lizards :P And if you don’t read my tweets I will tell you here =P Nae choro gi :P
So lol…The maid killed a lizard with her foot today at school = *dies*!
Khair…I broke a lizard egg :D Bachi thi =P
And phir the whole week I felt that my left hand got infected :P It looked yellow to me :P
And In grade 7…I touched something in the lab…And tub bhi I thought my left hand got infected -_- It looked purple to me :P And I went crying to Mrs. Sameena :P
I lowe her <3.>
She is the best teacher <3>
Khair no more school talk :D
I wanted to blog yesterday...But couldn't...I wanted to blog about....my....
SENSES!!! = =p I was just in my room last night...and I realised that I have all = :D
And believe me...like...I was SO...Thankful to God Xd. I just thought of those people who can't see....hear..talk....I feel sorry for them =
And my mom always told me to be thankful XD I never paid attention....never noticed how important these things are XD I was just so busy thinking I'm not pretty =p
And that I'm darker than my sisters XD. That doesn't matter..Right?
I can hear :D
I can Tallkkk lallllaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D
I can smell :D All that yummy food ^_^ :P Ain't I a kid? :P
And tun-tana-na-na-na I have the most beautiful hands :D :P Oh lol yes that ain't a sense...But it is a part of one :D TOUCH! :D
*cough* I'm SO sad :( Because I posted this post and something effingly went wrong...and like SO much of it was missing XD...And I can't remember it *cry1*..
Khair...LOL! I was just SO high a minute ago :P And was going nuts :P
And now I'm crying over my post :O! :P Tut-tut-tut Psh. Bachi ^_^ :P
*Sigh* I guess I'll just stop here :D
G'nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. XD
I love my Mom. Dad. Bhai. Annie. Laiba. Rija. SaraH. Hajra. Zunaira. Express. Haya Mohammad. My whole class =p All the babies in the world <3. butameez ="p]">
Not to forget John Thornton :D
Lowe you too --
[Oh yea and the title :P *coughs* I couldn't think of anything :O! :P]
[Oh oh and LOL! I reached the twitter limit XD. Soo I CAN'T TWEET ANYMOREEE!! *sniifff*
Laters then :(]
=D
I’m tired…Like really really tired =/ Dimagh ghoom raha hai -_-
Just came from Zunmans place…Did physics kay pastpapers….If I was at home…I would’ve been sleeping after solving the first page :P *hehem*.
And I was acting like a kid -_- Sorry Zunman :P
So…Umm…LOL! I cut Rija’s hair at school =P Me, Rija and SaraH were in the bathroom :P And gr-10 girls kept on knocking on the door ^_^
I’m SO SORRY Rija = I mean…Really sorry :$ I think that you and SaraH should now say…“Never ever ever ever ever never ever never never ever ever EVER NEVER EVER!!....NEVER EVER GET A HAIR CUT FROM NOSH!!” :P
They’ll grow back soon :$ *hehem* :P You can cut my hair someday :$ :P
And and yes…I love you too Hajra XD. And hahahahaha you sounded so…lol..full of life when you called :D Now you’re back…Our moms will get tired of us =P
*tweets*
Back.
*Tweets again*
Ahahaha :P *coughs*. I just tweeted about the lizards :P And if you don’t read my tweets I will tell you here =P Nae choro gi :P
So lol…The maid killed a lizard with her foot today at school = *dies*!
Khair…I broke a lizard egg :D Bachi thi =P
And phir the whole week I felt that my left hand got infected :P It looked yellow to me :P
And In grade 7…I touched something in the lab…And tub bhi I thought my left hand got infected -_- It looked purple to me :P And I went crying to Mrs. Sameena :P
I lowe her <3.>
She is the best teacher <3>
Khair no more school talk :D
I wanted to blog yesterday...But couldn't...I wanted to blog about....my....
SENSES!!! = =p I was just in my room last night...and I realised that I have all = :D
And believe me...like...I was SO...Thankful to God Xd. I just thought of those people who can't see....hear..talk....I feel sorry for them =
And my mom always told me to be thankful XD I never paid attention....never noticed how important these things are XD I was just so busy thinking I'm not pretty =p
And that I'm darker than my sisters XD. That doesn't matter..Right?
