Hey XD.
I could’ve tweeted about my feelings today just like any other day…But I don’t know why am I blogging…Maybe because I haven’t blogged in ages…Maybe because not many people read my tweets…or simply…maybe because I wanted something like what I’m going to blog today to you know…you know :P Yeah. Get it :) :P *hehem*
So I just realized today…My problems are not worth crying XD.
Money comes and goes, right?
All that matters is that you have the people you love with you. XD.
Today I saw a mother crying…Who lost her son yesterday XD. He was just 2 and a half year old…
And I was just looking at her…And she was talking about him…
“Mera beta…Mera beta..” XD
I had tears in my eyes XD. And they buried him in Jeddah…And you know…It’s cold there…And she was like “Usko saardi lagri hogi..”
Imagine a father burying his own son XD. Imagine a sister losing her brother =
I can not =/ I will not. I can’t think of losing my brother…And so I always pray I die before him =.
And that little boy has a twin sister XD. She is adorable…She was just wandering around…had no idea what’s going on…
How would she feel when she grows up…and finds out that she had a twin brother XD.
After looking at her a few times…and kissing on her cheek…I went in Zunman’s room…and we both started doing physics…And she came…and sat in my lap XD.
And and my arms were around her… I made her draw stuff…and then she pointed at my hand telling me to put it around her hand…so we both could draw together XD.
Such Cuteness I tell you XD.
Everybody loses somebody XD. Leaves a mark behind. Nobody can cover up.
This is the way it goes XD.
I have SO strong…like..Emotions in me right now…That was the best way I could describe it XD But…I just can’t write the way I feel right now…
Khair XD. May God give patience to all those who have lost somebody XD.
Guess that’s it for now :)
Schools starting on Sunday XD. Lol. Ab tau ge kaam say main :P
G’nyte – Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. Take care.
Lowe ya.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
With a broken heart...
Hey XD. (=
So I have finally moved all the posts here…[and because I didn't want to lose the comments I got...I copy pasted 'em too *shows teeth*] *sigh* Yes…I missed this blog like sooo much XD. It’s me :D Like that new blog…was not me :P It was so…lol funnily weird and ugly ^_^ I’m not into…You know what I mean…What am I saying *confused look* ^_^
I remember writing somewhere earlier in this blog…Wait lemme find it…
Yeah this:
“…we all have different views about things...couldn't blog because of 3 things =( one I never got the right time...second I felt as if I you know my blog is useless and careless piece of work..like I write because it feels good...but I also write because I know my friends would read it...but like what’s the use =/ you guys know me so well...and thirdly I didn't want to blog because checkout my blog man =P such a stupid layout =/ check out the colors =/ look at the titles I gave =P I mean I don't know =/ It's just this thing in me...I feel as if you know...like Rija's and SaraH's and Dudy's blogs are perfect =) and and everything is like arranged properly and it looks nice...You guys are so neat =/ and I'm not...it's hard to believe I'm a part of you guys XD and here I am saying it again...we all are different =)…”
And here I am…saying that I love this blog XD no matter how simple the layout is…or how dumb the titles are…I like it…I love it =)
So I’m having one of those days again…When I’m sad for no reason...or maybe there is a reason…but it’s not like something I should be worried about…It’s like…*sigh*
Its just confusing :P I’m fine in school…When I’m surrounded with the people that make me smile XD…And when I come home…everything just changes…not that I don’t love my family…I love them XD…but it’s like I stay in my room the whole day…and that’s what messes up everything XD it gives me time to think =/ And when I start thinking…I usually end up being sad XD.
I start to think about you. I think about my future. I think about my family. I think about all the possible things that could happen to me =/
And then I don’t stop…One thought just leads to another…
So like today…I was fine in school…Double bio went great XD Studied HIV…And lol Cuz Mrs. Sajda said no one is allowed to go out when free…The maths girls had to stay in class :P
Then free till break…Then Double Chem…She came in the class…And did not look up…Avoided eye-contacts…Just because of what happened XD l felt REALLY bad =( Because I wrote mean stuff in my blog =/ And *sigh* I thought I’d delete that post…but I just didn’t XD…
Anyhow she just finished the chapter…gave us the test…and went…and it was such a LONG test = Khair then had single physics -Yayness- Then yogggaaa :D
Omg did you know I can make a 90 degree [is there that degree sign anywhere :O!?] with my back :D :P and and that rolling back step…I LOVE IT :D!!! It’s so much fun :D SaraH said that I look like a ball when I do that ^_^
And Mama bought Cookie pudding last night…I took one pack to school…Yeah it was a mistake ^_^ :P I ended up feeding SaraH and Rija ^_^ Like literally ^_^ :P They are sitting and acting like kids…and I would take a spoon full and put it in Rija’s mouth…then SaraH’s ^_^
Theennnnn When I came home…my mood changed :O! What is wrong with me :(
Like I know what is right…I know it’s wrong to think about you now ^_^ Or maybe that’s not wrong :S Ok well that’s not the point ^_^ The point is…Ok wait its just that…Can’t you understand what I’m saying right now XD?
I’m a confused person ^_^ like no…It’s like I have it all in my head…It’s just not coming out :O!
I can’t…I just can’t =/
My lip hurts :( It’s been two days ^_^ And and I got this baaaddd cut on my hand =/
Almost 10…I can write more but am like….sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired *shows teeth*.
G’nyte XD, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. (=
Я все еще люблю тебя.