I can hear :D
I can Tallkkk lallllaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D :D :D
I can smell :D All that yummy food ^_^ :P Ain't I a kid? :P
And tun-tana-na-na-na I have the most beautiful hands :D :P Oh lol yes that ain't a sense...But it is a part of one :D TOUCH! :D
*cough* I'm SO sad :( Because I posted this post and something effingly went wrong...and like SO much of it was missing XD...And I can't remember it *cry1*..
Khair...LOL! I was just SO high a minute ago :P And was going nuts :P
And now I'm crying over my post :O! :P Tut-tut-tut Psh. Bachi ^_^ :P
*Sigh* I guess I'll just stop here :D
G'nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. XD
I love my Mom. Dad. Bhai. Annie. Laiba. Rija. SaraH. Hajra. Zunaira. Express. Haya Mohammad. My whole class =p All the babies in the world <3. butameez ="p]">
Not to forget John Thornton :D
Lowe you too --
[Oh yea and the title :P *coughs* I couldn't think of anything :O! :P]
[Oh oh and LOL! I reached the twitter limit XD. Soo I CAN'T TWEET ANYMOREEE!! *sniifff*
Laters then :(]
=D
Friday, December 4, 2009
Losing XD.
Hey XD.
I could’ve tweeted about my feelings today just like any other day…But I don’t know why am I blogging…Maybe because I haven’t blogged in ages…Maybe because not many people read my tweets…or simply…maybe because I wanted something like what I’m going to blog today to you know…you know :P Yeah. Get it :) :P *hehem*
So I just realized today…My problems are not worth crying XD.
Money comes and goes, right?
All that matters is that you have the people you love with you. XD.
Today I saw a mother crying…Who lost her son yesterday XD. He was just 2 and a half year old…
And I was just looking at her…And she was talking about him…
“Mera beta…Mera beta..” XD
I had tears in my eyes XD. And they buried him in Jeddah…And you know…It’s cold there…And she was like “Usko saardi lagri hogi..”
Imagine a father burying his own son XD. Imagine a sister losing her brother =
I can not =/ I will not. I can’t think of losing my brother…And so I always pray I die before him =.
And that little boy has a twin sister XD. She is adorable…She was just wandering around…had no idea what’s going on…
How would she feel when she grows up…and finds out that she had a twin brother XD.
After looking at her a few times…and kissing on her cheek…I went in Zunman’s room…and we both started doing physics…And she came…and sat in my lap XD.
And and my arms were around her… I made her draw stuff…and then she pointed at my hand telling me to put it around her hand…so we both could draw together XD.
Such Cuteness I tell you XD.
Everybody loses somebody XD. Leaves a mark behind. Nobody can cover up.
This is the way it goes XD.
I have SO strong…like..Emotions in me right now…That was the best way I could describe it XD But…I just can’t write the way I feel right now…
Khair XD. May God give patience to all those who have lost somebody XD.
Guess that’s it for now :)
Schools starting on Sunday XD. Lol. Ab tau ge kaam say main :P
G’nyte – Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. Take care.
Lowe ya.
I could’ve tweeted about my feelings today just like any other day…But I don’t know why am I blogging…Maybe because I haven’t blogged in ages…Maybe because not many people read my tweets…or simply…maybe because I wanted something like what I’m going to blog today to you know…you know :P Yeah. Get it :) :P *hehem*
So I just realized today…My problems are not worth crying XD.
Money comes and goes, right?
All that matters is that you have the people you love with you. XD.
Today I saw a mother crying…Who lost her son yesterday XD. He was just 2 and a half year old…
And I was just looking at her…And she was talking about him…
“Mera beta…Mera beta..” XD
I had tears in my eyes XD. And they buried him in Jeddah…And you know…It’s cold there…And she was like “Usko saardi lagri hogi..”
Imagine a father burying his own son XD. Imagine a sister losing her brother =
I can not =/ I will not. I can’t think of losing my brother…And so I always pray I die before him =.