So I have finally moved all the posts here…[and because I didn't want to lose the comments I got...I copy pasted 'em too *shows teeth*] *sigh* Yes…I missed this blog like sooo much XD. It’s me :D Like that new blog…was not me :P It was so…lol funnily weird and ugly ^_^ I’m not into…You know what I mean…What am I saying *confused look* ^_^
I remember writing somewhere earlier in this blog…Wait lemme find it…
Yeah this:
“…we all have different views about things...couldn't blog because of 3 things =( one I never got the right time...second I felt as if I you know my blog is useless and careless piece of work..like I write because it feels good...but I also write because I know my friends would read it...but like what’s the use =/ you guys know me so well...and thirdly I didn't want to blog because checkout my blog man =P such a stupid layout =/ check out the colors =/ look at the titles I gave =P I mean I don't know =/ It's just this thing in me...I feel as if you know...like Rija's and SaraH's and Dudy's blogs are perfect =) and and everything is like arranged properly and it looks nice...You guys are so neat =/ and I'm not...it's hard to believe I'm a part of you guys XD and here I am saying it again...we all are different =)…”
And here I am…saying that I love this blog XD no matter how simple the layout is…or how dumb the titles are…I like it…I love it =)
So I’m having one of those days again…When I’m sad for no reason...or maybe there is a reason…but it’s not like something I should be worried about…It’s like…*sigh*
Its just confusing :P I’m fine in school…When I’m surrounded with the people that make me smile XD…And when I come home…everything just changes…not that I don’t love my family…I love them XD…but it’s like I stay in my room the whole day…and that’s what messes up everything XD it gives me time to think =/ And when I start thinking…I usually end up being sad XD.
I start to think about you. I think about my future. I think about my family. I think about all the possible things that could happen to me =/
And then I don’t stop…One thought just leads to another…
So like today…I was fine in school…Double bio went great XD Studied HIV…And lol Cuz Mrs. Sajda said no one is allowed to go out when free…The maths girls had to stay in class :P
Then free till break…Then Double Chem…She came in the class…And did not look up…Avoided eye-contacts…Just because of what happened XD l felt REALLY bad =( Because I wrote mean stuff in my blog =/ And *sigh* I thought I’d delete that post…but I just didn’t XD…
Anyhow she just finished the chapter…gave us the test…and went…and it was such a LONG test = Khair then had single physics -Yayness- Then yogggaaa :D
Omg did you know I can make a 90 degree [is there that degree sign anywhere :O!?] with my back :D :P and and that rolling back step…I LOVE IT :D!!! It’s so much fun :D SaraH said that I look like a ball when I do that ^_^
And Mama bought Cookie pudding last night…I took one pack to school…Yeah it was a mistake ^_^ :P I ended up feeding SaraH and Rija ^_^ Like literally ^_^ :P They are sitting and acting like kids…and I would take a spoon full and put it in Rija’s mouth…then SaraH’s ^_^
Theennnnn When I came home…my mood changed :O! What is wrong with me :(
Like I know what is right…I know it’s wrong to think about you now ^_^ Or maybe that’s not wrong :S Ok well that’s not the point ^_^ The point is…Ok wait its just that…Can’t you understand what I’m saying right now XD?
I’m a confused person ^_^ like no…It’s like I have it all in my head…It’s just not coming out :O!
I can’t…I just can’t =/
My lip hurts :( It’s been two days ^_^ And and I got this baaaddd cut on my hand =/
Almost 10…I can write more but am like….sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired *shows teeth*.
G’nyte XD, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams. (=
Я все еще люблю тебя.
Holding on..
Omg omg omgggggg :D I’m blogging :D :P Lol After SO long =D Happiness. Yayness. Lameness *shows teeth* :P
Not getting time to blog these days…By the time I come back from school…I’m dead tired ^_^ And like no ones home when I come…So I change…Clean around…and then set the lunch for everyone…make tea…And then wait for every one to come back :D And then I eat with them XD.
Even though I’m so tired everyday…I just do that because I love my mom XD. And because she is so tired when she comes back…And Annie too….and Laiba is just 10…And dad…Lol How can I make my dad work :P? Lol though he loves to do all that :P He cooks good :D Spicy ^_^ At times we have to pull him out of the kitchen ^_^
So in the end it’s just me :D
And I feel good…when I see their faces…when they see that everything is set before they come XD. I just love doing it. (=
Then till 3 to 3:30…I just chill…sit around…tell mom what I did in school…then I take half an hour taking out my books ^_^ :P then from 4 to 6 or 7 I study :D and then come on…but yesterday and today…I was SO tired…that I slept ^_^ And upar say I was so like…upset…confused…heartbroken :P
Like day before yesterday…I got scolded in physics :O! Wasn’t even my fault =/
Thank you SaraH Malik ^_^ I so hate you for that :P So like because SaraH doesn’t like physics…her head rolling here and there…usually on my shoulder :P…Was writing on my book :O! :P And Mrs. Saw that ^_^ And she comes and says to me…
"What are ju doing? Come and sit in the front” ^_^
And LOL I gave the silliest and the most unexpected answer EVER! I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that =/ And am not telling you what I said :$
So I went and sat sub say agay ^_^ MERI baisti ^_^ BleUgh. SaraH =/
Then today…Mrs. Sameena scolded me :O! Ok not scold…mockingly she said to me…
“That shows your lack of interest I Biology…”
And I was HEARTBROKEN (U) *sniff* What have I ever doneeeee?!?!?
Ok yea I know…I left one question =/ ONE FREAKING FUCKING QUESTION =/ Truth bolo daant paray….Na bolo tau she’ll say you should’ve told me before…and after the class even Hiba said…
“Kissnay kaha tha itni honest bano” =/
Mrs. Sameena is the last teacher I’d ever lie to :( Ok fine maybe I did deserve to get scolded…Because she never scolded me :P and because I did not do ONE question ^_^
I was just upset…cuz Bio is the only subject that I ever study properly…the subject I love…And stuff stuff :(
Not that I don’t try =/ I work when I need to :P
Yes yes we need to work hard to get bla bla bla =/ and I don’t get a good grade cuz I don’t work hard enough =/ You want me to be a nerd with a boring life with no net and just books books and books? You want me to sit in the side of the class where the nerds sit :O!? You want me to sit quietly :O!? You want me to not laugh :O!? lol yeah this is the kind of nerds we have in class…They don’t talk ^_^ Not friendly :O! Don’t do aerobics or yoga with us :O! How can I be like them :O!?
Ok who is saying be like them ^_^
Khair lol I got a C in the test :D :P in Bio and chem. :D Physics main tau D aya aik test main and B in the other one *shows teeth* :P
And we get so much hw…like not like SO much…but enough to make you busy for a long timeeeeee…and to drain all the energy out…that you don’t feel like doing anything after your done…other thn net :P cuz it does not require a lot of energy :P Bhait ker use kero ^_^ And lol I’m just getting lazier day by day ^_^ No exercise in school [yes other thn that ONE class of yoga or aerobics in a week ^_^] …no basketball….just glued to the chair…or just eat in break…and lol you think I’d exercise at home :P?
NO! Hell fucking no *shows teeth*.
Lol and then Mrs. Sajda says you guys have nothing in your life to do…bla bla bla…
Ok enough of complaining :D And backbiting 8-) :P
Other then that…we 3 [Rija, Sarah and me]…do not waste a single minute we have :O! :P Lol but today break was the only time we 3 were together…and Hajra “kidnapped” me :P Lol cuz we both hadn’t talked in ages either…She takes ICT…doesn’t take Bio or Phys…So when we are free…she isn’t…and same goes for Rija :( A math girl…With 2 bio ones :D We fit in :D Perfectly. We complete each other XD (=
And I’m so used to wearing this hair thing…That when I take it off… I look weird :D
And lol yes I’m excited for the colour day on Wednesday :D :P Not a big deal…just that FINALLY some colours in this dull small green and white school ^_^ And like we look like prisoners in class :P Cuz we still haven’t bought the coloured scarves ^_^ Thought of buying turquoise :D So Mrs. said that we wear black abaya ones till we get those ^_^
So black and white everywhere you look…It’s a tortureeeee :O! mental torture :O!!
Yes yes no complaining :D I’m a happy lil fat girl who wears glasses and gets busted usually :D :P
And I had to blog for SaraH…for her birthday…on 12th October :$ And I didn’t :$
I’m SO sorry lowe :D (L).
:’ll just write all I wanted to…But lol I don’t remember anything :$
*thinks of something good*
Yes… :P Lol ok I can’t think of anything :P :D Umm….
Yesss…You’re 17 :D :P Bachi ^_^ Turgid lady. Nerd. Freak Racist. :P
You’re the best God given gift XD.
A good daughter…A good sister…A good human XD.
A person who wears colourful socks everyday :P [Yes, you to Rija :P Lol kia baat hai :D Colourful people :D]
And I love your hair cut :D
You’re tortured with me :P Help me to survive :D Eat my lunch ^_^ :P Lol and I eat yours ;P
Was your last birthday with me XD. Lol and that day sucked :P Were not free :O!
But we did have fun last year with the ice-cream you brought just for me and Rija :D And we ate it…melted ^_^ cuz we were not free :( :P Sorry couldn’t do anything special that day XD. Middle of the week…and SO much work ^_^.
I owe you a big one XD…We’ll do something soon :D Just once again…Happy birthday SaraH :D I love you a lot. :D And if I ever get scolded cuz of you again…You’re SO dead (= :P
Ahh my head is spinning….*faints* Can you believe it…I had 3 cups of tea today =
This is called Hajra-Nazir-affect ^_^.
And I hate that Viruses and Bacteria walla chapter ^_^ Ewe. Boring.
It’s not hard…I just don’t like it =/ I’d love to study something about Humans :D
That chapter is just like…uff whatever ^_^
Hiba was saying again…that she’ll be so sad after A2 finishes =/ Cuz no more Boobalina :P And I was happy ^_^ :P No more making fun of me :P
I’ll miss everybody SO much XD. More than 12 years in this school XD.
I saw it change :D :P Get jealous :P *sticks tongue out at you* :P And now I hate it so much :D :P The only good thing I got in the end…was friends :D :P
I guess this is enough for now =D
Will blog whenever I can next time :D
It’s 12 :O! Bed time for Cinderella ;P :P
G’nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams…Take care…and have a nice day tomorrow :D
Bye XD.
Not getting time to blog these days…By the time I come back from school…I’m dead tired ^_^ And like no ones home when I come…So I change…Clean around…and then set the lunch for everyone…make tea…And then wait for every one to come back :D And then I eat with them XD.