And that little boy has a twin sister XD. She is adorable…She was just wandering around…had no idea what’s going on…
How would she feel when she grows up…and finds out that she had a twin brother XD.
After looking at her a few times…and kissing on her cheek…I went in Zunman’s room…and we both started doing physics…And she came…and sat in my lap XD.
And and my arms were around her… I made her draw stuff…and then she pointed at my hand telling me to put it around her hand…so we both could draw together XD.
Such Cuteness I tell you XD.
Everybody loses somebody XD. Leaves a mark behind. Nobody can cover up.
This is the way it goes XD.
I have SO strong…like..Emotions in me right now…That was the best way I could describe it XD But…I just can’t write the way I feel right now…
Khair XD. May God give patience to all those who have lost somebody XD.
Guess that’s it for now :)
Schools starting on Sunday XD. Lol. Ab tau ge kaam say main :P
G’nyte – Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. Take care.
Lowe ya.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
With a broken heart...
Hey XD. (=
So I have finally moved all the posts here…[and because I didn't want to lose the comments I got...I copy pasted 'em too *shows teeth*] *sigh* Yes…I missed this blog like sooo much XD. It’s me :D Like that new blog…was not me :P It was so…lol funnily weird and ugly ^_^ I’m not into…You know what I mean…What am I saying *confused look* ^_^
I remember writing somewhere earlier in this blog…Wait lemme find it…
Yeah this:
“…we all have different views about things...couldn't blog because of 3 things =( one I never got the right time...second I felt as if I you know my blog is useless and careless piece of work..like I write because it feels good...but I also write because I know my friends would read it...but like what’s the use =/ you guys know me so well...and thirdly I didn't want to blog because checkout my blog man =P such a stupid layout =/ check out the colors =/ look at the titles I gave =P I mean I don't know =/ It's just this thing in me...I feel as if you know...like Rija's and SaraH's and Dudy's blogs are perfect =) and and everything is like arranged properly and it looks nice...You guys are so neat =/ and I'm not...it's hard to believe I'm a part of you guys XD and here I am saying it again...we all are different =)…”
And here I am…saying that I love this blog XD no matter how simple the layout is…or how dumb the titles are…I like it…I love it =)
So I’m having one of those days again…When I’m sad for no reason...or maybe there is a reason…but it’s not like something I should be worried about…It’s like…*sigh*
Its just confusing :P I’m fine in school…When I’m surrounded with the people that make me smile XD…And when I come home…everything just changes…not that I don’t love my family…I love them XD…but it’s like I stay in my room the whole day…and that’s what messes up everything XD it gives me time to think =/ And when I start thinking…I usually end up being sad XD.
I start to think about you. I think about my future. I think about my family. I think about all the possible things that could happen to me =/
And then I don’t stop…One thought just leads to another…
So like today…I was fine in school…Double bio went great XD Studied HIV…And lol Cuz Mrs. Sajda said no one is allowed to go out when free…The maths girls had to stay in class :P
Then free till break…Then Double Chem…She came in the class…And did not look up…Avoided eye-contacts…Just because of what happened XD l felt REALLY bad =( Because I wrote mean stuff in my blog =/ And *sigh* I thought I’d delete that post…but I just didn’t XD…
Anyhow she just finished the chapter…gave us the test…and went…and it was such a LONG test = Khair then had single physics -Yayness- Then yogggaaa :D
Omg did you know I can make a 90 degree [is there that degree sign anywhere :O!?] with my back :D :P and and that rolling back step…I LOVE IT :D!!! It’s so much fun :D SaraH said that I look like a ball when I do that ^_^
And Mama bought Cookie pudding last night…I took one pack to school…Yeah it was a mistake ^_^ :P I ended up feeding SaraH and Rija ^_^ Like literally ^_^ :P They are sitting and acting like kids…and I would take a spoon full and put it in Rija’s mouth…then SaraH’s ^_^
Theennnnn When I came home…my mood changed :O! What is wrong with me :(
Like I know what is right…I know it’s wrong to think about you now ^_^ Or maybe that’s not wrong :S Ok well that’s not the point ^_^ The point is…Ok wait its just that…Can’t you understand what I’m saying right now XD?