Even though I’m so tired everyday…I just do that because I love my mom XD. And because she is so tired when she comes back…And Annie too….and Laiba is just 10…And dad…Lol How can I make my dad work :P? Lol though he loves to do all that :P He cooks good :D Spicy ^_^ At times we have to pull him out of the kitchen ^_^
So in the end it’s just me :D
And I feel good…when I see their faces…when they see that everything is set before they come XD. I just love doing it. (=
Then till 3 to 3:30…I just chill…sit around…tell mom what I did in school…then I take half an hour taking out my books ^_^ :P then from 4 to 6 or 7 I study :D and then come on…but yesterday and today…I was SO tired…that I slept ^_^ And upar say I was so like…upset…confused…heartbroken :P
Like day before yesterday…I got scolded in physics :O! Wasn’t even my fault =/
Thank you SaraH Malik ^_^ I so hate you for that :P So like because SaraH doesn’t like physics…her head rolling here and there…usually on my shoulder :P…Was writing on my book :O! :P And Mrs. Saw that ^_^ And she comes and says to me…
"What are ju doing? Come and sit in the front” ^_^
And LOL I gave the silliest and the most unexpected answer EVER! I don’t know what I was thinking when I said that =/ And am not telling you what I said :$
So I went and sat sub say agay ^_^ MERI baisti ^_^ BleUgh. SaraH =/
Then today…Mrs. Sameena scolded me :O! Ok not scold…mockingly she said to me…
“That shows your lack of interest I Biology…”
And I was HEARTBROKEN (U) *sniff* What have I ever doneeeee?!?!?
Ok yea I know…I left one question =/ ONE FREAKING FUCKING QUESTION =/ Truth bolo daant paray….Na bolo tau she’ll say you should’ve told me before…and after the class even Hiba said…
“Kissnay kaha tha itni honest bano” =/
Mrs. Sameena is the last teacher I’d ever lie to :( Ok fine maybe I did deserve to get scolded…Because she never scolded me :P and because I did not do ONE question ^_^
I was just upset…cuz Bio is the only subject that I ever study properly…the subject I love…And stuff stuff :(
Not that I don’t try =/ I work when I need to :P
Yes yes we need to work hard to get bla bla bla =/ and I don’t get a good grade cuz I don’t work hard enough =/ You want me to be a nerd with a boring life with no net and just books books and books? You want me to sit in the side of the class where the nerds sit :O!? You want me to sit quietly :O!? You want me to not laugh :O!? lol yeah this is the kind of nerds we have in class…They don’t talk ^_^ Not friendly :O! Don’t do aerobics or yoga with us :O! How can I be like them :O!?
Ok who is saying be like them ^_^
Khair lol I got a C in the test :D :P in Bio and chem. :D Physics main tau D aya aik test main and B in the other one *shows teeth* :P
And we get so much hw…like not like SO much…but enough to make you busy for a long timeeeeee…and to drain all the energy out…that you don’t feel like doing anything after your done…other thn net :P cuz it does not require a lot of energy :P Bhait ker use kero ^_^ And lol I’m just getting lazier day by day ^_^ No exercise in school [yes other thn that ONE class of yoga or aerobics in a week ^_^] …no basketball….just glued to the chair…or just eat in break…and lol you think I’d exercise at home :P?
NO! Hell fucking no *shows teeth*.
Lol and then Mrs. Sajda says you guys have nothing in your life to do…bla bla bla…
Ok enough of complaining :D And backbiting 8-) :P
Other then that…we 3 [Rija, Sarah and me]…do not waste a single minute we have :O! :P Lol but today break was the only time we 3 were together…and Hajra “kidnapped” me :P Lol cuz we both hadn’t talked in ages either…She takes ICT…doesn’t take Bio or Phys…So when we are free…she isn’t…and same goes for Rija :( A math girl…With 2 bio ones :D We fit in :D Perfectly. We complete each other XD (=
And I’m so used to wearing this hair thing…That when I take it off… I look weird :D
And lol yes I’m excited for the colour day on Wednesday :D :P Not a big deal…just that FINALLY some colours in this dull small green and white school ^_^ And like we look like prisoners in class :P Cuz we still haven’t bought the coloured scarves ^_^ Thought of buying turquoise :D So Mrs. said that we wear black abaya ones till we get those ^_^
So black and white everywhere you look…It’s a tortureeeee :O! mental torture :O!!
Yes yes no complaining :D I’m a happy lil fat girl who wears glasses and gets busted usually :D :P
And I had to blog for SaraH…for her birthday…on 12th October :$ And I didn’t :$
I’m SO sorry lowe :D (L).
:’ll just write all I wanted to…But lol I don’t remember anything :$
*thinks of something good*
Yes… :P Lol ok I can’t think of anything :P :D Umm….
Yesss…You’re 17 :D :P Bachi ^_^ Turgid lady. Nerd. Freak Racist. :P
You’re the best God given gift XD.
A good daughter…A good sister…A good human XD.
A person who wears colourful socks everyday :P [Yes, you to Rija :P Lol kia baat hai :D Colourful people :D]
And I love your hair cut :D
You’re tortured with me :P Help me to survive :D Eat my lunch ^_^ :P Lol and I eat yours ;P
Was your last birthday with me XD. Lol and that day sucked :P Were not free :O!
But we did have fun last year with the ice-cream you brought just for me and Rija :D And we ate it…melted ^_^ cuz we were not free :( :P Sorry couldn’t do anything special that day XD. Middle of the week…and SO much work ^_^.
I owe you a big one XD…We’ll do something soon :D Just once again…Happy birthday SaraH :D I love you a lot. :D And if I ever get scolded cuz of you again…You’re SO dead (= :P
Ahh my head is spinning….*faints* Can you believe it…I had 3 cups of tea today =
This is called Hajra-Nazir-affect ^_^.
And I hate that Viruses and Bacteria walla chapter ^_^ Ewe. Boring.
It’s not hard…I just don’t like it =/ I’d love to study something about Humans :D
That chapter is just like…uff whatever ^_^
Hiba was saying again…that she’ll be so sad after A2 finishes =/ Cuz no more Boobalina :P And I was happy ^_^ :P No more making fun of me :P
I’ll miss everybody SO much XD. More than 12 years in this school XD.
I saw it change :D :P Get jealous :P *sticks tongue out at you* :P And now I hate it so much :D :P The only good thing I got in the end…was friends :D :P
I guess this is enough for now =D
Will blog whenever I can next time :D
It’s 12 :O! Bed time for Cinderella ;P :P
G’nyte, Sleeptyte, Sweetdreams…Take care…and have a nice day tomorrow :D
Bye XD.
BleUgh. =P
BleUgh…School is starting in less then two weeks from now =/ Kill me =/
I don’t know how it’s going to be in the new building…with NO BASKETBALL *dies*…
*sigh* Daaant alag paray gi =/ :E bahahhahahah Do I care =p? Actually you know what…I do care =/ :P
So I slept in the morning…and then I got up around 11…and heard mum talking to Annie in a low voice…Well I am the type who’d just go back to sleep…but didn’t today…heard them…and then my eyes were wide open…not believing what I just heard…might not be a big deal for you guys…for me…it was like…the world has come an end…and I was just staring at the ceiling…everything was a blur…and then I finally got out of bed…wore my glasses…and went and sat in Bhais room… and my mom was just trying to pretend it’s okay…but I saw tears in her eyes…and I tried giving her hope which I had lost myself long ago XD
All I want is to see my parents happy…
Dad was really upset too after he heard about it…And then when we had dinner…it was so weird…Everybody was quiet…I hardly ate…I couldn’t look at mama…Dad said he didn’t feel like eating…so he wasn’t sitting with us…and Bhai was like okay…
Well he’s a grown-up and maybe he’s used to this stuff by now…and he understands more…I don’t XD 17 but I don’t want to accept the truth as it is…Can’t it change? It has to change…Not for me…Atleast for my parents XD I just want to see them happy =)
Blegh…My hiccups ain’t stopping =/
I had a dream…that I had 9 followers :P =D Somebody please make my dream come true =D :P :E
Thank you Rija XD Saying it 10000000000000000000000000000000th time that I love u =P and lol yeah I wasn’t pissed at for what you did with me :P that podcast thing :P just was a little shocked after hearing my own voice :P it was SO SO SO ugly =/
And you to Hajra =D *hiccups* for calling :P Finally ^_^ :P
Blegh and I think Sarah died =/ Haven’t heard from her…haven’t seen her on either :O!!!
Getting fever =/ Blegh swine flu hogia hai :P bahahaahaah I’m gna die =D =
Lol Rija and I still think that we both have cancer =/
Blegh you called ME an idiot :O!! =P bahahaahh lol I feel weird =/ but YOU called ME an idiot :O!!! like YOUUU =/ You you =/ *hehem* *mental* :E
Blegh whatever ^_^ Grow up Nosh ^_^
Guess that’s all I wanted to write =) No actually I have SO much to write about =/ But don’t feel like writing :E
G’nyte.
I don’t know how it’s going to be in the new building…with NO BASKETBALL *dies*…
*sigh* Daaant alag paray gi =/ :E bahahhahahah Do I care =p? Actually you know what…I do care =/ :P
So I slept in the morning…and then I got up around 11…and heard mum talking to Annie in a low voice…Well I am the type who’d just go back to sleep…but didn’t today…heard them…and then my eyes were wide open…not believing what I just heard…might not be a big deal for you guys…for me…it was like…the world has come an end…and I was just staring at the ceiling…everything was a blur…and then I finally got out of bed…wore my glasses…and went and sat in Bhais room… and my mom was just trying to pretend it’s okay…but I saw tears in her eyes…and I tried giving her hope which I had lost myself long ago XD
All I want is to see my parents happy…
Dad was really upset too after he heard about it…And then when we had dinner…it was so weird…Everybody was quiet…I hardly ate…I couldn’t look at mama…Dad said he didn’t feel like eating…so he wasn’t sitting with us…and Bhai was like okay…
Well he’s a grown-up and maybe he’s used to this stuff by now…and he understands more…I don’t XD 17 but I don’t want to accept the truth as it is…Can’t it change? It has to change…Not for me…Atleast for my parents XD I just want to see them happy =)
Blegh…My hiccups ain’t stopping =/
I had a dream…that I had 9 followers :P =D Somebody please make my dream come true =D :P :E
Thank you Rija XD Saying it 10000000000000000000000000000000th time that I love u =P and lol yeah I wasn’t pissed at for what you did with me :P that podcast thing :P just was a little shocked after hearing my own voice :P it was SO SO SO ugly =/
And you to Hajra =D *hiccups* for calling :P Finally ^_^ :P
Blegh and I think Sarah died =/ Haven’t heard from her…haven’t seen her on either :O!!!