I’m a confused person ^_^ like no…It’s like I have it all in my head…It’s just not coming out :O!
I can’t…I just can’t =/
My lip hurts :( It’s been two days ^_^ And and I got this baaaddd cut on my hand =/
Almost 10…I can write more but am like….sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired *shows teeth*.
G’nyte XD, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. (=
Я все еще люблю тебя.
So I have finally moved all the posts here…[and because I didn't want to lose the comments I got...I copy pasted 'em too *shows teeth*] *sigh* Yes…I missed this blog like sooo much XD. It’s me :D Like that new blog…was not me :P It was so…lol funnily weird and ugly ^_^ I’m not into…You know what I mean…What am I saying *confused look* ^_^
I remember writing somewhere earlier in this blog…Wait lemme find it…
Yeah this:
“…we all have different views about things...couldn't blog because of 3 things =( one I never got the right time...second I felt as if I you know my blog is useless and careless piece of work..like I write because it feels good...but I also write because I know my friends would read it...but like what’s the use =/ you guys know me so well...and thirdly I didn't want to blog because checkout my blog man =P such a stupid layout =/ check out the colors =/ look at the titles I gave =P I mean I don't know =/ It's just this thing in me...I feel as if you know...like Rija's and SaraH's and Dudy's blogs are perfect =) and and everything is like arranged properly and it looks nice...You guys are so neat =/ and I'm not...it's hard to believe I'm a part of you guys XD and here I am saying it again...we all are different =)…”
And here I am…saying that I love this blog XD no matter how simple the layout is…or how dumb the titles are…I like it…I love it =)
So I’m having one of those days again…When I’m sad for no reason...or maybe there is a reason…but it’s not like something I should be worried about…It’s like…*sigh*
Its just confusing :P I’m fine in school…When I’m surrounded with the people that make me smile XD…And when I come home…everything just changes…not that I don’t love my family…I love them XD…but it’s like I stay in my room the whole day…and that’s what messes up everything XD it gives me time to think =/ And when I start thinking…I usually end up being sad XD.
I start to think about you. I think about my future. I think about my family. I think about all the possible things that could happen to me =/
And then I don’t stop…One thought just leads to another…
So like today…I was fine in school…Double bio went great XD Studied HIV…And lol Cuz Mrs. Sajda said no one is allowed to go out when free…The maths girls had to stay in class :P
Then free till break…Then Double Chem…She came in the class…And did not look up…Avoided eye-contacts…Just because of what happened XD l felt REALLY bad =( Because I wrote mean stuff in my blog =/ And *sigh* I thought I’d delete that post…but I just didn’t XD…
Anyhow she just finished the chapter…gave us the test…and went…and it was such a LONG test = Khair then had single physics -Yayness- Then yogggaaa :D
Omg did you know I can make a 90 degree [is there that degree sign anywhere :O!?] with my back :D :P and and that rolling back step…I LOVE IT :D!!! It’s so much fun :D SaraH said that I look like a ball when I do that ^_^
And Mama bought Cookie pudding last night…I took one pack to school…Yeah it was a mistake ^_^ :P I ended up feeding SaraH and Rija ^_^ Like literally ^_^ :P They are sitting and acting like kids…and I would take a spoon full and put it in Rija’s mouth…then SaraH’s ^_^
Theennnnn When I came home…my mood changed :O! What is wrong with me :(
Like I know what is right…I know it’s wrong to think about you now ^_^ Or maybe that’s not wrong :S Ok well that’s not the point ^_^ The point is…Ok wait its just that…Can’t you understand what I’m saying right now XD?
I’m a confused person ^_^ like no…It’s like I have it all in my head…It’s just not coming out :O!
I can’t…I just can’t =/
My lip hurts :( It’s been two days ^_^ And and I got this baaaddd cut on my hand =/
Almost 10…I can write more but am like….sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired *shows teeth*.
G’nyte XD, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. (=
Я все еще люблю тебя.
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