Getting fever =/ Blegh swine flu hogia hai :P bahahaahaah I’m gna die =D =
Lol Rija and I still think that we both have cancer =/
Blegh you called ME an idiot :O!! =P bahahaahh lol I feel weird =/ but YOU called ME an idiot :O!!! like YOUUU =/ You you =/ *hehem* *mental* :E
Blegh whatever ^_^ Grow up Nosh ^_^
Guess that’s all I wanted to write =) No actually I have SO much to write about =/ But don’t feel like writing :E
G’nyte.
N.P.
Can you see it =D? That small dot type thingy on my nose is the nose sticker thingy :D :D :D :D
How does it look :D? Lol my nose looks SO long ^_^ lol weird picture but whatever *d4*
I took the picture just right now =D I was gnna crop it up more but then =/ How will you know how does it look by just seeing me nose ^_^ :P Soooo :D :D :D?
Real main the sticker looks much larger =/ lol Zunaira is blind ^_^ :P
I want the pierce so badly now =/ But what if it hurts =?
*dies*
Lol the last time when I got my ears pierced like in gr-7...I cried even before something happened =/ Like my Aunt...She's a doctor...She did it at home :P I saw the large needle and I was gonna faint =P but then when she gave the anesthesia...I felt no pain...I had freaked out thinking about that huge needle in my ear :P =)
Nehow...Pray I get it done soon =)
*d4*
How does it look :D? Lol my nose looks SO long ^_^ lol weird picture but whatever *d4*
I took the picture just right now =D I was gnna crop it up more but then =/ How will you know how does it look by just seeing me nose ^_^ :P Soooo :D :D :D?
Real main the sticker looks much larger =/ lol Zunaira is blind ^_^ :P
I want the pierce so badly now =/ But what if it hurts =?
*dies*
Lol the last time when I got my ears pierced like in gr-7...I cried even before something happened =/ Like my Aunt...She's a doctor...She did it at home :P I saw the large needle and I was gonna faint =P but then when she gave the anesthesia...I felt no pain...I had freaked out thinking about that huge needle in my ear :P =)
Nehow...Pray I get it done soon =)
*d4*
Missing.
Heyy =D
Really tired right now…still trying to get a good picture of my nose =P
Mum said I could get a nose-pierce *d4* Annie wants one too now =D Dad was okay with it =P Laiba said I looked good =D and Bhai…umm he doesn’t care cuz it’s not his nose =P
My nails look big today =/ Crazy *:M*
Hina called today =D She’s still in a shock with that Izza-getting-engaged-thingy =P
We talked and talked and talked…till I had to close it =( Cuz had to get ready…lol she’s not doing the physics hw cuz I’m not doing it *hehem* Marain gay duno =P pehlay hi we both got a C in physics =/ Whatever *d4* Annie said getting a C in physics was great =P =D Or was she just trying to make me feel better =/?
Lol I tore my trousers from the weirdest place ever 8-) =/ Lol like I didn’t do anything =P khudi phut gaya (A) :P
I’m SO not looking forward to going to that new building thingy =( I’ll die = and get more fat = Like basketball was the only exercise I got =/ Though I never ran =P but still man =/ Where ever you look there is a wall = [lol yeah exaggerating :P]
Ok I’m blank now =/ nothing to write about…I’m not even thinking anything =/
Nehow G’nyte then =D
Take care…
[Gosh btw I was missing my old blog today =/ Like a while ago =P I check it often…I miss using it =/ and love it’s name thingy =/ and and its simplicity =/ but back then the thought of it being simple bugged me…I might start using it again…]
Really tired right now…still trying to get a good picture of my nose =P
Mum said I could get a nose-pierce *d4* Annie wants one too now =D Dad was okay with it =P Laiba said I looked good =D and Bhai…umm he doesn’t care cuz it’s not his nose =P
My nails look big today =/ Crazy *:M*
Hina called today =D She’s still in a shock with that Izza-getting-engaged-thingy =P
We talked and talked and talked…till I had to close it =( Cuz had to get ready…lol she’s not doing the physics hw cuz I’m not doing it *hehem* Marain gay duno =P pehlay hi we both got a C in physics =/ Whatever *d4* Annie said getting a C in physics was great =P =D Or was she just trying to make me feel better =/?
Lol I tore my trousers from the weirdest place ever 8-) =/ Lol like I didn’t do anything =P khudi phut gaya (A) :P
I’m SO not looking forward to going to that new building thingy =( I’ll die = and get more fat = Like basketball was the only exercise I got =/ Though I never ran =P but still man =/ Where ever you look there is a wall = [lol yeah exaggerating :P]
Ok I’m blank now =/ nothing to write about…I’m not even thinking anything =/
Nehow G’nyte then =D
Take care…
[Gosh btw I was missing my old blog today =/ Like a while ago =P I check it often…I miss using it =/ and love it’s name thingy =/ and and its simplicity =/ but back then the thought of it being simple bugged me…I might start using it again…]
Ways of life.
Helllooo…
I’m good =) Had a nice day…at Areejs place =D All we did was…laugh…laugh...laugh…ate…laugh…watched a movie [“The girl next door” XD It was an awesome one XD True story…In the end when the girl died…I had a tear in my eye…lights were off…wanted to cry more…but then I didn’t wanna look like a baby infront of Rija and Zunaira and Areej once again =P So I controlled…it was so sad…wanted to cry because aik tau to some extent I know what the real girl had actually gone through XD…and secondly…gosh XD Wish I could do something for these kinda people…girls who are raped…used as a source of pleasure…tortured…I will inshAllah…Wait and watch you f****** men…Like you have no idea…I can explode with anger right now…man and that girl was just 19 = assholes *g1*…you should watch it…If it doesn’t move you…doesn’t touches you…means you don’t have a heart =/ means you don’t understand what it feel likes to be in her place XD…Gosh I’m pissed XD…] and then ate…and then laughed….then Rija left…and we 3 did make-up *hehem* =P Was fun =D I’m actually good at doing it =D Used the liquid liner for the first time…and had put it on Areej as smooth as possible =D
And right now I have that nose-stud-type-sticker on my nose =D I’m not gna take it off =/ If the glue finishes I’ll put more glue =/ I LOVE it (L)…I so want to get a real one =D I will 8-) Some people said it won’t look good on me…or that I’ll look to desi =/ and somebody also said that the innocence and grace on my face will vanish if I get a nose pierce =/ But I will get it done 8-) I mean what the hell =/ Let me try it for once =/ If it doesn’t look good I’ll close it up by not wearing nething for a month or so =/
I know it’ll look good =/ Like I’m 100% sure it will look good =/ InshAllah after A2 *evil laugh* you all will see it (H) =D *d4*
Nehow I tried taking a pic of my nose only =P So I could put it up here…but I couldn’t =/
Am eating pakoray (H) With ketchup =D yummy yummy yummy yum =)
“I’m counting the seconds until you break the silence…” (8)
Somebody please go get water for me ^_^
Ok I’m pissed =/ Zunaira was transferring me the pictures and I was transferring a song to Hassan =/ When Annie closed the DSL ^_^ Cuz her wireless wasn’t working =/
And now she turned it back on =/ Gna explode with anger again =/
My anger is so bad =P Rija hates me when I’m angry with SaraH or something =/ Cuz I start ignoring her too then =P Alay meli bachiiiii =D (L)
I smell of…something =/ like weird :S Whatever ^_^
So anyways fish food khatum hogia tha at sehri time…so then when leaving for Areejs…the shop was closed ^_^ and then when we came back at around 10:30…got the food…and man the fish were so still = I felt so sorry = My poor fish =( Murr jati tau =(
Lol my mum and dad talk to them =/ My mum says she can hear em talk =/ Gosh parents… =P
It’s just that…at my place…Those goldfish are least liked by me =P they give me shivers =P I’m disgusted or something =P but if something happened to them…I would’ve cried my eyes out = the house would feel empty without them =
My fish babies *cry1* =P
Omg! Areej has a fish…it’s flat = like flat = like a paper = What the…!! =
Did you know she has a blind cat =? Sadness man =/
I cut my nails like a month ago…and they still haven’t grown :O! Yeah fine I’m exaggerating =P I mean they did…but not as long as they usually do =( My pweety lil nails =( =P Yeah yeah you must be happy 8-) =P
Aaahh dad’s home =D *runs and meets him* =D *d4*
Yayness he bought pepsi…O crap =/ It’s diet walli =/ Oh well…that’ll work too *d4*
So mums friend…who is a maid in the infant was over at our place like a while ago…and she has like around 3-4 kids…husband had some problem in leg…and I met her…she was so nice…and motherly…and I felt so sorry…cuz it’s Ramadan and Eids coming too…and she has not much of money now…and so mum had some money saved so we could buy some grocery…she asked me if she could give those…I said yeah mom…and I wanted to cry so much…I wanted to give that lady all I had XD…and I was just thinking that why does God do this…? I know I know it’s a test for us...Gosh see!! You made me cry again = I’m such a cry baby = And she was wishing all good luck and stuff XD and and she pulled my cheek too and said I’m really pretty *cry1*
She also said that my mom was working really hard for us…and that she is a really nice lady XD
I love you Mom!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
Ok and now this next part of the post is just for Rija…I know I have explained you this thing with Sarah 2 years ago too XD…and here I am saying it all again…well not all =/ Cuz I don’t remember what I said =P and as you said before that my telling you won’t help…cuz you have moved away…but as a friend…it’s my duty to tell you…though I don’t know exactly what I’m going to say XD…I know I’m not a very good muslim myself…and not only you but there are thousands and maybe millions of people who have questioned stuff about Islam…and nobody has all the answers...and I did not exactly understand when you said…“there’s something more to just then God..”
I mean “WHAT?” :S I know you have all the right to believe in what you think is right…ok I don’t what am I saying :S I don’t have any proof or any valid reason…but all I know is that there is a God…we are his people…Day of judgment will come…when you guys will believe everything…but then it’s going to be late = and I don’t want you to go to hell man = Cuz you are a REALLY good person = maybe I go to hell =/ but not you man =/ I know you as well as you know me [though you don’t think so =P it’s just that unlike you…I keep my mouth shut =P] so in short please fast = I will read and search on some stuff :S and tell you :S or I will give you those books :S
I suck :P I didn’t even give a reason :S or anything :S =/
*bangs head in the wall*
I will give you a lecture =P But with Sarah =P I don’t think I can do it alone…
I love you a lot =)
Hmm I so don’t feel like reading all of this again….and taking out my mistakes….if I have done or said something wrong…please be my guest to correct me =)
G’nyte…Sleeptyte…Sweetdreams…Nice day tomorrow =)
Love you all.
Take care.
I’m good =) Had a nice day…at Areejs place =D All we did was…laugh…laugh...laugh…ate…laugh…watched a movie [“The girl next door” XD It was an awesome one XD True story…In the end when the girl died…I had a tear in my eye…lights were off…wanted to cry more…but then I didn’t wanna look like a baby infront of Rija and Zunaira and Areej once again =P So I controlled…it was so sad…wanted to cry because aik tau to some extent I know what the real girl had actually gone through XD…and secondly…gosh XD Wish I could do something for these kinda people…girls who are raped…used as a source of pleasure…tortured…I will inshAllah…Wait and watch you f****** men…Like you have no idea…I can explode with anger right now…man and that girl was just 19 = assholes *g1*…you should watch it…If it doesn’t move you…doesn’t touches you…means you don’t have a heart =/ means you don’t understand what it feel likes to be in her place XD…Gosh I’m pissed XD…] and then ate…and then laughed….then Rija left…and we 3 did make-up *hehem* =P Was fun =D I’m actually good at doing it =D Used the liquid liner for the first time…and had put it on Areej as smooth as possible =D
And right now I have that nose-stud-type-sticker on my nose =D I’m not gna take it off =/ If the glue finishes I’ll put more glue =/ I LOVE it (L)…I so want to get a real one =D I will 8-) Some people said it won’t look good on me…or that I’ll look to desi =/ and somebody also said that the innocence and grace on my face will vanish if I get a nose pierce =/ But I will get it done 8-) I mean what the hell =/ Let me try it for once =/ If it doesn’t look good I’ll close it up by not wearing nething for a month or so =/
I know it’ll look good =/ Like I’m 100% sure it will look good =/ InshAllah after A2 *evil laugh* you all will see it (H) =D *d4*
Nehow I tried taking a pic of my nose only =P So I could put it up here…but I couldn’t =/
Am eating pakoray (H) With ketchup =D yummy yummy yummy yum =)
“I’m counting the seconds until you break the silence…” (8)
Somebody please go get water for me ^_^
Ok I’m pissed =/ Zunaira was transferring me the pictures and I was transferring a song to Hassan =/ When Annie closed the DSL ^_^ Cuz her wireless wasn’t working =/
And now she turned it back on =/ Gna explode with anger again =/
My anger is so bad =P Rija hates me when I’m angry with SaraH or something =/ Cuz I start ignoring her too then =P Alay meli bachiiiii =D (L)
I smell of…something =/ like weird :S Whatever ^_^
So anyways fish food khatum hogia tha at sehri time…so then when leaving for Areejs…the shop was closed ^_^ and then when we came back at around 10:30…got the food…and man the fish were so still = I felt so sorry = My poor fish =( Murr jati tau =(
Lol my mum and dad talk to them =/ My mum says she can hear em talk =/ Gosh parents… =P
It’s just that…at my place…Those goldfish are least liked by me =P they give me shivers =P I’m disgusted or something =P but if something happened to them…I would’ve cried my eyes out = the house would feel empty without them =
My fish babies *cry1* =P
Omg! Areej has a fish…it’s flat = like flat = like a paper = What the…!! =
Did you know she has a blind cat =? Sadness man =/
I cut my nails like a month ago…and they still haven’t grown :O! Yeah fine I’m exaggerating =P I mean they did…but not as long as they usually do =( My pweety lil nails =( =P Yeah yeah you must be happy 8-) =P
Aaahh dad’s home =D *runs and meets him* =D *d4*
Yayness he bought pepsi…O crap =/ It’s diet walli =/ Oh well…that’ll work too *d4*
So mums friend…who is a maid in the infant was over at our place like a while ago…and she has like around 3-4 kids…husband had some problem in leg…and I met her…she was so nice…and motherly…and I felt so sorry…cuz it’s Ramadan and Eids coming too…and she has not much of money now…and so mum had some money saved so we could buy some grocery…she asked me if she could give those…I said yeah mom…and I wanted to cry so much…I wanted to give that lady all I had XD…and I was just thinking that why does God do this…? I know I know it’s a test for us...Gosh see!! You made me cry again = I’m such a cry baby = And she was wishing all good luck and stuff XD and and she pulled my cheek too and said I’m really pretty *cry1*
She also said that my mom was working really hard for us…and that she is a really nice lady XD
I love you Mom!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
Ok and now this next part of the post is just for Rija…I know I have explained you this thing with Sarah 2 years ago too XD…and here I am saying it all again…well not all =/ Cuz I don’t remember what I said =P and as you said before that my telling you won’t help…cuz you have moved away…but as a friend…it’s my duty to tell you…though I don’t know exactly what I’m going to say XD…I know I’m not a very good muslim myself…and not only you but there are thousands and maybe millions of people who have questioned stuff about Islam…and nobody has all the answers...and I did not exactly understand when you said…“there’s something more to just then God..”
I mean “WHAT?” :S I know you have all the right to believe in what you think is right…ok I don’t what am I saying :S I don’t have any proof or any valid reason…but all I know is that there is a God…we are his people…Day of judgment will come…when you guys will believe everything…but then it’s going to be late = and I don’t want you to go to hell man = Cuz you are a REALLY good person = maybe I go to hell =/ but not you man =/ I know you as well as you know me [though you don’t think so =P it’s just that unlike you…I keep my mouth shut =P] so in short please fast = I will read and search on some stuff :S and tell you :S or I will give you those books :S
I suck :P I didn’t even give a reason :S or anything :S =/
*bangs head in the wall*
I will give you a lecture =P But with Sarah =P I don’t think I can do it alone…
I love you a lot =)
Hmm I so don’t feel like reading all of this again….and taking out my mistakes….if I have done or said something wrong…please be my guest to correct me =)
G’nyte…Sleeptyte…Sweetdreams…Nice day tomorrow =)
Love you all.
Take care.
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